chapter one

Marrinets point of view

It's been weeks, no months since I last seen adrien or chat noir. The love of my life left to go to New York, for a fashion contest. Not to mention to help with his father's company. Chat promised me he would go to look after Adrien, but right now it's not adrien who needs saving it's me.

Time and time again I risked my life to save Paris but it's not the same without him. I need my kitty. I know it was for the best at the time to be honest, heck I'm not sure if I would even have had the guts to continue being one of the mighty hero's of Paris or even a sidekick if I had been akumatized.

That day was the braking of Paris it showed to not only Paris but the world that no one was safe if Hauk Moth was around. even hero's could be milipulated and transformed in to another one of hauk moths evil minions.

After adrien left things only got worse in school. I lost all my friends including Alya the most trusted person I know, all to her lies.

LILA!

Even tho I am ladybug the protector of Paris I can't help but feel so useless, yet so used, but most importantly so unwanted. I just wanted it to end.

If I wasn't saving Paris I was at home crying in my pillow but I couldn't let my emotions get the best of me Hauk Moth has already set out to try and akumatiz me more than ten time since adrien, left since Lila took everything from me.

I sat there and sobed in my pillow.

"Marinette you can't keep this up" Tikki whispered in my ear

"Just leave me alone Tikki you wouldn't understand" I sobed into my pillow

Suddenly evey thing when quiet.

"Tikki I'm sorry come back!" I cried

TAP, TAP, TAP

faint tapping noses came from my window. I looked out to see chat noir

I rushed to the window to let him in.

"Oh chat!" I cryed I'm his arms

***Hay guys just a little book to keep my mind of things you know a l8ttle bit of fanfic I'm not really sure if I'm doing this right tho I've never wrote a fanfic befor just tell me how it is and how you would like some to improve for my next chapter loves you lots bye xx