*Dont break his heart*

You stumble to the bedroom hands all over each other, leaving trails of kisses along your neck. You had a few meaningless love affairs with drunken strangers.. this was completely different. Perhaps you were just grieving. But something told you it was something else.. like a connection...

He takes off your dress in one swift motion, as you start to unbutton his shirt, throwing it to the ground. He quickly throws you down onto the bed, taking one of your breasts into his mouth. You let your head fall back. His fingers trail beneath your panties. Revealing just how eager you are for him to touch you. He teases your entrance as he leaves kisses all over your upper body.

"Please Tony" you whimper, begging for his touch.

He smiles satisfied as he slips a finger into you. You grip the sheets. You give into the lust. Letting your body relax completely.

"That's it baby" he smirks, enjoying the small moans escaping from your mouth.

His lips connect with yours, your tongues battling  for dominance, as he adds another finger, thrusting them in and out of you, in a steady place.Your body trembles beneath him. His other hand roams over your body. Taking all of you in.

He suddenly stops, undressing completely. You look at him enjoying every part of him. As he quickly removes your panties completely. He pulls your body close, as your naked bodies cling onto one another, as you connect your lips once more hungry for the taste of him, like a drug.

He slides his hand over your body, smiling into the kiss. "God you're perfect" he groans.. "you're out of this world" he moans into the kiss.

"You're not so bad yourself" you smirk.

Tony once again throws you down onto the bed, climbing on top of you. He leaves a trail of kisses from your lips to your collarbone, leaving small gentle lovebites along the way. As he slides two fingers into you once again, you moan out in pleasure.

"You're so wet for me baby" he growls hungrily.

"Please don't stop" you whine. As you thrust against his hand, fastening the pace.

His lips once again find their way back to yours. This time it's more passionate. Matching each other's tempo perfectly. Becoming one.

Tony continues to finger you. You grab onto his back. Digging your nails into him. He collapses on top of you. Felling his warm chest against yours. Like a missing puzzle piece.

"I'm so close" you moan as you hold on tightly. Shortly after you come, feel your body tense up. He pulls his fingers out, and he smirks before tasting you on his fingers, returning to kiss you, allowing you to taste yourself on his lips. "I need you" you plead.

Tony smiles before he lines himself up with your entrance. "Wait" he mutters before reaching out for a condom. He quickly puts it on pumping himself a few times. "Are you sure?" He whispers. Looking into your eyes.

"Please, Tony... I need you" you beg. He nods his head before pushing himself into you. You both moan as your head falls back into the pillows. He pushes himself slowly further and further in.

You wrap your arms around him. As he thrusts into you harder and harder. You wrap your legs around his waist allowing him to hit the right spot over and over. Almost sending you right over the edge once more.

"God you feel unbelievable" he groans. Fastening his pace. Thrusting deeper and deeper.

He gently placed a hand around your throat holding on tightly. Your hand is placed on the back of his neck holding onto him. "Don't stop...I'm so close don't stop" you cry out. Tightening your grip. It's so overwhelming.

"I'm close" he groans.

"Just a little more please.." you beg. You don't want this feeling to ever go away.

You feel yourself almost reaching your climax as he slows down. In one swift motion, you turn him over getting on top. As you ride him.

"Oh god Jones" he moans as he buries his face in your neck, biting down on his lips as he cums. You ride out his orgasm as you climax causing you to collapse on top of him as he slowly pulls out. You lay for a moment just existing in each other's company.

"Well that was.." you trail off

"Fucking unbelievable," he says, breathing deeply. He turns to look at you kissing you once again.

You fall asleep in each other's arms. You've only known the man for 24 hours. But you never want to leave him. It feels so wrong it's right.

As you wake up the next morning Tony is still fast asleep. You smile slightly as you look at him sleeping peacefully by your side.. so much for not letting someone in again.. it was far to late for that. You grab one of his shirts and wander down to the lab to look around.. perhaps some of your old stuff was in here somewhere.. you can't let him find them. You quietly search through the boxes, but there's nothing here but old long forgotten projects. Your stuff must still be at his office or back in the old condo in Brooklyn.

You slowly walk up to the kitchen making you and Tony some breakfast, finding your old journals tearing out the most important pieces. Hiding them somewhere safe.

You kiss Tony on the forehead waking him up. He slowly shuts open his eyes, as he looks at you with those warm brown eyes. You could get lost in them for hours on end.

"I made breakfast," you say softly, grabbing onto the plates.

"You're too good" he smiles.

You reach down and grab the journals from the floor, handing them to him.

"Is that?" He asks.

"Everything she wrote down is in there" you smile softly.

"Can I read them?" He asks hesitantly, as he opens one of them up. You nod your head.. this way you could tell him some part of your story.

You spent all day in bed reading through the journals, helping him remember the good man his father was. The man who took a lost girl in, stood by her side through thick and thin.

"Wait"

"What is it?" You ask confusedly.. hiding the panic. Did you forget something?

"Your mother and captain America" he grins.

"Oh" you say sadly.. "I forgot about that" you sigh.

"Now I get why you like him so much.. he was your mother's first love," he says kindly.

"Not exactly," you say.. "she grew up in a small isolated village, she was madly in love with two brothers.. but she lost them before moving to New York" you share.

"Seems like she had bad luck with love huh" Tony chuckles...

"I guess she did" you admit sadly. Looking lovingly at him.

"Are you alright?" Tony asks

You shake the feeling of you. "I'm perfectly fine.. guess I got lucky" you chuckle.

Tony grabs you kissing you passionately.

"Thank you for all of this," he says sincerely.

As time passes you almost forget about everything else. Spending every day with Tony. Either dancing in the living room in his baggy shirt barefoot. Swimming in the ocean. Working together for hours on end in the lab helping him with every project while listening to AC/DC. Feeling as you slowly fall in love with him. Completely consumed by him and your new life. Having no responsibilities whatsoever. It's just the two of you. It's like nothing ever mattered.

Slowly weeks turn into months. And you're still here. You can't get yourself to leave. Not when things are finally starting to fall into place. He takes you out on dates, and buys you whatever your heart desires. You feel like the princess you once dreamt you could be.

You're sitting out on the balcony on a late summer night starring out over the star lit sky Tony's head resting In your lap as you fidget with the hem of his shirt.

"What's in that pretty little head of yours?" Tony whispers.

You look down at him, and just a look into his eyes you feel right at home. "Just you" you admit, leaving a kiss on his forehead.

"Oh really" he smirks.

You flick his earlobe. "Don't get cocky" you laugh.

"You love it"

"I do"

"I love you," he says softly.

Your face softens.. as your mouth drops open. He quickly sits back up. Looking at you intensely.

"I really do"

"Tony.." you sigh deeply.

"What?" He questions.

"You don't even know my name," you say sadly. It finally hits you.. he doesn't even know your name.. he knows nothing about you...

"I don't need to know your name to know that I love you" he claims. As his smile slowly fades.

"You deserve to know it.."

"Then tell me" he pleads eagerly.

You slowly pull yourself away from him. "I can't.." you admit. You want nothing more than to tell him everything.. there's just too much pain.

"Why not?" He looks so hurt.. all because of your selfish ways

"It's for your own good," you say softly, reaching up and cupping his face.

"I still love you."

"I love you too" you finally admit.. because you truly do.. but you also know one of you is gonna wind up hurt. And it's probably him.

"Can't that be enough?" He asks hopefully.. "you practically already live here. I've never felt this way before"

"You're right.." you sigh.

You slowly rest your head on his shoulder. What on earth have you gotten yourself into? There's no turning back from this now. No matter the outcome you can't stay here forever. Either you tell him the truth, and risk losing him after all the lies. Or you keep quiet, wait a couple of years and leave him heartbroken wondering why he wasn't enough. How could you possibly be so selfish and let yourself fall in love again? It was the one thing you shouldn't do. Now no matter what there's going to be collateral damage. And Tony is gonna get his heart broken.. all because you can't  control your emotions. You need to find a way to fix this... Howard was searching for a cure. If he couldn't find one.. you'll just have to take matters into your own hands.

And most importantly don't break His heart.