Chapter 2

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"Just breathe." I cried as I rocked back in and forth. Tears ran down my cheeks and my heart beat was quick.

"Breathe!" I cried again but I was back.

"You like it don't ya, darling?" Lewis moaned as he raped me.

"No!" I cried, but he just continued.

"I'm the best you've ever had, but your such a prude..." He trailed off into a moan. Tears streamed my cheeks as he finished, and I felt filthy. He laid kisses on my breasts and Amelia let out a whimper. He slapped me across the face.

"Don't make a noise, Amelia!" I cried, but he just continued to beat me. He lit a cigarette and smoked for a moment in between slaps, but then he decided to have more fun with me. He held the cigarette in his hand, and he pressed it to my neck and screams erupted from my throat. I felt him grow hard, he was turned on by this.

"Stop it!" I screamed.

"Liv! It's okay!" Fin spoke as he held me in his arms, but sobs continued to rack my body.

"NO! LEWIS GET AWAY!" I screamed over and over again, and Fin shook me, trying to wake me from the trance I was in.

Fin held me close, and I eventually calmed down, and I just tried to breathe.

"See, it's okay. I'm here, baby girl." He cooed, and I buried my face in his chest.

"He hurt me so bad." I whimpered.

"I know, but he's gone now. He can't hurt you anymore."

Everyone has told me that, over and over again for the three days that I've been in the hospital, but they didn't know the mental scar he left, let alone the physical ones that hurt with every movement.

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"Alright, are you ready to go?" Fin asked as helped me slowly from the bed.

"N-no." I breathed, and he sighed.

"Well, you won't be alone, if that's what you are worried about. You are staying with me." He spoke and I swallowed hard.

"I don't want to impose." I whimpered, and he shook his head.

"My apartment is large enough that I won't even know you're there." He chuckled, and I sighed.

"Okay." I breathed.

He drove home and I had my eyes closed tightly. I hated cars. I've hated them since the day that Lewis took me away in the town car. Fin parked the car and I only opened my eyes to look as I got out. Fin grabbed my arm and led me away from the car and into his apartment building. We climbed the stairs, and after the first flight, I was taken back again.

"Where's Amelia?" I asked eagerly.

"Why don't we find her, darling." He replied as he forced me up the stairs, a gun placed to my head. He forced me up the stairs and I saw Amelia tied up to a post.

"Amelia, are you alright?" I asked as I tried to get away from Lewis for a moment.

"Darling, get in bed. Then we can discuss the girl." He growled as he forced him self against me.

"Liv?" Fin questioned, and I looked around quickly, my eyes full of tears, and I had a hard time figuring out that we were at Fin's door.

"I think I'm going to get sick." I breathed as I placed a hand over my mouth. The flashback had brought back the pain that I could never get rid of, and it made me feel incredibly ill.

"Alright, here we go, baby girl." He spoke before opening the door. He led me to the bathroom and we reached it just in time.

After I got sick, I walked out to his couch and curled up in a ball. He covered me up and went to make me tea, but when he came back sleep had claimed me.

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Fin's POV

I walked around my house in silence, trying my hardest to not make a noise and wake Liv. For once in the 4 days since she has been found, she looked peaceful. She looked like Liv, not the shell of a woman I have seen in her place.

I made some oatmeal and tea for her lunch, and walked out and sat it down on the table before looking at her face. I took a slow breathe before shaking her gently.

"Liv, it's lunch time." I spoke softly and she opened her eyes, but they were glossed over and she started to scream.

"Get off me, Lewis!" She screamed, the hairs raising on the back of my neck. She clawed at my arms, face, and neck. I grabbed her hands and pinned them down as I spoke.

"Olivia, it's me, Fin. Wake up baby girl. I'm here, not him." I cooed over and over again. Eventually she awoke and looked at me, finally realizing who I was.

"Fin?" She whimpered.

"Yeah, it's me. Come here." I breathed before pulling her into my arms. I held her close as she cried. 

She cried until tears wouldn't come anymore. I sat her up and handed her the cup of tea and she sipped on it for a bit before I tried to feed her some oatmeal. She ate a bit before she closed herself off from the outside world again. I covered her back up and turned on the TV, and only the low mumble of the voices on the TV were heard. 

I got up and walked into my bedroom and shut the door before dialing a number.

"Fin?" A tired voice answered.

"Elliot, I don't know if you heard, but Liv was kidnapped and raped. She needs you. So wherever you are in this world, you need to get on a plane to Manhattan and try and help her through this." I replied.

"I'll be there in a few hours. Thanks Fin." Elliot replied and I hung up before going back out and checking on Liv, just waiting for her to wake again and needing to be comforted.

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~Olivia Stabler <3