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| TAEYONG POV |

"Its the 6th of January, of the year 2019. Hi, its Taeyong and i'm back again. We're currently at the site for our album shooting and i'm in the dressing room all by myself. The boys left me to film something so i stayed behind, nothing new. The start of the day was very interesting for me. I apologised to the boys and they surprisingly did the same back to me. I was touched by their actions that i almost cried. I'm such a pussy, oh lord. And, the first time in ever, i was approached by someone crazy enough to give me a hand. And also, it was the first time my heart fluttered so much because of him. I don't know why i felt that way but its weird. Again, i still can't eat anything and i'm still as disgusting as always. Those bruises, even though its been 2 weeks, they still won't disappear. I-i want them to be gone. I-i don't want to be reminded of him. I-i m-managed to escape from him for 2 w-weeks but i don't know how much longer i can do that. Oh god, why am i crying? I'm going to ruin my make up and noona won't be happy. When will god take my side? Should i j-just...just- oh shit the boys are back. Got to go."

I stopped the recording and got up to search for the tissue. I grabbed a handful of them and wiped away any evidence of my tears. I looked at the mirror to make sure that my eyes weren't red or puffy. Luckily, my eye makeup did not smudge too much to expose me. Finishing up with a few touches, the boys came in at the same time but with a guest.

"Taeyong, Mr Kim's here to oversee our session." Johnny called out.

I tensed up at the mention of his name. Mr Kim? H-he's here. W-why i-is he h-here? I turned around to the said person and was constantly overwhelmed by his frightening aura. I forced out a smile and bowed to him out of courtesy.

"N-nice to have you here Mr Kim. W-we're honoured to have your presence overseeing our session." I bowed again and this time glued my eyes to the floor. I was trembling out of fear, anxious of his next step.

"Now now, don't be so nervous Taeyong ah. Aren't we all already familiar with each other?" The man in the dark blue suit said while slowly approaching the weaker. He then grabbed my shoulder and gently caressed it. I was shocked by his affection and the discomfort took over me. I tried very hard to hide it and please him as much as i could.

After the miserable encounter, Mr Kim Jae Eun, our CEO, continued to supervise our session the whole day. Ignoring his lustful stares without the members noticing was such a hassle. I had to look my best in front of the camera and also throw away the uncomfortable gaze coming from the monster. In the middle of the shoot, i had to change my outfit that puts me at the very worst position. The stylist had me wear only a blazer over my bare chest. Unfortunately, my partner was Yuta who undoubtedly made my heart go crazy earlier today. He too, only wore a blazer over his well built bare chest. (A/N ; i know the real shoot was with ten but we're trying to make yutae happen here so plsss understand hehe)

To my luck, posing almost half naked with Yuta wasn't that bad and surprisingly comforting. A few of the shots require us to be barely a few inches apart from each other and it made me think of unimaginable scenarios. During a few moments of us dominating the set, i felt the uncomfortable gaze return, but this time, with more lust. I happened to lay eyes on the devil and saw him staring at me with desiring eyes. As i began to work, he began to disgustingly lick his lips. Bothered by his behavior, i looked away and distracted myself with Yuta's presence. Although, it wasn't for long until the photographer demanded me to look forward. Forcefully, i looked forward to meet those eyes again that was positioned directly behind the photographer. Desperately trying to avoid his eye contact, i shifted my eyes everywhere until it landed on something i wished i never noticed. The familiar dark blue trousers, dominated my line of sight. The cotton around his pelvis wrinkled at its tightness. I can't believe what my eyes were seeing. This grown man in his 30s was having a boner looking at a 24 year old male posing bare chested with only a blazer on top.

I was definitely disgusted and terrified. Desperately bearing the distress, i hoped that the shoot would end soon. Thankfully after a few more shots, the photographer decided to wrap it up. Immediately, i covered myself with the blazer and ran towards the dressing room, hurriedly changing into a more covered up outfit. I searched for my jumper that i was wearing earlier and changed into it.

"Hey-"

"AHH!"

"What the fuck Yuta?! You scared me!"

"Damn sorry. Why are you so jumpy anyways?"

"I-its nothing. I just thought you were someone else."

"Someone else? Who?"

"Uhhh...Lucas! Yeah...Lucas. Y-you know, he likes to scare me out of nowhere these days so i was being cautious haha." I lied.

"But they went back earlier didn't they?" Fuck me they did!

"R-really? I didn't realise."

"Are you really okay? Maybe you're having a fever, let me see." His sudden touch made me jolt in surprise.

"......TAEYONG, YUTA! We need to go in a few minutes so hurry up and grab your things!....." The manager shouted from outside.

"Ok we'll be there in a minute!" I shouted back.

"We should hurry." Yuta advised.

~Timeskip~

"What took you so long?" The manager asked, agitated.

"Sorry hyungnim." Yuta said apologetically and entered the vehicle. Naturally, it was my turn to enter the vehicle but the manager didn't allow me to do so.

"Nani?" Yuta asked for me. Confused, i turned to my manager as well.

"Mr Kim wants to talk to you and he's waiting for you in his car."

"W-wait n-no..what for?" Even if i knew what his intention was, i didn't want to go at all cost.

"Yeah, for what? Its already late." Yuta argued.

"I don't know just go! Its Mr Kim we're talking about. Maybe he's trying to introduce to you a new project?" The manager protested.

"Then can Yuta come? If its a new project shouldn't all of us be there?" I said, trying to convince our manager to allow Yuta to accompany me.

"Can i?" Yuta asked.

"No. I requested Taeyong and Taeyong only." A firm , deep voice spoke behind me.

"S-sir." The manager looked past me and bowed. Yuta did the same and i definitely knew who it was.

"What's with the delay?" Mr Kim asked with authority.

"Sorry sir. I failed to bring you Taeyong as ordered. They insisted to go together." The manager spoke with his head down.

"Look how pitiful your manager is. Your stubbornness made him like this." Mr Kim said.

"I-m sorry. I'll go with you, as you wish. Alone." I pleaded, hoping he will spare Yuta and the manager hyung.

"Good, now come. Don't worry about him, i'll send him home later." He said as he pulled me towards the car.

"Y-yes sir." The manager said as he watched both of our backs leave them behind.

~Timeskip~

The frail body of the 24 year old male was pulled into a familiar room with white and silver interior. The sounds of struggle made by the male echoed throughout the huge room. The tight grip made the male whimper but the sounds he made excites the other. His back hits the soft yet traumatizing mattress of the king size bed as he was pinned down. Arms were tied above his head, legs were forcefully spread out open as his only layer of protection was stripped off of him. Muffled screams desperately try to escape the room but couldn't reach anyone.

Tragically, unidentified objects were forced into the younger, causing him excruciating pain. The older enjoyed the sight and entertainment the boy was giving him. With impatient desires, the dominate replaced the objects with his own. The intense pressure of the impact tore his insides and mentality;his will to live was slowly perishing. With every effort and sweat wasted in hopes of escaping, he gradually gives in to the aggressor and laid his body in despair. Defeated in every way possible, he waits till the other is satisfied as his outcome.