Chapter 12: I Had No Choice!

          ~Seung Hyun's POV~

I was here. I was here with the love of my life. The girl that I wasn't allowed to touch again.

"What are you doing here?" Her voice was full of pain. I didn't know why I got in the restroom. Maybe I just wanted to be sure that she's ok.

"I asked you sth!" She said full of anger. I knew she still loves me. I knew what she wanted to hear. I couldn't tell her that I love her. I wasn't allowed to admit my feelings. That asshole had the perfect plan.

"You know sth girl? Nobody loves you, why are you still in YG? Why are you still here in Korea? Go back to Greece!" She looked at me.. She looked so painful like she wanted to agree with me. Hold on.. Don't show her your feelings! I want to hug her tightly. I want to take her pain away.

"But.. members love me.." She said silently. Yes, they love you so much! They almost kill me when they learnt what I have done you.

"Of course not! They loved when we were together but now.. You're a nothing to them anymore."

She started crying. OMG why I have to hurt her? Why I have to be so mean to her? Why I have to see her crying? Why?

"Se7en and Seung Hee love me!! Members love me too!! You're a liar!" "Seung Hee cares about her marriage! You can't see that she doesn't care about you anymore??" I was trying to look serious and heartless.

"Shut up!! She's my best friend!" She pushed me back, my back hit on the door. "Bitch! I tell you the truth!" I screamed. "No, you don't! You want me to leave you live your life with your little bitch! You want to get rid of me!" She was right. if I make her want to leave Korea, she won't be hurt by me. Never again.

I rubbed my neck.

"Yes, I do. You're jealous so much. You don't let me leave as a single hot guy!" She looked at me and started laughing sarcastically. "You have a big idea for yourself! You're an asshole! You don't deserve love! You hurt everyone, who loved you! And stop rubbing your neck!! Are you sick of me?"

"Maybe I am..Are you talking about yourself? Members will forgive me day by day, but you, will you ever forgive me?" "Never!" I felt so empty. Congratulations Boy.. She hates you. It was like sth hit my chest so hard that it could make me stop breathing.

"I'm sure that if I kiss you, you'll kiss me back!" "You wish! Don't dare to touch me!" I smirked. I got closer to her. My lips was only some cms away from hers. My need to kiss her was getting bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger. My heart started bouncing in my chest. "Don't.." She said half breathing half whispering. We were looking at each others lips.

"You know that you want to kiss me.." "Maybe.." I pulled my lips on hers gently. She kissed me back. My heart continued bouncing more happily than ever before. I hugged her. My hungry lips went on her neck. She hugged me tightly. "Seung Hyun.." She whispered. "What?" I asked her as I looked in her eyes.

"You're such a player! What you want from me?" She pushed me away angrily. "I need you." I shouldn't tell that! She must stop loving me.

"Go play with your little bitch! When we're around people you call me bitch and hit me and when we're alone you try to kiss me??.. You're sick! If you believe that I'm a bitch why do you try to kiss me?? You won't play with me again!!" "You're right sweety I'm a player and I like playing with bitchs like you."

"Why??" She asked angrily. "Go to the hell!! What have I done you? I never hurt your feelings! Why do you play that painful game with me?" She cried out. Her eyes were teary again. I'm so sorry baby..

"Nobody will ever love you! You must be glad! I shouldn't spend my time with you!" "Get lost.." She said calmly. "I said Get Lost!" She yelled. "Nope." "GET LOST!" She sat down and starting crying so hard. "Are you ok?" I asked. Stupid question eh?

"Stop pretending that you care! You're an asshole, who plays with people's feelings! I told you, I won't fall for you again!" "I won't leave!" "Fine!" She stood up and after had pushed me away from the door, she unlocked the door and left.

I have destroyed her life. I started crying in my hands. I was so happy a week ago. My life was perfect, but now.. It's horrible.

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Before a week I got an anonymous email.

'If you want her alive, break up with her.'

I ignored it. I thought that a silly hater saw me with Lexy and wanted to play with me.

The day Lexy left for Japan I got the second anonymous email.

'You think that I can't hurt her right? I have paid a man, who whenever I tell him he will kill her.. What are you gonna do now? She's far away, you Can't protect her... Or maybe you can.. Break up with her!'

I had gotten a little scared is he serious? I decided to send him an email, but how I don't know who he is.. Then I got the third message.

'If you care for her life, deal this number: 6810045219.'

I dealed the number quickly and called him.

"Yes?" The voice was like a robot's. That isn't good.

"I'm Seung Hyun.."

"I know, who you are.. Listen to me carefully.. I don't want your money, You're not allowed to talk about me to no one. Understand?"

"Yeah." I was really nervous.

"Good, the only thing you have to do is to break up with Lexy.." His voice was so calm.

"No, I can't do that. Lexy is my whole world.."

"Don't lying to me. You're using her!"

"No, I'm not! I love her!" I said angrily.

"Don't make me say him the 'ok'.." He meant the killer. Bull Shit!

"No, please! I'll do anything you want!!" I begged him.

"I told you what I want.."

"Normal bad guys want money, not a girl!"

"Hahahaha you're so hopeless!" "You'll do it or not?"

"I prefer to die!"

"Keep your words in your mind!" He hanged up.

"Hello? Hello?" I cried out. "Damn!!" Who the fuck is he?

I bought a marrying ring.. I was going to marry her. No mater what. I chose a beautiful and expensive ring. I tried to imagine Lexy's happy expression. She would be like: Omg Seung Hyun, I thought that you didn't want to get married..

I'll follow my heart no matter what.

But then the day I went to see that Lexy was Ok. He had said an email before my flight.

'If you go, you'll be punished. You dont know what am I able to go.. I'll give the chance to break up with her without hurt her a lot. Don't risk. Stay in Korea!'

I ignored him.

That was the biggest mistake I have ever did. When I returned Lily gave me a letter from him.

"Dear Seung Hyun,

What's up my friend? Did you miss me? I hope you did!

As you know I told you to not go to see her.. I told that if you go, I will punish you.. Your punishment is coming.. I'll make your life a living hell! Be ready for it!

P.S: Don't worry about her I'll take care of her. I protect her more that you could ever do!

Worst Wishes,your friend."

The next day after Lexy's message, I got an other message from him.

'Today - At 21:30 - At Red Star - Don't be late - I'll be waiting for you.'

I got ready. I looked at my watch 21:20. Fuck!!! Hurry up! hurry up! hurry upppp!

I went quickly there. A groom was waiting for me. "Mr Seung Hyun follow me please.." He said with a smirk.. What's wrong with this guy? I followed him upstairs.

"Here is your room mister.." "Thank you.." I got in the room 201.. No one was here. I sat on a sofa. It was 21:40.. Where the fuck is he?? I found some drinks on the table.. Shall I drink one? Why not? I drank one and then an other one... I had drunk 4 of those drinks when I started feeling weird.

What the heck was in these drinks? I couldn't see good. I started feeling sleepy. What's wrong with me? "Seung Hyun.. Are you feeling tired?"

A woman told me and Suddenly everything went black... After I didn't know what happened..

When I woke up I was in an unfamiliar room. Was I naked?!? I looked under my blanket. Thanks God! I was wearing my underwear.

"Goodmorning Baby!" A woman told me. Her voice! It was the woman I had heard before I fell asleep. She was half naked too.

"Did anything happen between us last night??" I asked worryingly. "Nope, but it was enough to make your girlfriend hates you." "What? Lexy saw us? What did we do?"

"Well look I had put a mix of drugs in your drinks.. So you didn't know what you did.. Do you remember anything?" "I shook my head. "So let me tell you what happened.. Lexy saw us making out half naked on the bed, which you're lying on.. She got mad at you.. You weren't able to understand that she is your girlfriend, you hit her and pushed her out of the room, you hit her again and yelled at her. I think that you should call her ex-girlfriend for now on."

"Tell me that I didn't really hit her!" I felt tears on my cheeks.

I don't believe that I hit my baby!!

"Nope, drugs had a fabulous affection on you.. My boss must pay me more!" "Who paid you?" "My boss." "Tell me now!"

"You can't make me tell you, but maybe there is a way.." "And which that?" "Have sex with me!" "You're a sick bitch! I'll find alone, who that asshole is.." I wore my cloths. "First of all I have to find Lexy!" "I'm not sure about that." "Why?"

"Take a look. My boss let you a message." Shit! I opened it slowly.

'Do you like your punishment? Wait to see Lexy.. You really changed her look yesterday. You hit her a lot. Now.. you must stay away from her. Believe me I can make you stay away!'

"I won't stay away from her!" Suddently sb hit my head and I fell down. "Seung Hyun.. Open your eyes!"

I couldn't move. I opened my eyes, my head was killing me. I saw ropes all around me. I was tied on a chair!!

"What the fuck?!? Let me go!" "No sweetheart.. Listen to me carefully." "Why your boss isn't here? Does he afraid of me?" I smirked.

"You wish! You know, you must do sth for us!" "No! I won't do anything for you!" I yelled at her. "You have no choice! Look!"

She went to sth that look like an announcing board. She started putting photos on it. Lexy was in all of those pics! What the fuck?? Is that asshole Lexy's stalker? Lexy in cafeterias, in shops, in YG building.. The next pic shocked me... It was a pic of her while she was in our house! Has he got cameras in our house?? Omg! I must protect her!

"As you see Lexy is in all of those pics. My boss has paid a man follow Lexy everywhere! Also whenever he is told he can kill her or damage her." "Don't Dare To Touch Her!!" I shouted. That can't be true. They can't touch her.

"As you wish.." She called sb. "Yes? Boss, he can't understand that you'll damage Lexy." "Ok." She put her phone on my ear. "Listen to me stupid man, I'm gonna call the killer. Don't say anything!" "Ok." "Hey, K. it's me." "Ah! Boss!" "Where are you?" "I'm in a bar. I followed Lexy here. The plan went good. She had drunk a dozen of drinks. She looks very sad.." "Good! Have you got your gun?" "Sure! Want me shoot her? I has a nice view of her here." "No!!!" I screamed "Please don't shoot her!! I'm begging you!!" I screamed again.

I started crying and crying. "Don't shoot my baby!"

"Shut up!" That asshole said. "K. Stay there!" "Ok boss! Wait! There is a man, who pulles her out of the bar! She must know him." "Follow them."

"Hello?" "Shut up Seung Hyun! I'm listening to you." "Ok, what do you want me to do?" "Stay away from her." "I will try." "Good, but I must be sure that you will." "What will you do?" That woman took the phone and closed it. "Hey!! What the heck you think you're doing?" "Shut up pretty boy!"

She brought sth like collar. "This is an electric collar.. You will wear it!" "That's sick! I'm not in a science fiction movie!" What is that collar? It's was metallic. She came closer and caressed my neck. "Don't touch me bitch!" She acted like she didn't hear me.

"Let's test it." The collar was put on my neck. "And what can that collar do to make me want to be away from her?" "Finally, you asked me! It's very awesome it can read-scan her voice. When that happens it sends electric bounces to your neck."

Her eyes was shining now. This woman is sick! "I can't wait to see it working!" She put her phone close to me. I started hearing Lexy's voice. Nothing happens. "This machine doesn't work! Will your boss come up with an other smart idea like this?" But then..

I thought that I was going to die. I couldn't breath well. The pain was big. I screamed loudly. "It's working!" She said happily. "Make it stop!! Make it stop!! Please!!" "Ok." She closed her phone. My brain was ready to erupt. "See? It's awesome!!"

"Please.. There must be another way to keep me away from her." I begged her. "I can do nothing to help you. I can go against boss." I looked highly. I closed my eyes and starting praying.

'Please god, help me survive in this hell. Help Lexy.. She needs you more than me. If that woman is correct, Lexy must be so unhappy and sad. I love you Lexy..' I thought. Tears fell on my checks.

I don't know what is more painful.That electric collar or my broken heart? More tears fell on my checks.

"You can leave now. Don't think of taking it over. Also you won't tell anything to anyone!!" I nodded.

She left me leave. I had some new messages.

From Gdragon: Hyung, what the fuck is wrong with you?? Why you hit her?? You're dead. Se7en is back..

Omg Se7en is back!! He'll cut me in pieces and then cook my pieces and throw them away!!

From Taeyang: You're dead!

From Seungri: Dont dare to appear in YG building!

From Daesung: We need to talk immediately! You hurt Lexy and you have to apologise!           

No message from Se7en or Lexy.. That's no good.

I saw a new message from 'Sexy Woman'? Who the fuck is her? She must be that sick woman.

: Oh and pretty boy. You should flirt a girl. What about Lily? She is an easy target.

How does she know Lily?

~*~

I was still sitting in the bathroom crying alone. I took the ring, which was for my babe and looked at it. Will I ever be free to love you again? Will we ever be again together? Will you ever forgive me?

Sb knocked the door. I looked up to see Nick. I put the ring back in my pocket again.

"Want do you want??" I asked him angrily. "I want a flavor." "What?" "Could you stop hurting Lexy?" I stood up and wiped my tears away. I looked down at him. "I'll do whatever I want.. Understand? And now excuse me.." I pushed him away and left.

A girl waved me. Who is she? Wait I have seen her before with Lexy. Her name Soo sth or sth like this. "Hey." She said. "Hey." I replied. She acts a bit nervously. She must be a fan of us.

"So.. How are you?" She asked without knowing what to tell. "Well I'm worse than ever before in my life, I feel like I'm in hell, but thanks for asking me, what about you?" "I'm a bit sad." "Why?" "Lexy.... oh excuse me I shouldn't tell her name right?"

"What about her?" "You know.. She's very sad about your separation.. And I can't do anything to help her.." I nodded. "Umm can I ask you sth personal?" She asked me. "Depends on what will you ask me.."

"Why did you do all these??" I got closer to her and looked straight in her eyes. "Look at your busines ok?" She nodded shyly. "I thought that you must be a good boyfriend.. You look so gentle and all.." She mumbled. "Thanks for the compliment, but don't forget that I'm a good actor too." I said her as I winked her and left.

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                   ~Lexy's POV~

Have you ever felt that there is no reason to stay alive? Have you ever felt that your life can't be worse than it's already? This is what I feel now.

Empty, heartbroken, lifeless, loneliness..

I was out of the building. I was just looking around. "Excuse me!" A boy told. I looked at him. He had a wonderful brown hair, hazel brown eyes. "Yeah?" "Umm could you help me? I'm kinda lost." He said as he scratched shyly his neck. "Sure. What are you looking for?" "Umm I think I found my way." "What?" Is he silly? "I mean.. I.. do you want to hang out with me?"

"What? I don't even know your name..." "Oh I'm Himchan!" "Nice to meet you I'm Lexy." He smiled. "So, Lexy would you like to hang out with me?" "Oh I don't know I broke up this week and I feel like shit.." "Oh I'm sorry I didn't know.. He is really stupid. You look like a perfect girl!" "Dont call him stupid!" I said a bit angrily.

"Oh I'm sorry Himchan.. I still love him and I don't know everything reminds me him." "No, I'm sorry.. So an ice-cream would make you smile right?" "Ice-cream is his favorite sweet..." A tear fell on my cheek.

Suddenly Se7en came from nowhere and pushed Himchan. "What did you do? Why is she crying?" "Are you Se7en? Omg!! Can I have an autograph please?" "Aish, tell me kid!" "He didn't do anything Dong Woo!" I said. "Is he your ex-boyfriend?" Himchan asked.

"No, he's my best friend." "Oh.." "Excuse me Himchan I thought you.. Anyway you still want that autograph?" "Sure!! I'm a big fan of you!! Can I take a pic with you too?" He said excitedly. "Sure!" "Thanks!!!"

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                  ~Nick's POV~

My plan is going so fuckin good! Lexy hates him. She Hates Him hehehe. I'm so evil!!

"Baby.." Lily said "What do you want sweetheart?" "I feel bad for Seung Hyun and Lexy.. I don't believe she pretends she loves him or she cheats on him.. You want her for your self!! I'm tell her everything!!"

"No, you won't!! Sit down bitch or you're dead!" "You can't whatever you want!!" "Of Caurse I can!" As she turned around I hit her head and she fell down.

"Are you crazy? Help her!" Seung Hyun said as he went next to Lily. Fuck! Did he see me hitting her? "What happened?" He asked. Thanks god, he didn't! "Suddently she fell down."

"Geez!!" He lifted her and put her on a chair. He threw a little water on her face. "Lily? Lily?" He said. "Seung Hyun? What happened?" She asked while rubbing the back of her head. "You fainted." I said. "Really?" "Are you feeling okay?" Seung Hyun asked. "Yep thank you." She smiled.

"Ok now you can go Mr Gentleman!" I said. "Ok Bye Lily.." "Bye.." She said.

"I didn't faint! You hit me!" She said. "Baby you must hit your head, while falling down." "Don't kid me!! I remember very well what happened!" Bull shit.. "You're more clever than I thought." "Of Caurse I am and I'm gonna tell Lexy everything!" "I don't think so.." She looked at me confused.

I called K. "Hey, I have a job for you. I need to get rid of sb. Wanna help me?" Lily's face turned to white. Right bitch game is over..

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Hey my lovely readers!! <3

What's up??? Well do you like this chapter? I enjoyed writing it! I really like this chapter! :D Well as you see I added B.A.P's Himchan in the story. I didn't add him as a singer, but as a boy, who just met Lexy. I believe that he is the most suitable for his role. What do you think of his sudden appearance?

What about K., Nick and their evil plan? Do you believe that Lily will be killed by K.? 0.0

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