Chapter 11: Love? What is that?

                  ~Lexy's POV~

I saw him walking away.. "Wait!" I whispered. He slowly turned around like he was waiting for me to talk, but he asked me "Do you still love me Lexy?" I wasn't sure if I still love him or not.. I was afraid of him..

"No need to answer sweetheart.. I see.. How can you still love the person, who cheated on you and hit you?" "I don't love you.. I can't forget what you did.. it's hard to believe that before two days, I thought that you was about to marry me.. I thought I was gonna be Lexy..Choi.. Silly thought huh?" A tear fell on my left cheek.

He started rubbing his neck again. He closed his eyes in pain. He fell down and screamed. I brought him a glass of water.. "Thank you." He mumbled. Now I was sure.. Sth happens when I talk.. So I brought a pen and a peace of paper.

'-What's wrong with your neck?' I wrote.

"I can't tell you.. I'm sorry.. It's sth personal.." He said.

'-What did it happen with that mysterious man?'

"He left.. He stopped annoying me." I nodded.

'-So why did you do all those things to me?'

"I fell in love with Lily.." He said. These words crossed my heart like a knife.. Lily? But she's Nick's girlfriend.

'-Yes, but Lily loves Nick.. She doesn't like you. She admired our love. Also that night in the hotel.. You were with..' I stopped writing. I couldn't continue.. All the memories from that horrible night appeared in front of me.. More tears fell on my cheeks.

"You're right.. we were drank and wanted to have some.. fun.." A small fake smile appeared on his lips.

'-I see.. So that you're telling is that I wasn't enough experienced for you huh?' I wrote full of anger and pain.

"Yes." He said coldly. "No one is perfect sweetheart.." He said sarcastically.

'-Well, the truth hurts..' I wrote and stood up.

"Are you angry?" He asked so sarcastically and un-emotionally.

"Burn in hell!!" I said coldly and left.

I didn't know what was I feeling.. or what should I do.. Should I hate him for taking my virginity and then telling that I wasn't good enough? Of course yes.. I should.. Finally, he took off his mask.. He isn't the good, cute boy I fell in love with.. he was never a good person..

I went next to a window.. I looked down.. The building was too tall for sure. I was on the 5th floor.. if I fall, I won't feel anything. I'll die immediately. That is all I want now to die..

The only person I loved with all my heart was using me.. He never felt anything for me. I was about to jump out of the building and give an end in my useless life. Then I thought of Seung Hee and Se7en.. There were the closest friends to me. Members.. and 2ne1. Appa yg.. Will all those people miss me? Will they cry for me?

Will Seung Hyun cry for me?

Did he ever really care about me? About my existence?

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              ~Taeyang's POV~

Seungri and I were walking-discussing in the corridor. "Youngbae, Do you think that Lexy will accept all this? I mean she loved him.. she still loves him.." "I know, I'm afraid that she gonna do sth stupid.." "Like what?" He asked me.

Then I saw her.. She was standing next to the window ready to jump.. "Like this.." I showed him Lexy. " Omg!! Lexy, don't jump!!!" He yelled. We ran. I caught her arms and pulled her back. "Are you crazy?" I whispered as I closed her in my arms. "I'm sorry.." she mumbled. "Pff you scared us girl!! Don't do that again!!" Seungri yelled. He was as shocked as I was. She hugged me more tightly. Was she scared or sth?

"If I die, will you get sad?" She asked. Wtf??? "Lexy, we care about you.. we have known you since you were 20.. We have you like our sis. I thought that you knew it.." I said as calmly as I could. "Lexy, you're my twin sister.. Whenever these jerks attach me, you're here to protect me." Seungri said smiled. His smiled was showing how much he loves Lexy.. Every member of us loves her.

As Seungri said she's always here to protect us like a mother would do.. Let's be honest Seung Hyun did a big mistake, he cheated on her, he hit her.. All of us wanted a revenge, but We are team.. we must be one!

"Thanks guys, you're the best.." Lexy interrupted my thoughts. The three of us hugged each other tightly. I remembered how she encouraged us before our world tour. I was so scared.. Could people from U.S.A and Europe know us? Yes, they could.

"Lexy, you have to be strong!" I advised her. "Youngbae.. He told me that he never loved me, that he used me.." She started crying. That was a big lie.. Seung Hyun loved her..

-Flashback

I found Seung Hyun talking to the mirror. "Hyung!" I yelled "What are you doing?"

He blushed.. "I-I was practising.." "About what?" "How could I ask Lexy to hang out with me.." He bit his lower lip. "Just be yourself!" I advised him. He nodded.

-End of Flashback

"Don't believe him, he loved you.." I said. "You're right.. He loved me.." "Hey, Do you want to tease him?" Seungri asked. "How?" "I'll be your new boyfriend!" "No, thank you I'm not in a good mood." "ok.."

Daesung appeared. "Hey, Lex what's wrong sweetheart?" He asked her. "I want to die.. That's all.." "Ahh ok.. You want.. What??" He yelled. We laughed at his shocked face. "Bravo Daesung.. You made her laugh." Seungri said.

Daesung smiled and then looked at Lexy. "What did he do this time Lex?" "He never loved me, that he did. He's sick around me. When I talk he rubs his neck, he gets angry and acts like sth hurts his neck."

"Weird!!" Daesung said. "I know.." Lexy said. "Don't worry.. I'll talk to him." "I have been listening those words for two days.. I know you want to help, but the truth is that nobody can help me right now." Lexy said as she stood up and walked away. "Damn, I can't see her so sad.." Daesung murmured. "Neither I nor Taeyang." Seungri said.

"We should talk to him all together.. Maybe he'll tell us.." I suggested. "No, I won't." Seung Hyun said as he stood next to me. "Seung Hyun.. You hurt her.. You must apologize.." Daesung told him. "No, I don't give a shit about her feelings anymore.." "You're a liar!!" Seungri said. "I don't believe you!!" He completed his sentence.

"I don't care about what you believe.. You should know that.." Geez! I know that he likes teasing Seungri, but that is.. That is.. I cant describe it. "Yo! Stop being so jerk! Is anything that you really care about?" "Nope, I care only for my family and I. And you're not my family.." I couldn't help, I punched him with all my power. "Idiot!! My nose!!" He yelled. "Oops!!" I said sarcastically.

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                  ~Lexy's POV~

I was walking in YG building.. I tried to clear my thoughts, but I couldn't. Soo Ji! I remembered that I promised her a dinner with Bigbang.. "Lexy!" It was her! "Oh, Soo Ji I'm so sorry I forgot my promise!" "It's ok.. I heard what happened.. I'm so sorry. You don't have to tell them about any dinner. I don't care about that. Do you want any help? Anything, which I can do to make you smile again?" She was so sweet.."Soo Ji, you're so sweet thank you.. but there is nothing you could do to help me." She nodded. "I see.." She mumbled.

"Soo Ji?? Where the hell you are?? Get back in the practising room now!" Sb yelled. "Oops.. We have a Lot of work.. Pff I'm done!"

I smiled. "Ok.. see you later." She waved me as she got in the room again.

Seung Hee grabbed my arm. "Yo Girl! Guys told me what you were going to do! Are you crazy?? Don't let that asshole hurt you!" "And what can I do? Act like nth happened? Like he have never told that he doesn't give a shit about me?" I said angrily. She was speechless. What could she tell now?

"Look I don't want you to be so sad.. Show him that you don't care about him too." "How?" "Is Nick available?" "I wont use him! He likes Lily!" "I don't think so.." "Why?" "Come on Lexy, He used her to forget you." "I don't know and I don't care!" "Pff You're stubborn!!" "Yes, I am!"

"What's wrong here?" Nick asked. Yeah, why He came? Why? Damn.. Why they don't let me alone! "Please leave.." I said. "No! Lexy was wondering.. if you want to come with her to YG's party tonight.." Seung Hee said. Party? I don't know anything about that Party!! -__-

"Really?" He asked me. "No! No! I don't know anything about that party!!" I yelled. "Come on Lexy I want to come with you." "What about Lily?" "She can't come with me." "Ooh.. ok then." "Nice, See you there!" He said and left. "Seung Hee, you're dead!!" I told her. "It can't be that bad.. don't get mad.." "Anyway.." "YG's party will be awesome! All of YG's artists, producers, dancers and actors will be there! We're going to have fun!!" "Okay, okay I'll come.. Shut up now.." She hugged me happily.

"What are you going to wear?" She said. "Nothing special." "Why? You must be gorgeous." "Whatever.."

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It was time for party. 22:00 o'clock.. Where is Nick? He promised to be out of the building at 22:00..

"Hey, Lexy! Wow you look gorgeous!" He said. He was wearing a nice black suit. He looked pretty. "Thanks you look very handsome." I complimented him. "Shall we go in?" "Sure." As we got in I saw Seung Hyun. He looked at me. He liked what he saw, because he bit his lower lip. Then he kissed Lily.. He whispered her sth. She blushed. "What the..??" Nick said.

He pushed Seung Hyun away from Lily. "You're a big asshole!! Why were you kissing my girlfriend?" "She allowed me.." Seung Hyun said. Nick punched him again. "Lily.. Tell me why are you here.. you said you cant come!" Nick tried to cover his teary eyes by looking away. "I'm sorry Nick.. I like Seung Hyun."

Nick ran to the toilets. I ran after him. "Nick wait!!" I found him crying out of the toilets. "Why?" He murmured. "Hey, come on let's show them that we don't give a shit about them." "I can't.." "Of course you can!" "Ok. How?" I smiled at him. "I'll show you."

I grabbed his arm and pulled him to the dance floor. I let him put his hands on my back. I put my hands around his neck. We were whispering to each other to tease Seung Hyun and Lily. "Thanks Lexy." "Your welcome ^^"

"Let's sit with them." He suggested and I nodded. Seung Hyun's face was ready to erupt. "Do you enjoy the party?" I asked him sarcastically. "Yes. You?" "Of cause!" "Lily, do you want to sit on my lap?" "Sure babe!" She sat on his lap. Her legs were around his back. "Lily!" Nick yelled. He was as angry as I was. "What?" She said as she kissed Seung Hyun neck.. THAT NECK IS MINE!! I stood up and slapped her. "STAND. UP. NOW." I said.

"Why?" "I dont like to repeat myself bitch!" I said as calmly as I could. "Nope." I smiled her. I grabbed her hair and lifted her up. "Ok ok I'll stand up.. Stop it!" I let her hair go. Seung Hyun looked at me. He smirked. "You don't gonna say anything?" She asked him. He didn't look at her. "Nope." I sat down between Seung Hyun and Nick. "Sb is jealous a lot.." He whispered in my ear. "Fuck off!" I murmured.

"As you wish.. Lily.. I'm bored do you want us to go home?" He winked her. I breathed heavily. I. WILL. KILL. HIM. TONIGHT. "No guys stay here with us!" I said. "Yeah!" Nick said nervously. Seung Hyun rubbed his neck.. Not again.. I pushed his hand away and tried to uncover his neck. Nick pulled me back. "What are you doing?" He said. He sounded so scaring!

"Excuse me.." Seung Hyun said as he left. "I'll go to the toilet." I said and I went to the toilet. I wanted to think about all these.. I locked the door. What's wrong with him? What's wrong? Pff I hate my life.

I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Seung hyun. "What are you.." He interrupted me by pulling me in the toilet and locking the door.

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                          ~A/N~

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Well, I changed my cover. So you like it? Do you like more the other one? Let me know!!

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