Kill Natsume

I.... I... I couldn't sleep.... Why?..What's wrong with me?I held the note with my shaky hands, 'why am I shaking? What's wrong with me?'. I read the note over and over in my mind, 'why am I scared'. *Knock, Knock* I jumped out of my skin " Kitty are you up" oh my god it's Natsume, I quickly pushed the note in my pocket and walked straight to the door and opened it. 'What do you want?' He grabbed my arm and pulled me out of my room ' Where are we going?'. We walked for a while until i felt natsume sit down and he pulled me down into his lap. 'I think we are outside judging by the heat on my face' I looked over to the direction of what i assumed was natsume face "It's a nice day out" that's all he said. i leaned against his chest and felt the heat of the sun on my body and soon feel asleep.

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I was shaken awake "It's time to wake up" Natsume voice said, I lazily opened my eyes, i felt a hand on my cheek and before i could even react I felt a soft, warm pair of lips touch mine and my instincts kicked in and i kissed back, after a while we reluctantly pulled away 'I'm an idiot' I got up and ran  away "KITTY" i just kept running. I ran all the way to my room, i fell onto my bed and landed on something hard. i placed the object in my hand and found out it was a gun 'I have to kill him or my master will kill me' i cried.

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I got dressed and grabbed the gun, it was 11:00pm. I walked around the school trying to find Natsume, i've asked and no one has seen him. It was 11:50 and i went to the tree I left him at, i sensed him standing beside the tree staring at me. "Kitty....." he walked toured me and i held the gun out and pointed it at him 'don't come near me' "you've come to kill me" I heard paper coming from him, "I've been waiting for you to come, this note states you have to kill me by midnight" I reached for my pocket and it wasn't there, the note was gone. He walked closer and closer 'NO STOP DON'T COME NEAR ME' i started crying and shaking my head no. He grabbed my gun and held it to his heart "you have to do it or they will kill you" he touched my cheek with his other hand "please, i don't want you to die" he whispered to me ' I can't, i can't' i cried more "DO IT KITTY YOU DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME" he yelled, the bell rang meaning only a couple seconds until 12 'NO' " DO IT" he pressed his lips to mine and he pushed my finger forcing me to push the trigger. BANG...... The sound went off and i could hear Natsume body fall, then everything came back. I could remember everything and i got my sight back. I looked down in horror at Natsume laying there, "Natsume..... Natsume............AHHHHHHHHH NATSUME NATSUME NOOOOO"