Luke

-Luke-The whole reason I went to Ashton's house in the first place was to seek his advise in what I should do about Addi. The last thing I expected was to find Addi sitting Ashton's lap? A mixture of hurt, anger and jealousy bubbled inside me. The fact that Addi was sitting on Ashton's lap, holding his hand made me extremely jealous. She should be sitting on my lap holding my hand. Of she should be letting me teach her hoe to play an instrument. Besides guitars are MUCH cooler than drums everyone knows that. And I was angry that she yelled at me and told me to leave yet she was looking for someone to talk to. I was there for her. I will always be there for her. And the fact that she didn't trust me broke my heart. And now I had just made things worse. I shouldn't of said those things and now she was even more mad at me. She probably hates me. "Fuck." I mumbled. "What just happened bro?" Ashton asked. "Fuck I don't know. I was just so angry seeing you two, I just lost it." "I was just teaching her how to play drums. I ran into her at the cafe, she looked a little upset and we started talking about drumming so I offered to teach her. That's it." Ashton mumbled. I started to pace around the room nervously. "Fuck I know. I know. But I just got upset. And now she hates me." I stopped pacing and sat on Ashton's bed, slumping my face in my hands. "No she doesn't hate you, she's just upset. You said some mean things, but she doesn't hate you." Ashton sat down next to me and patted my back. "God what do I do? How do I fix this?" I just wanted to fix this and hold her in my arms. "I'm sorry mate I don't know. I'd say let her have some time to think and try talking to her tomorrow. You gotta let her cool down a bit, ya know." "Yea okay. I'll see ya tomorrow." I said goodbye to Ashton and headed home. As I laid in bed looking up at the ceiling my mind was racing with thoughts. They were all about Addi. I picked up my phone, checking to see if she had called. She didn't. Not even a single text. After thinking for what felt like hours I finally fell asleep.

As my alarm went off, I grumbled out of bed and started getting ready for the day. I really hope Addi wasn't still mad at me from yesterday. I kicked my bed in frustration. God I'm such a fuck up. I just wanted her back. I wanted her in my arms as we cuddled. When I had finished getting ready, I headed to school. Addi wasn't in first hour or at lunch. She was probably skipping again. I texted her this morning telling her I was sorry but she never replied. Ugh I really fucked this up. I looked around the lunch room and saw Grace. Grace was Addi's best friend, maybe she had heard from her. I walked up to Grace and tapped her on her shoulder. "Oh hey Luke, what's up?" She asked facing me. "Have you heard from Addi at all?" I asked nervously. "No, why? What happened?" "Uh, we kinda got into a fight and now she's mad at me." I mumbled awkwardly. "Oh god, what happened?" I told her what happened starting from her yelling at me at her house to where she left me at Ashton's house." "You dope." Grace grumbled, smacking the back of my head. My hand came up over where she had hit. "Ow, yeah I know I fucked up. What do I do?" "I can't tell you what to do, she's your girlfriend, you should know how to fix it, but because she is my best friend, I'll help you."

{sorry this chap was more of a filler there will be more drama to come. please let me know what you think, thanks!}