Chapter 32

I know that I said that I wished to have a certain amount of votes before I updated again, but I am feeling generous. 

Note at the end as well.

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Recap:

Rin's POV

“Sessshomaru I am the only one that can fight him, you have to trust me.”  My eyes searched his as his did mine.  He was fighting himself.  I soon found my answer and started towards the man.  I closed my eyes and began to chant.  I could feel the power in the air, the energy that flowed through the earth, and the energy and power that flowed through the veins of the two demons behind me. I rose my arms up slightly as I felt my feet leave the ground.  I opened my eyes, and I already knew they were black, no white remained in my eyes, as his were the same.  My hair began to change color as well, it began to turn pitch black beginning at the roots, and going to the ends.  Soon I had power and energy flowing through me like a current of a river.  Trees and other plants began to die around me, as I felt the power in me grow stronger.  The man smirked at me as he gathered energy as well.  An arrow flew towards Sesshomaru behind me, and I stopped it, I had my shield up around my family along with the villagers.  He snarled at me, as he aimed for me, the wind picked up blowing my hair in my face.  The trees that were alive blew in the wind, the thunder in the sky grew louder, as the lightning grew brighter, the clouds grew darker, and soon we both had a standoff of who was the strongest in magic.  Both of us using the lightning’s power, aimed at the other.  The lightning connected, and it was like being struck by it.  My mind became out of my control.  When you fight another, you can sometimes connect with the, me well I can do that with any enemy.  I can see what they desire, what they have been through, their past, present future, their pain, joy happiness.  Not many of my kind can do this, it is a rare gift.  It could also be describes as a curse, as you soon carry what you have seen from others with you.  It haunts you, and never leaves.

Everything returned to normal.  The two of us now back on our feet on the ground, the weather returned to normal, as I allowed life to return to the trees.  I stared at this man, as he stared at me.  Could this be true?  I took a hesitant step towards him as he took three.  He stopped after that when he realized I stopped walking towards him.  This could not be happening, this isn’t, it can’t be, I saw, I watched, I heard, I.  My thoughts were slightly answered, letting me know it really was him, when he spoke my true name.  The only other person that knows that name is Sesshomarum I told him, and him alone.  It reminded me too much of them, so I went by Rin.  I even preferred to be called that when I was a child. My eyes were on the ground searching my memories for anything.  When he spoke, my eyes flew to meet his, and I knew.

“May-Rin?”  

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Rin’s POV

He took a few steps towards me, and I stumbled back away from him.  Sesshomaru was by my side instantly, his hands on my shoulders helping me stand up, because my knees began to get weak.  There was no way, but it all makes since now.  Why there was some pull towards him, our kind feel that when there is a relationship in there even family.  We are stronger when we are together, and when we are in a group, being near him, I should have known what it was.  It’s still hard to understand.  I was gripping my head, as I heard Sesshomaru start speaking into my ear, but I couldn’t tell what it was that he was saying.  Then his father and Inuyasha moved in for an attack.  Of course he was going to defend himself, and even Sesshomaru was ready to kill him. 

“STOP!”  I yelled as I stepped out of Sesshomarus’ arms, and towards who I thought was the enemy.  “Please stop, don’t hurt him.”

Everyone’s eyes were on me now, and it made me feel a bit angry.  “Rin this man, or whatever he is.”  Inuyasha began, but was cut off by Sesshomaru.

“What has he done to?”  Sesshomaru questioned me.

“Nothing, he has done nothing to me, it just makes since now.”

“Rin?”

I looked up at the man.

“Rin?”

I looked to Sesshomaru.  “He is.  He.  He is my brother.”

Everyone’s face dropped.  There were no words for this moment, I had questions yes, but I could seem to speak.  It was sinking in and I wasn’t sure how to react to this.  He took a step closer towards me, only to be blocked by Sesshomaru guarding me. 

I locked eyes with my brother, and took a hesitant step towards him.  “If you really are my brother, what did you call me?”

“What?”  He asked.

“You heard me, what is it, what was my name between the two of us, what is it?”  I stood my ground, if he got this right, then, it really is him.  He knew my real name yes, but I have to be sure.  He then whispered my name, the name only the two of us knew, to name he came up for me, my nickname. 

“Bunny.”

That was it, I ran to him, and he hugged me to him, as I hugged him to me.  I was afraid that if I let go he would be taken away from me, and I will not lose him.  I didn’t know that I was crying until he mentioned it.  “Stop crying, I hate it when you cry, it makes me feel like I need to beat someone up for hurting you.”

“I am crying because of you.”  I pushed his chest causing him to stumble back.  All eyes were on us and I didn’t care, not one bit.  “You are supposed to be dead.  How is this possible?”

“I managed to escape from them, but I was captured by someone else, that is why I did not return for you.  I am so glad that you made it, that you are okay.”  He moved to touch my cheek with the back of his hand in a loving older brother way. 

I slapped his hand away and I couldn’t help yelling at him, this was it, I don’t know how much I can take.  “Okay, you think that I’m okay?  Hah.  That’s funny, you have no idea what I have been through.  None of you do, you know nothing of what I have been through.  You.”  I pointed to my brother.  “You were supposed to be there for me, you were supposed to come back for me, and you didn’t.  Then you try to kill me, that’s just perfect.”  I threw my hand in the air in frustration, and I walked away.  “I need some time alone.”

I walked off towards the woods that I liked to go to so much to think.  I found the river, and sat down at the river bank.  I brought my knees up to my chest, and placed my chin on my knees.  Soon my head was buried in my knees, as I felt tears roll down my cheeks.  I couldn’t make them stop.  I was feeling so many emotions I don’t even know which ones I feeling.  I felt like I was drowning, because soon I was feeling more emotions and thinking about everything, even things I didn’t need to be thinking about.  It was driving me crazy, it was like I was slowly losing my mind, my sense of reality.  I was drowning, and I could find air, I couldn’t reach the surface to take a breath. 

I felt an arm wrap itself around me, pulling me into someone’s side.  They didn’t speak they just held me, and waited patiently for me to calm myself. 

I knew who it was.  It was Sesshomaru, I could feel him, I know its him.  I leaned into him, and I let him hold me as I cried.  Why am I being so emotional when he shows up, its his fault, but I need him.  I slowly began to take deep breaths to help calm myself down, although with Sesshomaru holding me, it made it so much easier.  Once I was okay enough to breathe calmly I lifted my head up, and laid it on his shoulder.

“I will no harm him.”  I lifted my head up to see Sesshomaru clinching his jaw.  He wants to punish him, but he will not because he know that he is the only blood family that I have. 

“Thank you, I know that you wish to, so thank you.  Honestly, I don’t know what to do now, I don’t if I can trust him.  I am afraid you two might try to kill each other.”

“Rin, he is your brother, I understand.”

“Are admitting that you care for Inuyasha?”  He sighed and I knew I was right.  He really does care for his little brother, half or not, they are still family.  Will he say it our loud, most likely not. 

“Are you going to be okay?”  He asked looking down at me.  On the outside he seemed relaxed and careless, like he usually does, not caring about anything, but I could see it.  In his eyes, he was worried about me. 

I leaned into him more, so he tightened his hold on me.  “I don’t know, just. Just don’t leave me.”  My voice cracked at the end, I really need him right now. 

“I will not leave you, now you must do the same for me in return.”

I moved to where I was straddling him, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, placing my forehead to his.  I closed my eyes, and sighed in relief. 

“I love you.”  I opened my eyes, to see his beautiful golden ones, with red beginning to appear in his eyes, the demon wanting to claim me once more. 

“As I love you.”  As he took my face into his hands, and kissed me passionately. I kissed him back, until we had to pull away for air.  I relaxed on him, and laid my head on his shoulder, burring my face into his neck, as I gently kissed it every once in a while, once every few moments.  He relaxed in return, his body no longer tense.  My hold on him tightened slightly, as did his.  I smiled as I felt him sniff me, it calmed him, my smell, but it could also do the complete opposite, if you know what I mean. 

I pulled away slowly, “We should probably get back now, I want to go home.”

He nodded and stood, pulling me with him.  We walked hand in hand back to my home, when we reached it, I saw my brother standing outside of it.  He looked up to see us, and he had a slight smile on his face.  I walked over to him.

“You can stay here for a while, there is a spare bedroom, but if you mess up, even once, if I feel that you are a threat to my family here, you’re gone, and you have to follow the rules here, or what I tell you.  Do you understand?”

“Got it.”

The three of us walked into my home, and sat down in the living room I guess you could call it.  I made tea for my brother and I, while Sesshomaru sat next to me.  He kept an eye on my brother, not looking away from him unless I called him.  It was a little past lunch time, but honestly I wasn’t that hungry at the moment.  I smiled up at Sesshomaru, he looked tense so I then moved and sat in his lap facing my brother that sat across from us.  He took a sip from his tea before speaking. 

“So you and a demon, huh?”

I was in the middle of taking a sip myself, I swallowed.  Before responding.  I also felt Sesshomaru tense up.  His arms wrapped around my waist holding me to him.  I placed a hand on one of his arms that were around me to try to help him stay calm. 

“Yes, me and a demon, this demon, is that a problem?”  I questioned while raising one of my eyebrows, as my gaze on him narrowed, something a picked up from Sesshomaru.

“No not at all.  It’s just.”

“Just what.”  My voice rose a bit, he was starting to upset me.

“Nothing, I just don’t want you to get hurt.”

“This demon.  Is everything to me, and he was there for me, when you weren’t, when no one else was, for the most part that is.”  When I said the last few words Sesshomarus’ grip on me tightened, he feels bad about hurting me, because he left and didn’t see me for so many years. 

“I just want to make sure that you know what you’re doing.”

“I know exactly what it is that I am doing, thank you very much.  I love him and I that’s that.”

“Alright.”

“Do you have a problem with him?”

“He is a demon.”

“What’s your point?”

“His kind killed our kind, they hate us, and we hate them.”

I was about to speak, but Sesshomaru beat me to it.  “Rin, is the most important thing to me, and I would die, before anything happened to her.”

I rubbed his arm some to help calm him, my brother was starting to piss him off.

“Maybe we should change the subject, don’t you think?”  I asked the two of them.  They both nodded in response, and I tried to think of something else to talk about.  “So who do you work for?”  I asked my brother.  His face told me that that was so not going to be the new topic, so I left it alone. 

We finished our tea, while sitting in silence.  Sesshomaru and my brother kept starting at each other, and I didn’t know what to do, all I know is that life really is changing, and I have to figure out how to handle this.

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