Chapter 17

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Recap:

Rin's POV

He closed his eyes, and with out his permission I kissed him again.  This time he kissed back, and I slowly moved my hip up to meet his, and he stiffened.  I smiled as I kissed down his neck, and felt him groan.  I grinned more, and whispered in his ear.  “How much control do you really have?”  I kissed were his shoulder met his neck, and he growled, sexy.  Wait what, oh well.  I kissed back up his neck, and found his lips once more.   He kissed me hard, and I kissed him back wrapping my arms around him, my hands slowly slid underneath the top of his kimono, and sliding to his back.  I dragged my nails down his back slowly, as he released yet another growl.  I smiled against his lips as he spoke.  “Rin.”

“Yes.” I pulled back a little to look him in the eyes.

“You should stop.”            

“Why…….Ohhhhhhh, ummmmmmmmmmm, okay.”

I smiled up at him.  I kissed him again and pulled him closer to me.  He kissed down my jaw line and to my neck, I moaned again.  He soon found a spot that sent shivers down my spine and started to suck on it lightly.  My hands tugged on his hair gently and then ran back down his back.  He made his way back up to my lips, “Maybe your right, maybe we should stop.”  He grinned against my lips and kissed me gently, then pulled away and laid down next to me.  I laid my head back on his chest, and listened to his heartbeat and breathing.  They were both ragged, as I am sure mine is the same. 

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 Rin's POV

I woke up to hear thunder outside, hearing the rain hit the ground and the wind blowing harshly.  I sat up quickly, only to have Sesshomaru pull me back down to him.  I laid my head back down on his chest, and he rubbed my back soothing me.  I snuggled into him as he pulled me closer to him.  I smiled, at the memory of last night, I wonder if I should continue, with it storming outside, kaede wouldn’t be able to hear anything and she doesn’t really come into my room to begin with sooo.  I sat up a little, and threw my leg over Sesshomaru.  Then straddling him yet again.  He looked up at me with an eyebrow raised.  His hands, on instinct, going to my hips.  I leaned down, holding my self up on my palms on either side of him.  I kissed him, and then lowered my self more, to hold myself up on my elbows.  I pulled away from him just enough to rub my nose against his, and to look into his eyes, smiling at him.  I was happy.  I moved one hand to the side of his face and traced his jaw line.  He put one of his hands to the back of my neck and pulled me down to him.  He kissed me, and of course I kissed back.  Soon I found myself, with both of my hands on his bare chest, and with his friend, making itself known.  He sat up again, and then I ran my hands up his chest to his bare shoulders and then down his back.  He tilted my head and then started kissing down my neck.  He found my weak spot, and that’s when it happened. 

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When I came back to, I was all the way on the other side of the room, facing the wall, my knuckle hurt and so did my hand.  I looked down to see blood, my blood.  I looked to see Sesshomaru standing only inches away from me, slowly he placed his hand on my shoulder.  Then he took my hand in his, “Rin, what was that.”

I took my hand from his, and shook my head, “It was nothing.”

Great now he sees this side of me, not okay, not okay at all.  I sighed and went outside.  Walking in the rain, then running.  I knew he was behind me.  I stopped when I reached a hill, or rather the hill.  I looked around me, and let a tear fall from my eyes.  Not them, not my family.  This can not happen, not again.  No one will harm my family.  I will kill all of them.  They want me, and to get to me, they will use them against me, they will use her.  “I need to leave, we need to leave, today.  I can’t stay any longer.”   The rain running down my face, and soaking my cloths, made me shiver.  He came up to me, and then stood in front of me.  I looked up at him, pleading with him.  If anything were to happen Sesshomaru could protect himself, that I am sure of.  “I need to think, alone.”

Taking a few steps away from him, soon he turned back and I walked some more, thinking about what to do next, I guess I will have to go back to work, on my own, but this time Lord Sesshomaru will be with me, oh this should be fun.  I guess I will have to tell him soon.  

I sat down on a small boulder in the woods, that I had wondered into.  I will protect them, all of them.  I should pack my things and leave.  I will leave a note for them, maybe.  Is this really what my life has turned into, running, killing, hiding who I am?  Why cant I be normal, oh right, there is no such thing as normal.  I sighed and put my head in my hands.  I counted back from ten and then stood.  Walking back to my home, only to leave it, again.  I walked in and saw Sesshomaru leaning against one of my walls.  I went and lifted the floor boards and grabbed all of my things, putting them into two bags, and then walking out with Sesshomaru right behind me.  The rain had stopped, and I smiled slightly.  I was soaking wet, but I didn’t care, it didn’t bother me much. 

We walked for a while, and then entered the woods, I whistled and shortly after Blaze showed up.  I smiled at him, I attached my bags to him, and then climbed on.  I patted his neck, and leaned down “That’s a good boy.”  He slowly started walking with Sesshomaru next to him.  Looking over at Sesshomaru he seemed normal.  As if nothing affected him.  The Lord Sesshomaru that we all know and love.  I smiled and looked ahead.  Of course it was still dark out so I had to squint.  I could barely see anything because of the trees blocking the moon light, so I trusted Blaze to guide me, and well himself.  Plus if something were to happen, not only would Blaze warn me in his own way, but Sesshomaru was here too. 

I don’t remember closing my eyes, but when I opened them it was morning.  I glanced over at Sesshomaru, who was still walking in his normal way. 

“So are you going to explain what happed to you.”  He asked, still looking forward.

I moved my gaze back to what was in front of me, and replied.

“Maybe, I don’t know, I don’t talk about much, actually no one knows, and I do mean no one, I wish to keep it that way.  Although you might know shortly, maybe, I haven’t decided yet.”

Silence followed, no more talking, no whispering, no side ways glances.  Nothing.  The only sound was of the trees blowing in the wind and the birds singing, and talking to each other.  The natural things.  The wilderness, doing it own thing, living, being alive.  I sighed, and had Blaze stop.  Sesshomaru stopped as well.   I hopped down and then grabbed my bow and arrows.  It was a little after mid-day now and I was hungry.  I walked into the woods a little ways, leaving Sesshomaru and Blaze behind me.  Soon I found some tracks.  Rabbit.  Yumm.  I followed it and then came to a stop.  I listened closely and looked around.  Then I heard the slight sound of a rabbit, moving around.  I pulled an arrow from my quiver.  Soon there was a dead rabbit and a fire going.  I sat down skinning the rabbit, putting it over the fire and letting it cook.  I was so hungry. 

Sesshomaru was watching me, and I glanced at him.  I put my head in my hands and thought if I should tell him or not.  Our kind don’t get along, and I don’t want to get hurt anymore.  Plus everyone that is  after me, I cant tell him, I’m not sure how he would take it. 

I felt an arm wrap itself around me, and a warmth followed.  On instinct I leaned into him.  Sighing, I leaned against him, and rested.  Soon my rabbit was done, and I ate quickly then leaning back against Sesshomaru once more to fall asleep.  Blaze laid down on the other side of me, and was already falling asleep himself.  I smiled at him, and then slowly started to fall asleep, as Sesshomaru kissed my forehead, bringing another smile to my lips.

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