Chapter 79

I just kept looking at him so he kissed me. 

“Do you.. hate me again?” He asks sincerely.

I shaked my head, “I’m just, shocked and all..” 

“I’m sorry, this is why I couldn’t muster to say it, I wouldn’t want you be afraid of me again.” 

I held both sides of his face, “I trust you.. I’m here aren’t I?” 

“I love you.” He kissed me after saying that and I kissed him back.

He turned the shower on and all the soap started washing away on me.

After that he lifted me up and carried me upstairs.

Even if we’re both soaked, he laid me down on his bed and he kept kissing me roughly.

“J-Jungkook..” he sucked my nipples roughly too and I pant feeling him move differently.

“Tell me to stop right now, cupcake.” He mutters while he sucks me, it sounds like if I don’t, he won’t listen to it later.

I gulped, “keep going.” 

He looked straight into my face, “you have to understand what you just said-” 

“I-I do.. I want to do it now.” He looked at me then he took a condom out of his drawer without leaving the bed.

I watched him put it on while I feel tremendously nervous but it will happen sooner or later so why not now..

“Wait.” I sat up and I sucked him with the condom on and I felt his hand holding the back of my head.

After a while he got off the bed and told me to get on my knees while my head remained down on the mattress.

I did so and I wouldn’t think he’d eat me but he did.

I softly moan while he flicks his tongue on me and his thumb rubs me more.

I squealed when his other thumb slowly went inside my hole. 

“O-Oh my-” I moaned when all three of his body parts worked together to stimulate me more.

I gasped feeling myself let out a weak squirt then I moaned as I cum right after.

I shut my legs, shaking my ass in pleasure while I felt him stand up.

I let my body fall sideways then he yanked my ankles and spread me open.

I could see my wetness all over his mouth and my attention got lost when he used his dick to spank my pussy.

He placed my ankles right up on his shoulders as he bent down a little to reach my pussy.

“You’re not gonna change your mind, cupcake?” He asks to assure.

“Put it in.” I said all flustered and he looked down. I kept myself together when I felt him trying to poke it in.

I gasped when I felt his tip go in. 

He got on top of me so I held onto his biceps as he looked down on me.

“I’m going to push myself further.” 

I nodded and slowly, I felt him going in. I kept gulping because I feel tense and I made him stop when something starts to hurt.

“You’re in good hands, cupcake. Let it loose. You’re subconsciously tightening yourself from fear.”

“S-Sorry.” 

“Don’t be, it’s your first.” He kissed my forehead. “I’m not in a rush, cupcake, don’t be pressured.” 

He didn’t move for a few minutes and he would just kiss me or suck my neck.

“Can I try it again?” He asked and I said yes.

I felt him pull out a bit before he tried going deeper.

“Ah!” I felt something hurt so he quickly stopped.

“I’m sorry cupcake, if I could only take the pain away.” 

I try to breathe in and out to put myself at ease.

“We can stop her and do it another time-”

“No I.. I want you to stretch me until I get used to it.” 

“Okay, cupcake.” 

I can’t keep myself from tightening, argh. 

“Are you okay? Almost halfway, cupcake.” 

“A-Ah! Ouch-” he stopped. 

“I can work from here.” He softly smiles and he slowly pulls away only to go gentle coming back to me. 

I didn’t realize I was holding his biceps tight so I eased up while I looked at his eyes.

“Does that hurt?” 

“Less than earlier.” 

He goes slowly moving in and out of me, I caught him sighing in the middle of him moving. 

“Uh, are you tired already?” I asked.

He chuckled, “no cupcake, sighing means it feels good. However I’d feel much more of you if we do it raw but we can’t risk it.” 

I nodded, finally understanding it.

I gulped feeling him go in and out of me, this feels surreal- he suddenly kisses me roughly, panting in my mouth.

“Will you be mad if I cum and you don’t, cupcake? I can’t stimulate you with these slow strokes.” 

“I won’t, just like I said, this is to stretch me..” 

“I know, but I’d feel guilty leaving you hanging..” he pressed his forehead to mine.

“Don’t be, I want to see you cum.” I had my hand on the side of his face.

He pants, just looking at my eyes..

It took minutes of him just slowly stroking me before I saw him struggling to breathe normally.

“Hah.. cupcake..” 

“Are you close?” I asked and he nodded.

I bit my lip seeing his face yearning to reach the feeling.

He kissed me but it quickly turned to just him panting in mouth and soon enough, I felt him stiffen multiple times. 

S-So that's what it feels like..

“F-Fuck..” 

He weakly lifts himself up, hissing. 

His eyes were sleepy looking, I smiled looking at him and he kissed me rough out of nowhere.

“That was so good even with a condom and me barely fitting you..” he sighs after saying those words.

“I could say the same, I mean about.. watching you..” I got flustered and he smirks. 

He pulled out and I felt my inside feel so different..