Chapter 53

His arm is over his eyes.

I let my eyes examine his body because I suddenly have this strong desire in me to just stand and look.

No! What’s happening to me lately? 

I carefully draped the blanket over him and I gasped when he suddenly gripped my hand.

He looked at me and in a split second, he pulled me so that I fell on his body.

He hugged me tight and I just ended up staring at his eyes- “hmp-!” 

My mouth got devoured by his and my body didn’t fight back. His hand slid to the back of my head to push me further to him.

He quickly sat us up and our mouths made noises I didn’t think I would ever hear or experience in my life.

I kept panting after giving his mouth a distance. His eyes were glued to mine and I shivered when he slid his hand under my shirt on my back.

I shaked my head to tell him no but he just pants. 

“I’m going to regret it tomorrow if I don’t do it now.” He states making my brows spring up. 

I fought my urges and ran, leaving him there again. I went to our room and I was closing my door when I gasped from being startled when he pushed my door open and he got in.

“L-Let’s not be to drastic-”

He hugged my body and hurriedly kissed me.

His mouth got down to my neck and I started moaning like crazy. 

I felt him moving about something so I looked down and he’s removing his belt. 

Panic set in me so I pushed him off but he just pulled me back in and he turned me around, suddenly binding my wrists with his belt behind me.

“N-No, not this-”

He quickly spun me back around and pushed me so that I fell backwards on my bed. 

I groaned in pain and I think he regrets it because he held the side of my face with worry in his.

My back is arched since I’m laying on my tied arms and I’m panting seeing those eyes of his. 

He slowly placed his hand over my stomach and he pushed it up so my shirt could ride up and I gasped again when he tucked it under my chin so my bra could be seen.

My stomach felt a whirlwind when his lips pressed upon it.

He then looked at me, “I’m going to help myself.” 

W-What did he mean by that-

“Wait??” He removed my pants in a single pull and I shut my legs tight, blushing hard.

“Y-You are way out of line?!” 

“I draw the line.” He said it like it’s to correct me, the same time he drew a line to the side of my breast down to the side of my thigh.

“What’s gotten into you??” I’m suddenly scared.

I shouted in terror when he was about to pull his pants down but stopped in the middle of hearing my cry.

He crawled to get on top of me and he stared at me. 

“This isn't y-you..” I stuttered and he smiled at me, making every hair on my skin stand.

“You look scared, should I turn off the lights?” 

“Wha-” before I could question that statement, he already flicked the switch off. 

“Shit.” I cried in horror. 

I gasped feeling his hand under me trying to undo my bra.

“Jungkook?? What’s gotten you like this?!” 

“Shh.” Is all he said. 

I held my breath when I felt soft kisses on my knees. Everything is dim, and he’s suddenly not himself. 

I couldn’t take the horror so I started crying my eyes out and he tried shushing me. 

“Hey, hey, don’t cry.. I won’t hurt you.” 

I kept crying and that’s when he cursed at himself. He was quick to turn me aside and remove the belt in my hands and he hugged me so fast before I could escape.

I felt betrayed with the trust I gave him so I kept hitting him and crying and he kissed my forehead.

“I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. I.. I can’t help it.” 

“You’re bad! Get out!” I tried to push him but he even hugged me tighter.

His big hands held each side of my face and he made me look up- 

“Mm!” He forced his lips to kiss me but I couldn’t let him.

He pulled away and he just let me hit his chest and arm until I got tired.

I sniffled and he pushed the back of my head to tuck me beside his figure. 

I kept pushing him but he wouldn’t let me. 

“I’d take anything just to feel you..” 

“You’re crazy!” 

“Why do I feel like I’ve been waiting for you for eternity.. I missed you, cupcake-”

I suddenly woke up from that weird dream.. 

What.. was that all about?? I sat up, observing that it’s still night, I’m then looking at the door, contemplating whether I check on him or not. 

Shit, I didn’t give him any pillows or blankets. If I go out.. will that dream I just had, happen?

I stood up and I held the door knob but I had this weird feeling I shouldn’t. 

I placed my forehead on the door. 

Jungkook’s POV

I’m fighting myself not to unlock this door of hers for minutes now.

I removed my hand on the knob and forehead off the door.

It’s too soon for her..

Y/n’s POV

I woke up and quickly checked on the living room. 

He’s gone. 

Could he have called for me earlier but I was just in a deep sleep? 

I sighed and sat down on the sofa, that dream last night felt too real to ignore. I know he isn’t like that and where even in the world would he call me cupcake? 

–

Weeks turned to months and we’ve finally gotten to the stage of him making me go to his house.

It’s a wealthy home with guards but it lacks warmth in it. Everything looks a bit too masculine. The guards have this stoic face.. It's like they beat people.