Chapter 47

“Go where?” 

He just lent his hand up and I looked at him for a moment.. fine.

I took his hand and he intertwined it while he led the way. The night somehow feels so long for something so celebratory.

We kept walking and I always, always love a silent, still road. No people, just you minding nature and the sky.. 

I looked at him, “do you have something to say to me?” 

He looked at me with innocent eyes for once. 

“None at all, cupcake. Can’t a man take his girl for a walk?” 

“On a special event? You ask me to walk on an event we shouldn’t really miss?” I kind of smirked, I really feel like he has something to say.

He chuckled, “fine.. I saw you spacing out a few times today. I wanted to ask but I think I know it’s about us.. or no, me.” 

I don’t know whether to agree or hide it. 

Just as we kept walking, a vacant bench waited for us to be seated. I looked at it and he led me to it.

We sat and I opened my mouth, staring at the road but nothing could spill.

“Can you tell me what’s been on your mind today?” 

I looked at him, “the truth is, I’m afraid of you, still. I want a husband, I want a father to my children, but whenever I think about it with you in it, the vision gets blurry.. the way you are just so.. out of the blue being with me.. I-I don’t know, my mind is messy..” I looked at my hands.

He took my hand off my lap but I kept looking down. 

“I’m also afraid of me.. of what I couldn’t be for you. That’s why I’m trying, but my possessiveness when it comes to you.. it’s overpowering me at times..” 

I looked at him with how honest that was of him.

“I can see that.. but you have to know that I’m not going anywhere. Your love for me, it’s.. choking me.” 

He closed his eyes and threw his head back, probably thinking of things.

I thought it would take a long time but he looked at me and smiled. “Okay cupcake, I’ll be a good boy.” He took my hand and kissed the back of it.

I’ll be holding onto those words.

–

A year passed and we’re laughing at this comedy film with his phone propped up by his hand while I snuggle on his side, watching in a dim room.

I got curious about what time it is.. “It's already three in the morning??” I said after checking the time. 

“You seriously don’t have a sense of time, cupcake, we were baking just then.” He chuckles at me.

Right, we baked and I lost track of time. 

“Ah!!” I screamed when I heard a loud thud, as if something heavy just fell on the floor.

Jungkook immediately turned the lights on while swiftly grabbing the gun under his pillow and a man was dusting himself off like this is an actual thing with the window wide open.

Jungkook has his hand gesturing me to stay down while the other is behind his back holding the gun as he has his stance, ready to fight, His eyes never leaving the figur- “what the fuck, Jin??” 

Who’s that??

“Yow! What up!” 

“Fucking hell, why would you barge-”

“Miss you bro!” I watched this Jin guy grab Jungkook for a tight brotherly hug. 

I observed his attire.. just like Jungkook’s.

This guy looks kind but somethings off.. so off.

“Can we talk downstairs?” Jungkook tells this guy. 

“Sure! Hi there! Sorry for the intrusion, I always want to leave an impression. I’m Jin, Jungkook’s-” 

He didn’t finish it because Jungkook dragged him out of this room.

I hurriedly went to close the window because I don’t want another person jumping in here.

He’s Jungkook’s what? Just when everything gets right, another person comes in out of nowhere..

I shivered, getting that sudden chill from my nape. I rubbed it.

–

He finally came back with a little irritation in his face.

He laid down beside me and I waited for him to talk.

“He’s.. he was my old buddy from when I.. used to be a hitman. He came looking for me thinking I was dead from being gone in that field.”

“Oh.. I see. But, why through the window?”

“He’s always been off his head.” 

“So, where is he now?” 

“Made him go home or wherever, I just told him to visit later” 

“Hmm..” he hugged me and I snuggled on him, giving me a kiss on the forehead too.

In my mind, he seems to be a trouble. Why is there another hitman? 

–

One week. This Jin man is always visiting everyday, straight.

I mean, he does nothing but chill here but.. seriously? 

I didn’t want to tell Jungkook to just shoo him away since it looked like it’s been a long time since they reunited again.

I sighed internally.

–

It’s tomorrow and I’m not thrilled anymore since Jin will be here again.

Aish, that man is stealing my man. 

I went to the bathroom, realizing it’s the end of the month and I haven’t got my period.

Psh, oh well. I could use this newly stocked pregnancy test so it wouldn’t be a waste.

I did what I had to do and waited. I’m confident anyways.

I did a few stretches since this one takes-

What the? 

I quickly took another test and tested it out.

Huh?? Positive? 

I.. I..

I held my forehead.. 

It made me think for a minute straight what to do. 

My mind is blank.. what the fuck..

I seem to have heard the cabinet outside open. I better just show this to him instead.. no..yes..no.. 

I splashed my face with cold water and decided to take the test out.

“Hey- Jin??” 

Why is he.. I watched how he looked at me all serious while he took Jungkook’s silencer out of the small cabinet drawer.

Wait, why does he know where that is? Did Jungkook let him be?