Chapter 32

I went to the kitchen. “Jen?” 

Hm, she must be late. I went to make myself coffee and just lazily smeared this chocolate spread on a slice of bread.

I sat down and ate.

I sighed in contentment after finishing my coffee. I placed my cup in the sink. 

The devil wasn’t beside me when I woke up, must be sulking in the car again. Tss.

I opened the cupboard to sneakily grab my pills behind the cups- what the.. where is it?

I removed every cup and it’s not there. 

This has been the only place I hid it where I think he wouldn’t find it.

Maybe Jen probably threw it by mistake or hid it someplace else.

I took my phone to call her-

“Looking for something?”

I looked at the counter to see him leaning his elbow to it while he waves my pills in the air.

“Yes. Hand it over.” 

“Hmm, doesn’t sound nice.” 

I approached him to take it but he placed it behind his back, “try to be nice, cupcake.” 

“Oh I am already nice enough to not stab you in your sleep. Hand. It. Over.” I placed my hand out for him to place my pills.

He shaked his head. 

“Do not start this early in the morning.” I taunt.

“Okay, I’ll give it to you..” 

“Quick.” 

“In one condition.” I sobbed in frustration dramatically, throwing my head back. 

“Be sweet and I’ll give it to you at the end of the day.” 

“End of the day?! I need to take it now! I can’t miss a pill.” I went for him and tried to grab the pills but he just stretched his hand up so that even if I jumped, I couldn't reach it.

I got exhausted and the frustration he gives me is getting into me more.

“Look, I promise to be sweet to you for the whole day if you just let me drink a tab.” 

“And how will you stick by it?” 

“Because you’re a hard-headed devil that I can’t escape.” 

He chuckled but then he gave me a soft smile, he handed me the pills.

I quickly drank one and sighed. I then looked at him and he’s looking at me, waiting for me.

I sighed again, “okay.. just the whole day?” I reconfirmed and he nodded.

I cleared my throat because I will be out of character.. shit why not just fuck me like the usual?? That’s more normal for him.

I went back to him and opened my arms to try and give him a warm hug that I do not want but I couldn’t bring myself to get close to him.

I sighed, letting my arms fall to my side. Seriously?? Be sweet? I’ve never been sweet ages ago!! And I’m very afraid to let that one out..

“I know you can do better than that.” he chuckles.

“Damn it.” I muttered. 

I looked up at him, “sorry, Jungkook..” 

I slid my hands inside his tank top to stroke my thumbs on his abs and I tip-toed to kiss him and he kissed me back eagerly, holding my face.

I broke it and looked at him softly, “thank you for giving me my pills..” 

“Fuck..” he muttered under his breath while he stares at me in disbelief.

“Well.. would you like it if we watched a movie?..” 

He quickly nodded like a dog so I pulled his hand and led the way to the living room.

I can’t believe I'm this vulnerable. I sat down on his lap after choosing a movie and he wrapped his arms around me.

The movie still plays and I want to lay down so I did myself a favor and lay on the couch with my head on his lap this time.

He looks down on me and gives a small smile while his hand plays with my hair.

“Can I get a kiss?” I said. I gulped feeling like I’m overdoing this.

He didn’t respond, just staring at me. I think he finds me weird because I’m not snapping at him.

I sat on his lap, facing him and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

Now he managed to kiss me.

We made out for minutes, completely ignoring the movie.

I pulled away, panting, but I didn’t stop there. I went down to kiss his neck before I sucked it and that’s when he started hissing in pleasure.

He pushed me lightly to look at him, his eyes were hooded looking at me.

“You’re not showing your sweet side not because you don’t have it.. it’s because you just want to protect it, don’t you?” 

Damn it, he read me. Why does he have to be smart all the time?

“Want to bake?” I smiled at him to divert his mind from it.

“I told you, just be soft with me, cupcake.” He held the side of my face. 

I just went for a kiss instead because I can’t respond to that.

I looked at him again after and his eyes were waiting for an answer. 

Okay then, I removed my shirt and bra and I’m waiting for him to be a pervert but he’s still staring at my eyes.

“Do you want to..” I bounced on his lap but he just held me by the waist.

I sighed, giving in. “It’s not in me, Jungkook, I’m just doing this because of the pill, there’s nothing to hide because there isn’t anything sweet in me to begin with. You keep asking for the wrong girl.”

 “Nothing’s ever wrong with you, Y/n.” I was surprised how serious and calm he talks, including saying my name.

He tucked my hair behind my ear with both hands at the same time.

“I think I should use your pills everyday for ransom.” He chuckled, making me smile a little.

“Please don’t.” I chuckled after a while.

We both just stared at each other before he took the remote then music started playing.