Chapter 6

-MASTURBATION & FINGERING-

SAGE WALTMORE

I WAS FORCED to listen to all of his groans and whimpers. I shouldn't have been here unattended. I should have gone to his dorm with him. I hid behind a tall bookshelf near his bed as he continued to wank off.

"Suck it like the good girl you are Sage" he groaned. Draco fucking Malfoy wanking off to me. I stood there frozen in shock, if I moved my arm would rub against the shelf. Then he'd know someone was in here. I was looking for the book he suggested. I shouldn't have come here.

"Ma bonne petite salope" [my good little slut] he slurred over his words as if he were drunk.

I shouldn't be satisfied, it's wrong. I shouldn't be getting horny either. No no. I am not getting horny. This is so wrong. I tried tuning him out but he's the only thing making noise in the room. Except for my racing heart. I heard as he reached his high. As he came, whispering my name repeatedly.

I shouldn't fucking be here. It all went quiet for a few minutes and then he stepped out of his bed. I can't make out the sound is he going through his drawer? He chuckled. Is he chuckling, why is he chuckling? "You can stop hiding, I know you're in here" he said. Harsh but soft, he can change his tone to sound like anything. I stood frozen not wanting to show myself. "If you're gonna there I'll get you myself Sage." I'd rather get out myself. I hesitantly but slowly stepped from behind the shelf. I don't want to look at him, he probably has a stare that says he's gonna kill me.

"Nosy little girl..." he slowly said. I stood in the shelf's shadow not wanting to be seen.

"Come out of the dark I'm not gonna hurt you."

I took two steps out of the dark immediately revealed by the lamp that was placed on a nightstand near his bed. "She follows directions, great." Draco said. "Are you high?" I asked.

He turned around and pressed his lower back against the dresser. I fiddled with the ends of my cardigan. He stared at me smirking. Literally stood there and acted like nothing happened. We stayed quiet as he watched me. I wrapped my left arm around my waist, and my right arm being held up so I could bite my finger nail. I stared at the floor, not wanting to look at him.

"How'd you know I was in here?" I eventually found myself asking. "Your breathing is heavy when you're nervous. It seems to be a normal thing for you, or did you forget?"

I didn't fucking forget. Maybe a little but that doesn't answer the many questions I have to ask.

"If you were to play hide and seek the seeker would find you first." He said. I looked up at him, he's still smirking. Why is he still smirking? "Do I make you nervous? You shouldn't be, I'm obviously not going to hurt you chérie." [sweetheart] I don't know what to feel. I mean it's nice...no it isn't nice, god can I stop being awkward?

"I won't even ask why you were wanking off to me. How many times have you done it?" I asked.

"More than once, that's all you need to know. If you'd like to stay then you're more than welcome to...if not then..."

I chuckled. "Well firstly you're my friend I wouldn't leave you questioning what we are. Secondly that's basically all I have to say." I said. I dropped my arm from around my waist and started to head out of his bedroom. "Hey Sage?" I stopped. "Hm?"

"If you make this awkward maybe I will hurt you. Or do something else but consent is the key after all isn't it?" He teased.

"Yes...consent...consent is important. I think I'll be off now" I said with a chirpy voice. Ew...why the fuck? Why did I do that?

I quickly opened the door and walked out. I could feel him staring as I walked down the spiral stairs. What the fuck did I witness?

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My outfit is horrid, I wore a white lace trim sage green tank top my mother got for me and off-white skirt with white thigh high socks and my hair was in a low bun as some hair fell in front of my face. Not to mention the Mary Janes, I hate them. They are like fancy shoes worn for fancy occasions in my opinion. I also would wear an embroidered flower cardigan over the tank top but It disappeared. Just vanished. I'm starting to think Edelyn stole it but she would have worn it the day of.

Gosh I cannot stand this top without anything over it much longer. I walked to Edelyn's clothing rack. No no and no. Wait. I found something. It was a white cardigan and had sewed red and green flowers on it. Not really like mine but this will work. I slipped on the cardigan without thinking twice about what she'd do to me if I wore her clothing.

I won't even check on how I look. The Mary Janes just seem to ruin it all. I adjusted the gold glasses on my and grabbed a book. I can already imagine what my mother would say for wearing an off-white skirt with a green top. I really don't want to go out like this. Or get scolded by Edelyn for wearing her cardigan.

I brought myself to step out of the room and slowly walked down the stairs. I was brought face to face with the common room.

Just Pansy, Blaise, and Edelyn. I don't see Draco. I don't think I can see him after last night anyways. I tried tip toeing to the back of the couch but Pansy called me out. "Look who woke up!" Pansy said. "I think Blaise got laid a couple of nights ago..."

"I did not." Blaise said sternly. Edelyn scoffed, "He most definitely did and-" no she noticed. "Is that my cardigan piglet?" She asked in complete rage. I opened my mouth to say something but I can't find the right words to say. "That is! Why are you wearing it?" I took deep huffs. Blaise and Pansy stayed quiet staring at me. "Well my clothing seems to disappear and before you say how I don't keep my side of the room clean I do. I will also put it back after today you can wait for that right?" I asked.

"Fine. You have to help me get ready for a hookup though. I think this guy really likes me." Edelyn said. "Gosh- ew whatever." I said and they all continued their conversation.

I started to walk over behind the couch and immediately jumped. "Did I shock you?" Draco asked. I was lost for words. I'm not even gonna say anything. Does he really have to sit here? God I'm not gonna even say a thing.

I took a seat next to him flipping the pages of my book. I couldn't help but notice him looking over my shoulder as he put his hand on my thigh.

His hands are cold. What? They always are.

"What's that?" He whispered seductively.

"I- it's a book. About astrology...the zodiacs and um-"

His hand went down my thigh then slid under my skirt. Don't say anything, don't say anything I repeated in my head. "-Um the way zodiacs define people...it-" he slid his fingers towards my inner thigh. "It- has something to do with birthdays and from there that's your-" he slid his hand up my thigh, his hand now touching my panties.

He leaned in to whisper in my ear. "If you want me to stop you can always say it. Nod if you want me to keep going." I can't say no. I have a choice right now. I can say no. I-

I nodded. No- what the fuck the others are in front of the couch. "You can always change your mind."

"Yes, just- yes." I whispered. I let it slip out why?

"Needy little girl." He said seductively. "Tell me more." Just do what he says. Being submissive can get me somewhere. I calmed down letting my body get comfortable.

"It's basically- oh" I gasped. He rubbed his fingers slowly over my clit through the cotton panties I wore. "Shh...if you're loud they'll know. We don't want that do we?" I shook my head no and bit my lip. I shouldn't be doing this with him we are friends. Strictly.

"Don't stop now. Tell me more." He whispered."Since your birthday is- shit" I moaned quietly."Move closer to me." He demanded. Submissive be submissive. I scooted over to him a bit as he smirked at me, satisfaction planted on his face.

"Good girl" he whispered. I could feel my panties starting to dampen, "June fifth. You'd be a Gemini" I choked out. I gasped as he slid a finger in thrusting it in and out.

"And your birthday is October 27th so you'd be a Scorpio?" He knows about astrology. Then why is he asking me? I gripped his forearm burying my face into his shoulder. "Scorpio's and Gemini's they aren't-" quiet muffled moans came from my mouth as he added a second finger. I couldn't help but hear the common room door close.

"They aren't what?" Draco asked. His voice sending vibrations through his body.

"They aren't compatible" I managed to say. It's true though they aren't. Except for the fact that my dads a Gemini. Draco chuckled "Not if they don't try."

I tried to let my moans grow louder but Draco stopped me. "Just because they left doesn't mean I don't want you to keep quiet."

He continued to pump his fingers in and out of me. "My sweet little slut" he called me and his good little girl. I could feel myself reaching my high and I couldn't seem to find the right words to say about astrology. Astrology wasn't important right now. "Are you about to cum?" He asked me.

"Yes" I managed to gasp out. I regret saying that. He pulled his fingers out, what the fuck? I looked up at him in confusion. "What?" He asked. "Why?" I responded.

"Teasing is what you need chérie" He said.Then he got up and went up to his dormitory. I couldn't help but notice him licking his fingers clean. I sat in the common room...

Alone. That will keep replaying in my mind. All of it. The feeling. His touch. All of it.

Show me your Body inside out... no clothes on, no holds barred... bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat... give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours.

feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs...

Come on me and make me wet juices flowing... feel the heat... together, we'll make 'us' meet.

If Lust be sin, So be it... For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you?

For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand... for I am a Woman and you are my Man.-APARNA CHATTERJEE

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