Twenty Three

Stella

It was late and I was exhausted. Stiles and I went to my room to go to bed. I was still dressed in one of his t-shirts and sweatpants. I was all set for bed, Stiles on the other hand wasn't. All he wanted to do was kiss me. "Dance with me" he mumbled through the kiss. "Stiles are you crazy?" I replied. "C'mon please Stel" he begged. I sighed and gave in. I walked over to my desk. My laptop open, going through my songs picking an appropriate song for us to dance too. I was looking through all of the songs when I clicked on a song called "If You Ever Wanna Be In Love" by James Bay. As I stood there swaying to the song I felt someone's breath on the back of my neck. It was Stiles [Note: I know these gifs are of Britt for the moment they're Stella].

"What're you doing?" I asked him. "Admiring how beautiful you look" he said. "You're crazy if you think I'm beautiful" I breathed. "You're breath taking" he replied "Do you still want that dance?" I asked my breathing hitched

Stiles moved a strand of hair away from my neck. "Only if you want to" he asked. "Okay" I replied. His hot breath against my neck sent shivers down my spine as he placed a sweet, kiss on my neck. I closed my eyes for a few seconds enjoying the moment. As I turned around to face him, I drape my arms around his neck. Before I could do anything his lips crashed against mine. I didn't stop the kiss. I kissed him back.

This time kissing him was different, I wanted this. I wanted him. He kissed me slowly with such passion. Butterflies erupted in my stomach. Stiles was making me feel a million different things right now. I pulled away after a minute, our foreheads touching. "I love you" I blurted "I love you more" he replied before his lips met mine.

Stiles grabbed my leg hoisting me up onto my desk. My back hitting the wall. Stiles stood between my legs his hands roaming my hips and thighs. Was I really about to make love to him?. Stiles' kisses became more and more passionate by the second. His lips made their way down my jaw and onto my neck. Stiles pulled away.

"Why did you stop?" I laughed a little. "I wanted to make sure you were okay with this" he said. "Okay with what?" I asked. "Me, you, us. This. Me making love to you" he said as he placed a hand on my cheek as our noses touched. "I'm totally fine with it" I whispered to him. I sat on my desk as my mind started going crazy again and looked down. "What's wrong?" He asked. "It's just, it's weird" I informed him. "What's weird?" He asked. "This whole situation" I shrugged. "We aren't even together and yet you want to make love to me" I said. "I love you Stel" he said. "And I love you Stiles" I replied. "Then why is this a bad idea?" He asked. "Because what if after this happens we regret it" I said. "I could never regret it" he replied. "Are you sure you want this?" I questioned. "Of course I do. I've wanted this since we broke up" he replied

"Even when you were with Jess" I asked Stella kissed my neck. "Even then" he replied as he returned to kissing my neck. "Two years is a long time for me to wait for you" he said. "Could've not cheated" I laughed. "That was a mistake" his lips kept working on my neck. I let soft moans escape my lips and he continued to make me melt with his touch. He placed his lips on mine again. He wanted me as much as I wanted him.

I pulled on the top of his tshirt as I wrapped my arms around him. Kissing him again. Stiles' hands made their way under the shirt I was wearing. He squeezed my hips slightly.

My hands moved to the back of his neck tugging on his hair. A moan left his lips. "Jump" he mumbled and I jumped onto him slightly. My legs still wrapped around his torso. Stiles picked me up and carried me to the bed. Laying me down gently. Him on top of me. Stiles broke the kiss for a moment by removing my tshirt. Stiles stopped to look at my bruised body. I looked away. Stiles looked at me with love in his eyes. A look I was unfamiliar with. "You're so beautiful" he smiled at me. I was so ashamed for my many scars and bruises. From Kyle, any supernatural creature attack and life in general. Stiles looked at me and started kissing ever scar and bruise on my body. When he finished he looked at me and placed a kiss on my lips before moving me up more in the bed so I was now resting against the pillows. We broke the kiss for a minute whilst I pulled Stiles' shirt off before I pulled his lips on to mine. His hips grinding against mine.

The more we kissed, the more clothes were removed. I was left lying there, under Stiles completely naked. He always knew that I was self conscious. Stiles stopped kissing me and looked at me for a moment saying "you sure you want this?". "I'm sure" I replied.

-You know what happens-Stiles and I lay in bed, our legs intertwined and my head resting on his chest. Stiles drew shapes on my back. "Does this mean we're back together?" He asked "If you want us to be" I smiled. Stiles reached down and placed a kiss on my lips. "I would love nothing more than for us to be together" he smiled. "Okay" I smiled back and reached up kissing him. "I love you Stel" he said. "And I love you Stilinski" I smiled back. I was back with the guy I love and I was now the happiest person on earth.