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"What's different?" 

He asks because you are just staring at his face for too long without saying a word. His voice brings you out of your trance. 

'Did I or did I not say that to him? Was I just speaking in my head?'

You bite your lips looking away. "That was forceful. This is willingly and better than what happened before." He giggles nodding his head. "I know right!" You glance at the plate and the food is almost finished. 

"You made the food. Let me wash the utensils." You don't give him a chance to refuse and get off his lap taking the utensils to the kitchen. 

It's now when he notices how hot you look in his shirt. He stands there leaning on the counter just looking at the girl in his kitchen. 

He feels lively. To have you around him and not fighting. Just silently enjoying with him. He doesn't know how long this is going to last but he wants it to be longer. He wants it to be longer than usual forever. 

You hear his footsteps getting closer to your figure and soon two arms wrap around your waist. A small hearty smile forms on your lips. Your heart loves the clingy Jungkook. He keeps his head on the crook of your neck kissing it. 

You giggle elbowing his stomach. "You can't stay away for like even a second?" He shakes his head rubbing his nose on your skin. "Why should I when I can just have you?" 

Okay then. 

You wash the utensils having him hugging and kissing you. You remove the gloves and wipe your hands. "Are you done?" You turn around nodding your head.

"So, what do you want to do now?" You trace his chest thinking about it. 

"See your house. Maybe your favorite place in your house." He pokes his inner cheeks. "Alright then." He holds your hand walking upstairs. He stops in front of a door and opens it. You follow him walking inside. 

You knew it. 

It's a room full of different musical instruments. Like, he has both acoustic guitar and electric guitar, piano, violin, drum set. 

It's a beautiful room. It has a slanting glass door that leads to the balcony. 

"I always wanted to play piano but never got time to learn." He turns to you who is standing on the balcony staring at the night sky. This is lovely. 

"It's easy. Come here." You turn around raising a brow. He is sitting in front of his huge black piano. You walk towards him. He signals you to sit between his legs and you do the same. 

You keep your fingers on the keys as he keeps his hands over yours. 

"I'll lead you." He speaks as he guides your fingers pressing on the keys. 

You get excited listening to the familiar tune. You feel his hot breath near your ears and the next second a beautiful voice drowns you away. 

"What if I told that I love you?~~~" 

You turn your head to take a glance at his face. Your heart stops when you hear him singing that staring right into your eyes. He smiles continuing to sing the song while leading your fingers on the keys of the piano.

"Would you tell me that you love me back?

What if I told you that I miss you?Would you tell me that you miss me back?What if I told you that I need you?Would you tell me that you need me, yeah?If I tell you all my feelings

Would you believe me, yeah?~~"

It feels as if he's saying that to you. Your lips curl up as you sing with him too. 

"What if I told you that I la-la-la la-la-la-la-love you, yeah?

What if I told you that I la-la-la la-la-la-la-love you, yeah?What if I told you that I need you?Would you tell me that you need me, too?

What if I told you that I la-la-la la-la-la-la-love you?~~"

You forgot the lyrics so you let him sing alone. His voice is amazing, comforting, and feels like home.

"What if I told you that I need you?

Would you tell me that you need me, yeah?If I tell you all my feelingsWould you believe me, yeah?What if I told you that I la-la-la la-la-la-la-love you, yeah?

What if I told you that I la-la-la la-la-la-la-love you?~"

You turn your face towards him and he stops singing. His lips are on yours. He kisses you as you turn around completely wrapping your arms around his neck. He pulls you on his lap, kissing you.

He slips his tongue inside your mouth nibbling on your lips. He pulls away to keep his forehead on yours. 

"You... um... you are good at this."

He raises a brow with a sly smirk tugged on the corner of his lips. "At what? Kissing?" 

Seriously. You will never get used to him being so straightforward with you. 

"No, I mean yes at that also. But I am talking about your singing."  He lets out a chuckle walking out with you following him. 

He sits on the balcony swing chair. As you were about to sit beside him he pulls you on his lap again. He hugs your waist firmly. 

"The night sky is beautiful from here." You hum keeping your head on his chest and staring at the sky. 

"It is. Just like you." 

You mumble the last sentence just for yourself to hear. 

"Y/n" You hum in response. "Will you do one thing for me?" 

He asks stroking your hair caressing your bare skin softly.

"Yeah. What is it?"

He takes a deep breath before finally saying it. He just wishes that you agree with him.

"Please let us sing together with Ji Eun." He doesn't get a reply for it so he decides to speak up again. "She is not like what you think. She is nice. She is-" You get off his lap turning towards him. He stands up facing you.

"That's what I want to tell you. She is not what she shows. She has a different side too and I hate that." He holds your arms walking closer to you.

"No y/n. Just try to befriend her. You are misunderstood." You yank away his hand taking a step back. 

You let out a bitter scoff.

"You will never believe me enough Jungkook. Just because of her." He shakes his head.

"It's not like that. I will believe you. Trust me." You scoff in disbelief. 

"Trust you? I do Jungkook. I trust you a lot. But you don't trust me. You will never understand me. That's your fucking problem." He takes a deep breath calming himself.

He doesn't want to fight. He knows the fight wouldn't last long but still he don't want to fight with you. He is tired. Now, he wants peace. Just like a second ago. 

"I trust you y/n. Try explaining me. I will understand. Give it a try. Please." You sigh slumping your shoulders down. 

You turn around hiding your face from him. You look up in the sky and wipe the tear from the corner of your eyes.

You turn your head and look at him.

"Sorry Jungkook. I can't tell you until I am confirmed that you trust me. It's a huge thing for me. I can't drop my walls just like that for anyone. I did it before and I regret it till today."