🦆stubborn duck🦆

My hands slide up his neck as the kiss deepens, our tongues sliding against eachothers.His hands slide down my waist, pulling me closer.

I groan, breaking the kiss.Practically in his lap, my forehead against his with a shaky breath.

"I-.." I start.

But what do I even say..?

I want this..But..

I'm scared..

"Don't say anything." He whispers, resting his head on my shoulder. "Just let me hold you."

My face heats up.

This isn't like him at all.But I'm enjoying it..

Guilt filling my body with nerves.

Is this cheating..?I mean-..she's been gone for so long..She wants to kill me..

What if this is part of her scheme.What if he's just using me..What if he hurts charlie..

He can't love me..

I'm the devil...

Mortals hate me..

He hates me..

Or- he did..

Does..?

He pulls me into his lap and out of my head, running his finger up my spine, tracing my shoulder.

Silently holding me.

My phone rings, the ringtone a instrumental of "made for me" playing.Ozzie..

I sit up, grabbing my phone.

As I answer it he pulls me back, nuzzling into my neck, my face probably brightly gold..

"He-hey Oz.."

"Hey big man, Fizz told me you were hosting mams competition tomorrow..are you sure you wanna do that-?"

"I uhm- no not really..but it's too late now."

Alastors hand wraps around my lower waist, causing my stomach to flutter.

"Do you want me there-? I don't know.. I don't trust him after-..you know.."

"The situation with fizz..? Yeah I know. It's okay. I'll have someone go with me. I doubt mammon has the balls to test me."

"Yeah I know.. you're just.. important to me. Mammon and I will never get along."

Alastor kisses the back of my neck, causing me to gasp.

"I uhm- I gotta go- I will take someone. Don't worry about me.-!"

"Okay- I'll text you then-"

"Okay! Bye!"

I hang up, my phone dropping out of my hand.

Alastor holds me down, continuing to kiss my neck.

"A-Al-.."

"Mm.."

"That was- incredibly rude-"

His other hand slides up, grabbing my jaw.

"Are you actually upset, though?"

He kisses my neck, tilting my jaw.

"I-.."

I'm so touch deprived I am folding over kisses..

"You smell so good.."

"Mm.."

"Wonder..do you taste as good?" He takes a deep breath in, before biting into my shoulder.

I gasp, my head rolling back.

"A-Al-.."

"Shh.."

I swallow, shutting up..