🌼evil bambi🌼

I lay against the wall in my radio tower.

I had no intention on even telling them about the deal I have with Lilith.They didn't even give me a chance.

And that word..

That god damn word..

"𝙈𝙖𝙢𝙖, 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪?" 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙨. "𝘽𝙖𝙗𝙮.. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮? 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜.""𝘽𝙪𝙩.. ""𝘼𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧.. 𝙇𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚. "𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. "𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩. 𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚. 𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪." "𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝.." ".. 𝙃𝙚'𝙨 𝙖 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧. 𝙃𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨. 𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙤 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮."

I hold my head in my hands.

"𝙂𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢, 𝘼𝙡. " 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙. "𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙢𝙖.. ""𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙤, 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮. 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚. "𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚. "𝙇𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. "

No no no.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜!"𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙥𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧, 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙗𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙩. "𝙒𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚, 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣." 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙡, 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙.

Breathe. Just breathe.

"𝙄'𝙢 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮.." 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢. "𝙈𝙖𝙢𝙖, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚. 𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚." 𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮, "𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮, 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩.""𝙉𝙤.. 𝙈𝙖𝙢𝙖 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩.""𝙇𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙩. 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪."

If only I'd convinced her.

"Boss?"

I don't move, or speak.

"Fuckin' lunatic." The cat demon drops down in front of me. "You okay?"

"The one time I try to do good and I'm accused of everything under the sun."

"Yeah. That was pretty shitty."

"Why are you here, I'm sure you'd much rather be there."

"Al, you're an asshole who ruined my life. But you were once my friend too. I'm not going to let you suffer. And I think you should talk to lucifer once everything dies down."

"Whats done is done."

"No. What happened with vox is done. Lucifer still has a chance."

We sit in silence for awhile as I contemplate what I should do.

"..thank you. Husk."

I snap, his contract appearing in my hamd as I burn it.His chain crackling apart.

He looks at me, shocked.

"You deserve some happiness."

He smiles, "thank you. But so do you."

"I'll talk to him."

"Good."