Chapter 4: Over

Zayn POV:

“Jake?”

“Hold up Jake? You mean the boy you moved here to get away from? The one who turned the whole fucking school against you? What the fuck is he doing here? Sorry Niall but we can’t associate with him” Niall looks sad and walks over to Liam and I, hiding behind me, he cant tell how mad I am.

“Is that seriously what you told them? You told them I made you leave? Do you want me to remind you why you left, why you really left? Not all the crap you have been feeding your so called friends?” he yells at Liam.

“Please Jake, don’t!” Liam pleads.

“Not going to work this time. I’m surprised your parents don’t know, considering you could have gotten expelled for what you did, what you did to me? Did you ever think about how it made me feel? You used me, then hurt me Liam, please Jake isn’t going to cut it anymore.

I turn to Liam, he is crying now.

“You told me you loved me Liam! You said we would be together forever and that our love would never die!” hold up they dated? Liam made him out to be the bad guy, someone who bullied him. Now I really need to know what happened.

“Then on our fucking one year anniversary I find you having fucking sex with a teacher, a bloody teacher! He was at least twenty years older than you Liam! You were only fourteen having sex with a teacher in his office? And on top of that I was going to tell you that I loved you too, I went to find you after school that day, to tell you how I felt only to have my heart ripped out in the process!”

I look at Liam again, he is crying uncontrollably, looking at me, asking for forgiveness, I honestly don’t know what to think right now, how could he do something like that to his boyfriend? All I can think of now is if he would ever do something like that to hurt me?

“Zayn I can explain just hear me out, you have to hear my side of the story!” he begs.

“Liam, I just need some time to think, I am going to stay at Niall’s tonight, I really don’t know what to make of any of this, I just really need to think things through.”

Liam POV:

“You told me you loved me Liam! You said we would be together forever and that our love would never die! Then on our fucking one year anniversary I find you having fucking sex with a teacher, a bloody teacher! He was at least twenty years older than you Liam! You were only fourteen having sex with a teacher in his office? And on top of that I was going to tell you that I loved you too, I went to find you after school that day, to tell you how I felt only to have my heart ripped out in the process!”

I can’t believe Jake would tell Zayn this, in front of me, what if Zayn tells my parents? What will happen then?

“Zayn I can explain just hear me out, you have to hear my side of the story!” I plead.

“Liam, I just need some time to think, I am going to stay at Niall’s tonight, I really don’t know what to make of any of this, I just really need to think things through” he says before he takes Niall’s hand and goes off towards his house. Was I losing Zayn? I had only had him mine for five months? I couldn’t lose him, every inch of him was worth fighting for, he was so precious to me, he was everything I could ever ask for.

I turn to see Jake smirking, did he think this was funny? That ruining my life was some sort of joke? I get what I did was unforgivable, but I ruined our relationship by sleeping with a teacher not him.

“Why Jake Why? I thought this was settled when you dumped me, why are you here in Bradford? Are you here to torture me?”

“Calm down okay? Can we just go inside your house and talk? I don’t want to draw attention to us, I will explain everything there”

I thought about if for a second, he was my best friend back home, my boyfriend. Neither of our parents knew we were dating or that either of us were gay. After narrowing down more positives than negatives of why I should let him speak I decide it was okay.

“Sure, let’s talk” I say making my way towards my house. I really hope Zayn changes his mind and comes home tonight, I hate being without him.

Once inside my house and in my room behind closed doors I sit down, taking a deep breath, I really don’t know what to expect from him.

“Okay, after you left things got kind of, well different. I came out to the school and it wasn’t the best decision of my life. People were harsh Liam, I was cut from the football team, even though I was captain, no one would talk to me and I was left all alone and hopeless. So I decided to kill myself.”

“You what?” I gasped clamping a hand over my mouth.

“Yeah, I cut for a while before I tried to hang myself. My parents were devastated that they didn’t know what was going on, in the hospital I came out to them and they were happy for me, the accepted me. After a few months of counseling we came to the conclusion that moving would be the best idea for us. So we moved here, Westerly High has a no bullying policy and from what I was told they are starting a GSA this term.” He was right, Louis and Harry were heading the GSA.

“Continue”

“Okay then my first day here I met Niall, he told me about his friends, and when he mentioned a Liam I didn’t think it would be you. When you left last year I was heart broken Liam, I still love you, even though you hurt me.”

“You love me? After all I did?” I have to admit a part of me loves him back, but I have Zayn, I could never hurt Zayn, I love Zayn. Well maybe one kiss, one kiss wouldn’t hurt, just to see if I felt it back.

With that I pulled him down on top of me, he grazed me lips ever so slightly before really getting into the kiss, he licks my bottom lip, I grant him entrance. His kiss feels so good, but so wrong at the same time. I can feel myself getting hard and he pulls away grinning.

He unbuckled my jeans before taking me in his hand, this felt almost exotic, forbidden if I must say. He pumps away before going down on my, his lips are softer than Zayn’s, he is more gentle. He moves his head up and down faster, I love it.

“Oh Jake, Oh Jake, I’m going to come!” I yell before releasing in his mouth. I open my eyes to see Zayn standing there lifeless in the doorframe of our room.

“It’s not what it looks like Zayn I swear!”

“Save it Payne” I spits angrily grabbing some of his things.

What he says before he leaves are the words that will keep my up at night, regretting everything I ever did with Jake.

“We’re over”