Part 14

Author's pov:

The next few weeks were gard for the boys. They didn't see eachother very much because there were exams. They texted every night and taehyung always asked if he ate enough that day.

Ofcourse jimin lied and just said yes and sometimes he sent a picture of him eating and threw up after that.

The first few weeks, they went out with some friends or just watched a movie with yoongi and hoseok on the friday evenings.

But the last 2 weeks they didn't see eachother at all because there were exams. They had exams at different times for some reason so then they also didn't see eachother.

Taetae💚👽I miss you :(

Jiminie💕☁️Tomorrow is our last exam

Taetae💚👽But I want to see you nowww

Jiminie💕☁️Me too, but we can't give up

Taetae💚👽:'(I' ll wait until you're ready tomorrow

Jiminie💕☁️Can we go Christmas shopping!? Pleaseee 🥺

Taetae💚👽Ofcourse, anything for youMaybe we can do secret santa with the guys

Jiminie💕☁️YESSS

taetae💚👽I'll make a group chat

'Goodboy' added myangel, swaggrandpa, bunny, namjesus, sunshine and eomma

BunnyWhat is this group

SwaggrandpaHey! What is this nicknameI'm swag tho-

NamjezusWhat in the hell is a namjezus

EommaLanguage!

MyangelWell, he's a real eomma

NamjezusSorry baby

SunshineBaby?

GoodboyARE YOU TOGETHER?!

myangelI THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST DRUNK

eommaGood job namjoon 🙄

NamjezusSorry😅

SunshineOMG I'M SO HAPPY

MyangelHow...

NamjezusWell, we hang out for a bit and yeh...

GoodboyNow kookie is alone

Bunny:'(

EommaNo, kookie is always gonna be our baby

Bunny :')

SwaggrandpaSo why this group

GoodboyOh yeh, let's do secret santa for christmas

Sunshine Yeees

MyangelSo where is the party gonna be

GoodboyMy house?

EommaIs good for me and joon

SunshineAlso for me

BunnySame

SwaggrandpaJiminie, tae, jin and hobi... Don't you have to study?

BunnyI'm already done with my exams :)

Myangel:p

EommaByee

Jimin's pov;

So today is our last exam and I couldn't wait to see taehyung. I'l really nervous tho.

I had some hard days and my exams didn't go exactly well. But maybe this exam would go better.

I went inside and made my exam. It went okay I guess. I went outside and looked for taehyung. I missed him so much.

I didn't see him so I thought he might forgot my. I went outside the school and saw him leaning to a wall.

He looked up at me and a bright boxy smile apeared on his face. I ran to him and he immediately picked me up.

He put me down and still hugged me. "I missed you so much" he said. "I missed you too, tae".

Taehyung's pov:

There was 1 thing that bothered me. He lost weight again. I decided to not talk about it yet because I don't wanna ruin the day.

I also got a suprise for him tonight. "taehyung you okay" he took my hand and rubbed it. "i-I just missed you a lot". "i missed you too" he smiled.

We walked on the street hand in hand "I'm hungry" I said. "mhm". "can we get some hot cocoa" I asked because I knew he loved it.

"I'm not really thirsty and I thought you were hungry" he said not looking at me. "hot cocoa helps and I know you like it"

"so that's what it's about" he said in a kinda angry tone. "don't be angry jiminie bit please... For me". "I said I was not thirsty nor cold".

I took his hand "you're littarly freezing pleaseee" I pouted. "ok..." he said silently. "yay!" I took his hand and put it together with mine in my pocket.

We went into the cafe and I ordered 1 big and 1 small hot chocolate. "here" I gave the big one to him. "tae, I really don't want the big one".

"I already drank from mine oops".  "you're my boydriend, I don't care. Please tae, I swear imma cry". I sighed and gave mine to him and grabbed his.

"drink the whole thing". He looked terrified at his cup. It looked like he was actually afraid to death. I stood up and hugged him from behind. "You can do it. You will make me so happy if you do".

"o-okay". I grabbed his chin so he would look up and nissed his forehead. I went back to my seat and drank my cup.

Mine was already empty but jimin was still struggling. "you're almost done" I encouraged him. He took one last sip and he was finished.

"you did it!". He just looked down with no emotion. "let's go" I said.

We went outside but when I looked next to me, I saw jimin still looking emotionless. I turned to him and layed my hand on his cheek "what's wrong".

"I really want to throw up, I feel so guilty" he said while still looking down. "you did such a great job, I'm so proud".

"why would you be proud. I'm so weak for drinking that". "no, that's not weak. I think you're really strong but I think ignoring your thoughts and be happy would make you more strong".

"can we go to the bathroom please?"  "no, we can't. I want you to keep it in"."but then I'll be more fat and I'll hate myself even more and worst of all... You will hate me" a tear rolled down from his face.

I saw it and immediately went in for a warm hug. His face was hidden into my chest and I rubbed his hair softly.

"oh baby, I will never hate you and nothing's gonna change that. I can't hate you. You're littarly an angel".

"thank you tae". "I read online that in depressions or in your case, people only feel happy when they feel safe or they do something they love. What's that for you".

"well, the only thing that makes my happy at this time is... you. I feel safer than anywhere in your arms and you are something thay I do that I love".

"first of all... You don't do me you're a virgin haha". "hey, someday..." he laughed. "I love you so much". "i love you too".

An: hi edit 2023: hi 14 year old me