part 7: is this a dream?

jimin's pov:

a few days passed. Taehyung and his friends stopped bullying me but they didn't really talk to me, well taehyung didn't. Jin sometimes talked with me and he's a really nice guy and jungkook appologized for all that he said. Today I had to go to school again and maybe taehyung would talk to me... maybe. I put on my clothes and went to school, ofcourse without breakfast. 

jimin's clothes

taehyung's clothes

hobi's clothes

jin's clothes

recently, I only wore oversized things because I didn't want to show my body. I walked in school and saw jin waving at me. "Hey jimin" he said. "Hey hyung, I didn't know you wear glasses". "Well, mostly I wear contacts but I was too lazy" he explained. "I think you look really handsome with them" I said. "Oh come on, I always look handsome" he said an jonkingly slapped my arm. 

I stumbeled a bit. "woah jimin, you look very weak and your arms are really thin" he said with a worried look. "It's nothing jin, I just didn't sleep well" I lied... again.

We both walked to class together and sat down. I saw taehyung walking in and he looked really handsome with his red turtleneck omg. He smiled at me but didn't say anything. I just smiled back and looked down with a sad look. 

taehyung's pov

I didn't talk to jimin for more than a week... since he stayed over at my house. I just didn't know what I was feeling. I had these feeling earlier but I always ignored them. I just don't want to have a cr- no no! taehyung, you don't have a crush on the boy you used to bully. Omg what am I doing to myself. I laid my haid on my desk and actually fell asleep.

"MISTER KIM!". I jumped on my chair and looked shocked. "wh-wha". "don't sleep in my lesson! Last warning!" my teacher said. "yes miss" I answered. 

class was dismissed and I was walking trough the hall until I saw jimin standing with a group of guys.

author's pov:

"hahaha look at him, you look like a zombie" one of the guys said. Guk-doo walked up to jimin and punched him in the face "we all know you have a crush on taehyung". Taehyung stood behind a wall and listened. He looked shocked when he heard that. "Jimin has a crush on me?" He wispered to himself.

"LOOK AT ME YOU FAG!" Guk-doo yelled. Jimin looked at him with fear in his eyes. "answer me, You have a crush on taehyung right?" he said. "I-I d-ddo" jimin said. They all started laughing "haha you really think he likes you too... taehyung doesn't love you jimin, accept it" guk-doo said. Jimin just looked down.

"Maybe I do" a deep voice said. They all turned around to see a very handsome guy standing. "taehyung?!.. you're one of those?!" guk doo said shocked. Taehyung punched him in the face "can't a guy love who he wants to love?!" he punched him again "and this was for hurting jimin!.. I swear, if you touch him one more time. I'll kill you" he then punched him again and again until jimin took his hand. 

"taehyung stop, you'll hurt yourself" jimin said with a soft voice. "no! He deseves it!! Don't you see what he did to you" taehyung yelled. "I'm fine taeh-" taehyung cut him of by saying: "look at yourself jimin. You littarly look like you can collapse any time". "Seriously I'-" by that time he actually collapsed. "JIMIN" taehyung yelled and caught him.

"JIMIN WAKE UP... CALL THE AMBULANCE YOU IDIOTS" Taehyung yelled. They just walked away smiling "seriously!?" he looked at jimin and stroked his face with his fingers. "I'll protect you jimin. He picked him up and ran to a hospital.

jimin's pov:

I opened my eyes and groaned slightly. "Hey, are you okay". I opened my eyes more and saw that taehyung was stroking my face. "I'm okay" I said while smiling weakly. "Eh, about you know... do you really have a crush on me" he asked. omg I guess he heard us talking. "I- euh no?... Maybe... Just ignore it please"..

taehyung's pov:

I listened to him talking but I kept looking at his lips. they were so beautiful and kissable. I wanted to know how soft they were and how they tasted. I couldn't help myself and just kissed him. I was right, his lips were soft as hell. 

after a while, he kissed back. I was so happy and I smiled in the kiss. I pulled away still smiling. "I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean to I-euh" I said. "it's okay tae". "can I give you a hug?" I asked and he immediately slapped his arms around me.

"mr kim? can I talk to you?" a nurse said "yeh sure, I'll be right back". We walked out of the room and I turned to her. "Is he your brother?" She asked. "Eh no" I answered. "Is he your boyfriend then?" she asked again. "well... euh... No? ". 

"well, I'm sorry to say this but your mister park has anorexia and bulimia nervosa. He's underweight. He can go home, but if he doesn't get better by himself he will have to stay here" the nurse said. 

I felt my heart breaking in 100 pieces. I actually already knew it but I didn't want to believe it. Hearing these words from a nurse just made me realise I can't lose him. I felt my eyes get teary because I kept thinking about losing him. "O-okay thank you" I slighty bowed and went back into the room. 

"hey, what's wrong?" jimin asked a bit worried. "I-I need to tell you something" I sat next to him "look, the nurse just told me something about you". jimin nodded. "well... she said you have anorexia and bulimia nervosa" I explained.

He looked at me and then started laughing a bit. "I can't have anorexia... I mean" Jimin said. "jimin, I'm serious... you have to eat" I said. "I can't tae, I just can't" he said. "Please, I'm really worried about you... I can't lose you too' I said. He looked down and I saw a tear fall down.

I wiped it away with my thummb and said: "don't cry jimin". He just teared up and I brought him in a hug. He laid his head on my shoulder and I felt my shoulder getting wet because of his tears. "I'm just so scared" he cried. I gently rubbed my hands on his back and said: "Don't worry, I'll protect you... I'll always be there. I'm so so so sorry I wasn't here for you last week" I said. 

"Don't leave me please" he said scilently. "I won't leave you" I answered. I pulled away and put both of my hands on his cheeks. I stared in his eyes "You should sleep for a while and when you wake up... we'll eat together" I said. The look in his face immediatly changed from happy to sad. "Hey, don't worry.. we'll do it together en take little steps okay? And I'll be here the whole time while you're sleeping" I said. He nodded while looking down. I stood up and looked at him.

I gently took his head and laid him down "sleep tight jimin". I sat down in a chair that was next to his bed. After a while, I laid my head on his bed and fell asleep.

PLEASE READ THIS: it's gonna be a little confusing bc I'm gonna let jimin think taehyung Was just worried and didn't mean to do it)

(another chapter!!!!... I really hope people can see that this is a big problem in the world. People should love eachother and more impotantly, theirselves for who they are. I think everyone hes something special that makes them beautiful... Okay now I sound like someone who's serious about things and idk how to explain... anyways let's do it right with some memes ;) )

i swear... I'm a soft stan.............................................. no I'm not sorry not sorry -_-) lmao edit in 2023... i am a soft stan now... these memes made me laugh but also made me cringe. I don't like the "hard" thingies anymore