4: I don't want to be me

jimin pov:

"I'm so sorry jimin!" Yoongi said. "It's okay hyung" I said while smiling at the elder. "Who are those people jimin?" teahyung asked while helping me up. "Stay away from him you jerk!" Yoongi yelled. Taehyung looked at him and than at me "Is he your boyfriend?". I laughed and got up "no, he is my brother. His name is yoongi and he's 19 years". "19? how come I never saw him last year" Taehyung asked while looking at me in the eyes. "His class was at the other side of the school, so that's why" I answered.

"Isn't that the person that bullies you?" yoongi asked. "No, well yes. But he stood up for me" I answered. Yoongi looked taehyung dead in the eyes again "but you did give him all those bruises". "I never hurt him, I couldn't..." Taehyung said. "That wasn't taehyung, it was someone else" I said. "I'll kill that jerk" yoongi said.

"But jimin, why did you lie to me. You said you  would eat" Taehyung said. "I'm sorry, I just had a stomach ache" I lied again.  "Can I talk to you for a while" he said and I just nodded. He took my hand and walked to the kitchen. I coulnd't believe my crush held my hand. 

He looked in my eyes and said: "we both know you were not sick, jimin". "I-I was" I said. "Mh, okay then here eat this" he gave me a cookie. "Thanks tae, but I'm not hungry".

taehyung's pov:

"just eat it jimin" I said. "I said I'm not hungry" He said and turned around. I took his wrist and turned him around again "Stop lying jimin!!". "I'm not lying!!" He yelled back. "What's wrong?!" I yelled again wtill holding his wrist. "Nothing!!". 

"you're starving!!". "I'M FINE!! he yelled with a shaky voice. "WHAT'S WRONG?!" I yelled while shaking his shoulders with my hands. "I'M DISCUSTING (discreosting shat xd lotbs) I'M FAT, I'M UGLY, I'M A PIG" tears were running down on his face and I felt horrible.

I immediatly did a step closer and hugged him. "Don't think that. You're too skinny jimin, look at yourself" I said still with the shorter boy my arms. "I wish I looked like you. You are just perfect" he said with a shaky voice.

"If you think I'm perfect, you should eat more because you're way skinnier" I said. "I'm not taehyung, look at me" he said. I sighed and took his hand again "follow me". 

We went in the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. I took of my shirt and saw jimin flinching. "W-what are you d-doing" he said with his eyes closed. "Oh come on jimin, open your eyes.

jimin's pov:

I slowly opened my eyes and saw a half-naked taehyung. "take off your shirt, I'm not going to rape you" He said while smirking. "I-I don't know" I said. I really didn't want to take my shirt out. He'll see my fat body and I'll be so ashamed. "Come on jimin, trust me. Do you trust me" he said.

"Weirdly, I do" I said. "Then take of your shirt". I hesitated and lifted my shirt a little, looking at my own stomach until Taehyung pulled my own shirt out. "hey!" I yelled. He grabbed my waist and pulled me next to fim facing the mirror. "What do you see" he said. I looked in the mirror and I immediatly got tears in my eyes.

"I-I see an ugly boy next to a perfect boy" I said. "Yeah me too" he said. My heart broke, he thought exactly the same. "I am the ugly one and you are the perfect one" he said. "N-no... don't you see how fat I am. You should be discusted" I said with teary eyes. 

He wiped my tears away and said: "jimin, you're underweight".

taehyung's pov:

I really didn't know why he thought that, he never was fat. I always thought he was the most beautiful person I had ever seen. I can't believe he listened to that jerk. "Hey, look at yourself. You can littarly count your ribs" I said. 

"I don't want to be me" Jimin cried out. "Yah, with this jimin I want to hang out more, I want to get to know this jimin more, I like this jimin... I don't want another jimin. Please don't be another jimin, I can't lose someone else" I said with tears in my eyes.

His eyes became even more teary and he put his head on my shoulder "I thought you hated me". I hugged him again but now we don't have our shirts on so our bodies touched eachothers. "It's complicated, but I don't hate you" I said and pulled away. "I'll make dinner for your brother, your friend, jin and you and you all stay over here because it's getting late... promise me you will eat a bit" I said while holding up my pinky. It took a while but he enclosed his pinky with mine.

"You can wear something of me" I said while leading him to my closet. "Here put this on, you can put it on here... I'll go in the bathroom" I gave him a really cool and expensive thing.

"jiminie! you ready?!" "Yes!". I came out of the bathroom and couldn't stop laughing. "stooop" jimin said while giggling. "You look really cute dino" I said while laughing. "You look cute too kangaroo" He said.

Meanwhile namjoon's pov: 

I was standing in the hall with yoongi until a guy came up to us. I had never seen such a handsome man in my whole life (worldwide handsome you know)

"you can follow me" He said and led us to the livingroom. "I'm namjoon" I said and shaked his hand. "I'm seokjin, but you can call me jin" He said.

jin's pov:

I shook hands with namjoon. He immediatly caught my eye. He's totally my type: tall, kinda cute, dimples and more. "Wait you are that guy hoseok talked about" He said. "Hoseok?" Me and jimin's brother said at the same time. "Don't worry yoongi, we were just talking about school and hoseok said that he was actually pretty nice" Namjoon said and I blushed a bit. "well, nice to meet you yoongi" I said while looking at him. "Same here".

(a/n: i WANT THOSE ONESIES... btw, the thing with 'I don't want to be me anymore' is something I said to my friend and her answer was the same as taehyung's but a little different. idk why i'm saying this but yeh)