Chapter 4

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Kylie POV

I woke up with a start and could feel the wet tear tracks on my face. Seconds after I woke up, I heard footsteps running down the hallway, and Jared barged into my room with the most concerned look on his face, and when he saw the tears, his face softened. He walked over to me, and said, "Everything okay? I heard screams."

"Not really," I replied shakily.

"You want to talk about it?" He asked.

"Maybe another time. Thanks for checking on me though."

"No problem," he said, "Can I give you a hug?"

"Of course," I said back, opening my arms to receive him. I rested my head on his shoulder, and all of a sudden the tears started flowing. The floodgates that were my eyes just opened up and I couldn't stop them. I think he seemed to notice because he pulled away and placed a warm hand on my back and started to rub, I guess to calm me down. It worked. After a few minutes, my tears were reduced to shaky breaths and I felt better.

"I'm so sorry about your shirt."

"Really? That's what you're worried about? Are you going to tell me what's wrong?"

I sighed, "Fine, I'll bite. I have these nightmares sometimes and they are always flashbacks to my old life. I had some struggles as a young adult and made some terrible decisions. I guess they haunt me still, but Sam and Dean, and you and Jensen really saved me, and I couldn't be more grateful to you guys. If not for you, I may not be here."

"Wow, I'm so proud of you. Pushing through is hard, but you kept fighting."

That made me more emotional. I was so thankful that I found them and to hear him say that made all my struggles worth it. He was getting up to go back to his room, when I whispered, "No, stay."

"You sure?"

"Never been more sure."

He grinned and lay down next to me. I curled into his warm frame and drifted back to sleep.

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My eyes fluttered open, and everything that happened the night before came flooding back to me. I couldn't feel Jared's warm frame next to me, so I sat up, stretched out my back and arms and got up to tackle the day. I grabbed my phone and shuffled my music. I put in my headphones and went about my morning routine, which was shower, dress, hair, breakfast, and teeth. When I reached breakfast, I headed to see if there was food. There was and I also found a note saying: Morning! Didn't want to wake you, but here is food, and don't forget to always keep fighting. Oh, by the way, text me when you wake up so you can come to see me. –Jared

I smiled to myself, and I grabbed my phone and shot him a quick text. I scarfed down the food, and when I finished I ran to brush my teeth. I flew back to the kitchen, just as the doorbell rang. I ran to the door, looked in the peephole to find Jensen standing there. I opened the door for him, and he wrapped me in a warm hug. I blushed red and asked, "What was that for?"

"I don't know. I just like you and thought I would hug you."

I laughed and said, "So what are we doing?"

"Well, since you're here earlier than we expected, I am taking you to set, because we are ready to start filming with you."

"Oh," was all I could manage.

Jensen laughed at my shock and said, "Well, get your stuff, we got to go."

I ran around the house for a few minutes, grabbing all of the stuff I needed, and then went with Jensen to his car. We drove for a while, and when Jensen put on the radio he let me change the station, and I told him how Jared pulled a Dean yesterday when we were coming back from the airport. He laughed. We pulled up to the lot, and I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I think I may have been too obvious, because Jensen started laughing. "Am I being obvious?"

"Very. Let me take you to your trailer and I will show you around."

I nodded and we walked to the trailer that was going to be mine. My name was on the door, and I was so thrilled. I walked in to find a vase of flowers, with a card that said, Welcome to set! I'll find you soon enough, and always keep fighting! ☺

"Fucking Jared," I mumbled to myself. I put my stuff on the table in the trailer and then Jensen and I began exploring. Sooner than later, we ran into Misha then Mark, but still no sign of Jared. My eyebrows wrinkled in confusion, and then I saw him in the distance. His back was to me, but I didn't care. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me, and barreled straight into him. I heard an 'oof' leave his lips, but I didn't care. I felt him shift around, so I was hugging his front, and his arms wrapped around me. I whispered, "Thank you for the food and the flowers."

"No problem. You deserve them." I felt him place a gentle kiss on my head and I could feel the tingles running down my spine. We pulled apart, and Jensen was just walking up, smiling suspiciously. I laughed and said, "Sorry for abandoning you."

"It's okay. Clearly you had something important to tell Jared and needed to run like the wind to hug him."

I laughed, and smiled. This was the first time in so long that I was truly content and happy. I could get used to this.