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What am i feeling ?

04:57, 18 January 2025

Tae: "There's a restaurant nearby. We should grab breakfast first."

The group headed to the restaurant together, the air filled with lighthearted chatter and laughter. Over the course of the trip, they had grown closer, their bond feeling more like family than friends. The restaurant echoed with their voices, and even Jin found himself sneaking glances at Namjoon, smiling softly. The frustration he had felt toward Namjoon was slowly fading, replaced by a warmth he couldn't quite name.

Once breakfast was done, they hit the road. Jin volunteered to drive, taking the front seat with Namjoon beside him, while the others settled in the back. The journey was just as lively, filled with jokes, stories, and bursts of laughter that made the long hours pass quickly.

Time Skip – 10 Hours Later

The group finally arrived at Jin's apartment, exhaustion evident on their faces.

Jimin: "Hyung, I'll head out now. I'm completely wiped."

Jin: "What's the rush? Wait, I'll cook something before you go."

Jimin: "Woah, hyung, I'm already full! We literally ate an hour ago."

Tae: "Yeah, who are you trying to feed now? Aren't you tired? Just get some rest already."

Jin: "But Namjoon didn't eat much. He might be hungry."

Lisa: "Oppa, it's okay. You've done enough. Get some sleep first."

Hobi offered lisa to brought home and they left. 

Jimin: "Then I'll leave now, hyung. Oh, and don't forget you'll need to move out soon to live with Namjoon Sir!"

Jin: "Yeah, I know," Jin said with a small sigh, glancing briefly at Namjoon, who looked at him with a soft smile.

The group gradually dispersed, leaving Jin to reflect on how much his life had shifted in just a few days.

- Flash Back -

Jin's thoughts drifted back to the words of the monk, clear and haunting in his memory:

"Jin, do you remember the red string I tied on your fingers? Even though it's gone, its trace remains on both of you. For the time being, you must stay close to each other. Don't travel far apart—this is a precaution, for 365 days. It will take time for the marks to fade. If you don't heed this, the next time your souls leave your bodies, they may not find their way back."

The weight of the monk's warning hit Jin all over again, his breath catching in his chest. The idea of being bound to Namjoon for an entire year felt overwhelming, yet there was no choice but to accept it.

Eventually, they both came to terms with their shared fate, deciding to tolerate each other for the time being. Jin reminded himself that it wasn't forever—just one year. Still, deep down, he wondered how much his life might change in those 365 days.

- End of Flash Back -

Jin and NJ agreed to stay in Jin's place today night and Start tomorrow Jin will be the one moving to NJ place. 

Tae: Hyung,

Jin and NJ both looked at Tae. They all started to laugh. Finally NJ felt home with Tae and Jin. 

Tae: I prepared bed for NJ in your room. If you want sleep there also can or with also can. Now I'm off to bed. Im tried. 

Jin looked at Nj and mentioned " I'll sleep with Tae and take rest well sir". Jin went to Tae's room and NJ went to the other one. 

NJ tangling in bed for so long, He couldn't catch a blink of sleep. He is trying..

-Time Skip - 4 Hours

Namjoon walked into the kitchen, his footsteps soft against the floor. He grabbed a glass of water, gulping it down.  As he turned to leave, he noticed a faint movement from the corner of his eye. 

He paused, his gaze falling on the couch, where Jin was lying curled up, asleep. His features were relaxed, and the peaceful expression on his face made him seem almost ethereal. 

Namjoon stood still for a moment, unable to tear his eyes away. Jin's skin looked almost glowing in the soft light, and something about the sight was irresistible.

With a quiet breath, Namjoon found himself moving closer. He knelt beside the couch, staring at Jin's serene face, his heart racing for reasons he couldn't quite explain. 

Unable to stop himself, he gently leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Jin's lips. The moment was brief, but it felt significant something intimate and unspoken. 

Before he could stand and leave, he felt a firm grip on his arm. Jin's peacefulness began to crack, his face remaining still, but his eyes fluttered open slightly, glistening with tears. 

His lips parted, barely a whisper escaping them. "No..." The sound of his voice grew louder, more frantic, as though something was unsettling him in his dreams.

Alarmed, Namjoon knelt again, his heart pounding. 

He gently gathered Jin into his arms, cradling him with care. "It's okay, Jin," he murmured softly, his hand running soothingly through Jin's hair. 

But Jin's eyes remained unfocused, his expression twisted with distress. 

"Don't, Dad, don't..." he mumbled, the words barely coherent. Namjoon's embrace tightened, instinctively trying to calm him down. He whispered reassuring words, hoping to soothe the nightmare. 

Jin slowly opened his eyes, his surroundings coming into focus. His gaze met Namjoon's, who was still holding him gently. Namjoon's voice was soft, laced with concern."Are you okay?" he asked.

Jin blinked a few times, his face softening. "Yeah... I feel better."

Namjoon studied him for a moment, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. 

"Is this a regular thing? Nightmares, I mean?"

Jin's expression shifted slightly, as if pondering the question. "Sometimes," he replied, his voice low.

NJ: "Is this why you slept in the car that day? And on the sofa? You don't want anyone to know, do you?"

Jin sighed, his patience clearly wearing thin. "Too many questions," he muttered. "Go to sleep."

Namjoon smiled softly, leaning in just a little closer. "Come sleep with me," he said, his voice warm and inviting. Without waiting for an answer, Namjoon carefully lifted Jin in his arms, cradling him in a bridal carry. 

Jin didn't protest, his body relaxing against Namjoon's chest as he was carried to the bed. Namjoon tucked him gently under the blankets before lying down beside him. The room was quiet, save for the soft rustling of sheets.

The two of them spooned, the warmth of their bodies filling the space between them. Namjoon pulled Jin, to look his face. He hesitated for a moment, then asked softly, "Will you tell me?" But Jin didn't respond with words. 

Instead, he leaned in, his lips brushing against Namjoon's in a kiss that was soft at first, as though asking for something more. 

Namjoon's heart raced as the kiss deepened for a brief moment, before Jin pulled back, pressing his face against Namjoon's chest.

Jin's breathing slowed as he drifted off to sleep, his body curled into Namjoon's, a quiet sense of peace settling over them both.

Namjoon lay there, staring up at the ceiling, his mind racing with questions, but his heart was content. 

The situation had left him a bit stunned, but in this moment, he felt happy to have Jin close, even if Jin wasn't ready to share everything.

 He smiled softly, a warmth spreading through him as he closed his eyes, drifting off to sleep with Jin in his arms.

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