"★𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 5 ★"

As we discussed with zee earlier now we are here in their mansion, I can't call this home because I will never live in this house.

Nunew come here; Dad's mom called.

No thanks; I declined her right away, Zee pinched me so I looked at him.

What? I raised my eyebrows at him.

Great grandma; He says, I shook my head. He lowered his head and whispered something to me.

Nuw, please just for me; He said, I don't know but I feel like I have to obeyed him, I rolled my eyes at him and greeted to the two adults.

Just tell me your plan right away, I'll have something else to do; I told them.

I would like to know from you if it is okay to sell the company to them, I know that company is important to you, son it's just that we can't taken care of it properly, ; Dad told me, Max's parents were just looking at me and so was he.

I don't care what you do with the company because it's not mine, since you've decided to sell it then sell it do whatever you want to do, mom never considered that company was her's, but I hope you don't talk to me anymore after this, I want to live without you in my life, I want to live like Before; I directly said to them, I saw the pain in his eyes but ignored it.

Nuw son; He says.

From now on I am not your child anymore, because from the beginning you never considered me as your child, I never once had a father so I am used to being alone; I answered him, I want to cut off all ties that I have with them.

That's not true, your always my little prince; He says, I fake smile at him.

Little Prince? I shook my head that what he called me before, But that's all a lie.

If you say nothing more I will leave; I told him, I saw Nat stand up so I glared at him.

Don't follow me," I said to him, he looked at me.

Nuw we have to talk; He said, I shook my head at him.

Let's talk tomorrow; I answered and continued to leave the place. I know that I always disrespect them but I can't help it, everytime I see them it's reminding me on what happened to mom and I before, I can't free myself if I always sees them around me.

( NAT POV )

I took a deep breath and leave the mansion with zee, max had to say something to them.

Has he always been like this before? Zee asked me, I shook my head.

No! we met at the age of 8 we're childhood friends that's why I've known him since then, he's the kindest person I've known, Even though his life was difficult before with his mother, He always helped people who needed help, he always had a smile on his face everytime you seen him, but everything changed when he moved to his father's house, his mom died at his age of 10; I said and sat on the chair here outside there mansion.

What happened to his mother? He asked, I looked at him.

Why are you interested zee? I asked back to him, he took a deep breath before speaking.

His grandmother asked me for help, but I don't know how to help her if I don't know anything about Nunew; I was surprised but my emotion changed immediately.

I don't know, I don't also have a rights to tell you if I know anything, all I can say is that Nunew blames his father's family for the death of his mom. I know a little detail but I don't know if I should say it; I told him, I don't want get angry with me.

I want to know, I want to know him Nat, I don't know why but I can't let him continue to hurt himself; he said, I looked at him, Actually I didn't know that Nunew's and him was quite close, there's something Between them that only them knows, I was about to speak but I heard his voice at my back and that made me panicked.

Don't you dare Nat nattasitt; I turned to see Nunew at my back he was looking at me angrily and I stood up right away.

Nuw; I said in a panic.

Why are you going to tell him what I said, you've promised not to tell anyone else; He shouted while walking closed to me, he's look was scary he was mad.

I didn't tell anything; I said but he was furious.

I heard everything Nat, When did you become like this? Why are  also doing this to me, you know it's hard for me to trust anybody, it's hard for me but I trusted you because you're my Fucking friend but why are doing this; He shouted Angrily, I tried to calm him down but he was too angry.

Nunew calm down, he didn't say anything; He turned his gaze to zee.

You! stay the hell out of my life, I don't care what that old woman ordered, after fucking many years why did they interfere in my life again, isn't the suffering they gave me not enough," he shouted to zee, I closed my eyes.

I don't know what's going on with you but I know that grandma and grandpa love you, they're doing everything for you, I also want to help you free yourself from the past; Now I understand why zee knows nunew's grandmother and grandfather.

Love? Can you called love when that person ruined my life, they ruined my dream, you know nothing, so what right do you have to mess with my life, You are just like them, all of you are worthless people; He shouted Angrily. Zee tried to hold him but he backing away.

All my life I trusted no one else but you, I never thought you could do this to me, I trusted you Nat, I fucking trust you; He yelled at me, I saw that there were tears in his eyes, I bowed down.

I'm sorry, ” I says to him, he just shook his head and immediately walk away. now I'm fuck up, I didn't mean to tell that to zee, I took the bag and immediately chased him but it was too late he drove his car and it sped off. I knew that it's hard for him to trust others, especially his family, I didn't mean to hurt him, I didn't mean to say something important things about him.

( NUNEW POV )

I'm here at James's bar, I was about to go to our base after I leave that fucking mansion, but I'm furious, anger and pain prevailed in my heart, I understand but it's hard to accept that I can't trust anyone anymore, I can't trust no one except myself, the last person I trusted now I don't know if I can trust him again. Nat was the only family I have but why did everything turn to be like this. What was my fault and all of this happened to me, what was my fault to deserve all the pain I feel.

Nunew you're drunk already." I was shook my head on what James said.

I'm not, this was nothing, now I finally know one to realied James, I finally lost everything, the person I trusted, the person who I was considered a brother managed to break his promise, how can I trust him now; I screamed, I felt him grab my arm.

Nunew, I don't know what happened so I can't tell you anything else, but I think that person has a reason; He said, I finished the wine in my glass before I looked at him.

Everything has a reason, But I'm already tired of listening and looking for a reasons James, I'm too tired to fight alone; I said and stood up, he immediately grabbed me when I almost lost my balance.

I will bring you to your house; I removed his hand and shook my head.

Don't, I don't want to be burden especially your busy and there are many people here tonight, I can handle myself; I said and tried to look at the roads, it's all blurry but I can handle it. I waited for my face to touch the floor because I lost my balance but when I opened my eyes, I saw his face, he's looking straight to my eyes, his dazzling face and Brown eyes that stood in these dim lights.

Zee; I called him, he fixed me.

You're so stubborn, you couldn't do it anymore but you still insisted; he said to me, he sat me on the chair here.

You don't want to hurt me but you always hurting me; He looked at me for a moment, I don't know but I felt like I wanted someone to talk to.

I just want to help you nuw, If you doesn't want to tell me anything I will understand it, Nat didn't say anything to me; He says, I shook my head while out my head on his shoulder.

It's fucking hard for me trust anyone, It's soo hard to be alone zee, I didn't wish these luxurious things I have, I just want to be happy and live quietly with my mother but fate is not in my favor, they took the important person and the only one who loved me;  I can't stop my tears and it flowed through my tears.

I don't know anything, but one thing I know I feel something special on you, let me entered your life nuw; I shook my head and tried to stand up.

Love? What is the real love zee, I'm all alone I'm fucking alone? I asked him while I'm trying to balance myself.

You're not alone nuw, I'm here Nat is also here and your family was here, why don't you try to listen to them; He says, I laughed while my tears keep falling.

They are the reason why my life is like this, you know zee it doesn't matter to me whether I have the house or the car , I just want to live quietly and away from trouble, I want to live with my mother, even if we have our simple life back then but for me that was the best memory I have; I answered him, life is simple but full of happy memories.

I don't know what really happened to your mother so I don't have the right to say anything, I just want you to continue your life because I'm sure that's what your mother wants, no mother wants to ruin his son's life just because of them, things happened so the only thing left to do now is to continue living, explore your life and show them that you can achieve everything you want even in spite of everything; He said, I took a deep breath and started to leave, I can feel that he's following me. Somehow I feel better, I don't know why but I'm always feel safe when his around me, I'm tired, I'm tired of carrying all the bad feelings, I wish you would just take me with you mom, Because in this world I have no one else to be with because you left me, you are the only one I have, but I lost you too." I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes. sometimes I thoughts what is the reason why I stayed in this world, what is the reason why I am still living, now that I've lost everything, I lost my mother and now I will lose the one person I trusted, the one person I considered as a brother, my tears kept flowing, I looked at the sky when the rain fell and it accompanied my feelings. All the pain and struggle's when will it all end, when will I find the peace I want.

( ZEE POV )

The rain was so heavy and I'm just silently following nunew, I don't know but I feel hurt everytime he's like this, He is the son of a business tycoon but behind the luxurious life he is, He was the man full of anger and pain in his heart, I don't know what to do with him, I don't even understand my feelings, Seeing him in this situation pained my heart. He has this luxurious life that everyone dreams of but behind the scenes his family is broken and in chaos, I don't know what really happened to his mom, I know I can't get the answer from him and I don't want to asked anyone about it because I don't want him to get angry . My eyes widened and I immediately caught him when he fell, he's now in my lap, his lips were pale and he shivered from the cold, I hugged him tightly, I saw tears from his eyes so I wiped them.

I'm tired zee, I'm tired of everything I want to be with my mother.” Before I could answer, he immediately passed out, luckily there was a taxi that stopped in front of us so I took him there.

Thank you, sir; I told the taxi driver, I gave my home address.

Is your boyfriend okay? I turned to the driver because of what he said.

He's not my boyfriend sir," I said, he looked in the side mirror.

Is it not? Ow! that boy is very handsome so I thought you guys are together; He said and I smiled awkwardly and looked at Nunew who was still shivering from the cold, so I hugged him even more. I held his hand and I gently rubbing it to ease the coldness he was feeling, I held his face, I don't know but his face was so familiar, They're something on him that I wanted to know more.