What Have You Done

(Camila's Pov)

"You can't be serious, right" I say and she's not laughing not smiling.

"No that's the craziest idea you have ever said" I say yelling.

"We just found our mates and now you want to ditch them" I say annoyed and she grits her teeth.

"You might not want anything to do with your mate bu......."

"You won't live if you keep this up. We need to go now, before its too late" she growls and punches a wall. She calms down and turn back around as I look at her confused.

"I can feel your wolf dying Camila. The way you love with Lauren is dangerous. Yes in theory it's safer for you to be a human dating her but physically, your body isn't made to have those craving or urges at such a strong rate. To be toyed with by her mothers doing. You are a wolf at heart but you are still human. Your heart maybe able to take the beatings but your body is slowly shutting down on you mila" she whispers with tears in her eyes.

"What are you trying to say" I say with watered eyes.

"That if her mom keeps this game up and you play, your body's going to give out on you" she says hoarsely.

"I'm not letting that happen. Your all the family I got and like wise. We stick together. I would love to stay with the girls and normani but family comes first always" she says and open up her dressers. She pulls out a suitcase and I frown. She immediately starts packing and I sigh.

"There has to be another way" I say to her and she sighs.

"Yes, but you won't like it so let's go. We leave at midnight" she says and I pull on her arm for her to stop packing to look at me.

"Dinah, please" I say and she sighs while looking at me.

"You have to turn mila. The only way you can stay is if you let your wolf out" she says and sigh.

"That's why you kept dropping secrets hear and there and trying so hard to make it come out" I say to myself and she nods. She walks out and I think. This is probably one of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make. I have to be the one thing I despise the most to be with the one I love the most. I walk out of the room and go downstairs to the girls and smile sadly.

"You heard" I say and they nod trying to avoid eye contact.

"What's so wrong with being a wolf" mani asks.

"Nothing it's just, It never seemed like my parents was in control of their wolf but their wolf was in control of them. I don't want to be like that and it scares me that I have to go through with this" I say laughing while tears fall down my face.

"Lauren would understand if you would rather leave. We're all here to support you not force you into anything" ally says and I nod.

I go upstairs and find Lauren in bed reading. I know she knows but decide not to bring it up.

"I'm getting in the shower now. Lauren......." I say as she looks up smiling. But I can feel her hurting.

"I love you always" I say and she smiles a genuine smile. Even if for just a second I know she knows I mean it.

"I love you too baby girl" she says and I smile at the nickname.

I get into the shower and really enjoy it. I sit in the tub and relax for about an hour before I stand and take a shower for almost 30 minutes. I get out and look at my skin. I see pale skin, acne, break out of things here and there. I see my split end hair but Lauren still see beauty. I mean my vision sucks so I'm always in my glasses when inside and my clothes are a bit baggy but she still loves me and that's what counts. I put on lotion and then do my hair and put on make up.

"I'm going to go for a walk. I'll be back in a little bit" I say and she immediately comes toward me.

"I've been thinking Camilla and maybe you should go off with Dinah before it too late. You almost died trying to kill yourself. You almost died when my mom used the compulsion. I almost killed you because of how bad I needed you Camilla. I almost died to get you outside of town" she says and I frown at her.

"You want me to leave" I say annoyed and she instantly grabs me. She pushed my face to her direction and searched desperately for me to believe her.

"Never, I just want you to live to see another year" she says and I pull away from her sighing.

"First your mom, then Dinah and now you" I say and scoff. I start walking out of the room and my decision has been made. I'm staying even if it kills me.

"Where are you going" she yells after me.

"Out" is all I say. I wear a baggy jeans with an long sleeve t-shirt. I have my hair in a bun with my glasses clinging onto my face.

I take a walk and think of all that me and Lauren have been through. I can't just up and leave. I love her and I'm willing to do anything for her. She saved my life more than once, she's my hero. I stop walking when I'm at the beginning of the woods and I go in. I walk until I'm pretty deep in the woods and I start to think about all the shit my mom has put me through. The countless beatings and the lies and all of it for what, to be a wolf. I stop walking when I look up to spot Dinah and I see her looking worried.

"What is it" I say and she sighs.

"Mila, I can hear what's going in your head right now, calm down. You don't want to do anything you'll regret" she says and I laugh.

"What choice do I have. It's not like she's just some girl, she's my soulmate Dinah. I can't just let her walk out. I'm going to have her one way or another" I say and start to let go.

"Camila, no" Dinah says but I'm tired of holding it in. I think of  Taylor on Lauren's lap and my wolf growls. I think of Dinah all up on Lauren and she growls more. I can feel my teeth start to shift and I scream in pain. I think of Lauren with Demi all cuddled up and I growl an animalistic growl.

(Lauren's Pov)

I was listening to music when I hear a scream like no other. I immediately try to see what's wrong only to be thrown across my room and into my wall. I look up with my fangs out to see my mother pissed. I mean, emperor pissed.

"What have you done" she growls and I frown. I watch as she laughs and then walks over to me rubbing my face and I slap her hand away.

"You have no idea do you" she says and I hear Camilla scream again. I try to get past her but she's stronger.

"Protect her, before its too late. She's needs space right now, let her come home on her own"she says and with that, she leaves.

(Camila's Pov)

My bones start to break in formation and the pain is something I've never experienced before. It's unimaginable and it feels like I'm on fire. I scream and scream and scream, for I don't know how long. It felt like 100 years have went pass. Then I start to feel hairy. It starts on my face and then my chest and back. Then comes my arms and hands. Last is my legs and feet. I stand tall at ten feet in height and see Dinah looking at me shocked.

Camila~wolf

Are you happy now~Camila.

It needed to be done. Luna has said that something big is coming, get ready~wolf.

I shift back into a human and Dinah hands me a fresh set of clothes. She stares at me for a good 10 minutes while I get dress.

"What" I finally say and she just smiles.

"Your breath taking. Your skin is perfect. Your face is flawless and those clothes look hot on you" she says and I laugh. I put my glasses on only to frown. I can't see a thing out of them. I take them off and have perfect vision. I put them on and off to see if this is realty and smile in amazement. I walk back with Dinah to the house and before we even get to Lauren's block I can hear then laughing and I can smell what they're making. I frown at this and Dinah laughs.

"Your senses are heightened now that your a wolf but they will dail down after about a week. Also your emotions are heightened. Your going to find yourself angry a lot and sad and overly excited and you just have to stay calm. It's very overwhelming but I know you can get through it" she says and I nod my head in understanding.

"What did your wolf say to you" she says and I frown.

"The voice that's in your head. The conscious that comes out and is a part of your wolf. What did she tell you" she says and I laugh.

"I know what she is, my question is how do you know. Your not a real wolf" I say and she gasp while holding her chest to say she's offended and I laugh.

"She said something big is coming and to get ready" I say and she frowns.

"How do she know" she says and I stop.

"Luna told her" I say and she frowns.

"Who" she says.

"My mate" I say frowning and so does she.

"Lauren is your mate and I'm pretty sure your moon God is pretty pissed off about that" Dinah says and I nod.

"She makes no mistakes. My question is how did Lauren get in contact with her" I say as we walk in the house. I walk past mani and ally and they frown and I glare at them.

"What the hell" mani says as I run up the stairs to see Lauren.

I open the door to see Lauren holding a mug in one hand and a book in another. I watch as her face contort before looking up. She drops the mug that was in her hand and her face says it all. I walk closer to her only for her to stand emotionless watching my every move. I can smell the anger and feel the guilt that comes off of her. I walk up to her and I touch her face and I gasp on contact as sparks shoot through my body. It's like my heart is waking up for the first time. Yeah Lauren's my mate but I never felt it, I only had human feelings for her. She also gasped at the contact and I can feel her trying to keep calm.

"You turned" she says while grabbing my face and swallows.

"I did. I want to be with you and I don't care what the cost is" I say and she tries to let go of my face but I grab her hands and keep them there.

"Do you love me" I ask and she frowns.

"I will always love you" She says and I smile.

"I chose to turn for myself. No one put a gun to my head and told me to turn. Plus I live with vampires a wolf and a..........." I stop myself before exposing Dinah and she smirks.

"I live with all supernatural, so it's not hard to hide. I want you and me against the world always" I say and she smiles.

"Okay" she says and I smile and instantly kiss her. This kiss was heightened though. I could feel the lines in her lip and the taste the strawberry from her tongue. I could smell her arousal and I don't think I'm the only one affected by this" I smile at her kiss at pull away when I hear someone coming up the stairs. She whines and I smirk at a distraught looking ally comes in.

"We need to leave, now" she says and I frown.

"Whats going on" I ask and she looks concerned.

"The Vladimor clan is here in the U.S. We have to......"

"No" Lauren growls and I frown at her attitude.

"We're dead if we don't get your moms help" mani says walking in.

"Lauren you need to really think about this. Would you rather stay with your mom for a week while they're passing through or die when you and Camilla can finally be together" ally says and I look at a confused Lauren.

"Make your decision, before its too late"