I Want Mila Too

(Camila's Pov)

I look up to see a total different Lauren. It's like she's uncomfortable when vulnerable. I watch her as she's in her own world telling the story and start to cry at the mentioning of being beaten to death. I frown when she says she killed him.

"Wait, I'm confused.Why would you kill him for almost killing her"  i say and she sighs.

"Because that girl was my little sister" she says frowning at the words that just came out of her mouth. I hear the door open but I'm so stuck on Lauren's face I have never seen so much pain written on someone's face. I grab her face by both hands gently and tilt her head in my direction. She closes her eyes and I know she's about to break.

"Lo.....please tell me what your thinking" I say and she try to calm down a little.

"If I would have just not try so hard to be popular and focused on what was  going on at home, I would have known that he was beating her. Seven years Camila, seven. It took a trip to ICU for me and my mother to find out" she barley whispers and gently wipe the tears as they fall.

"Have you ever talk to your sister about why she waited so long" I say and she says yes.

"Did you know it's rare for us to self blame ourselves for situations on a regular basis, but those who hurt the most feel as though they deserve it when in reality, they don't ever deserve any of this. I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy" she says and I sigh.

"Why did you tell me this" I say and she looks at me with pity.

"You know why" she says and I laugh nervously. I try to scoot back but she just pulls me closer and gasp at the closeness.

"Camila, I care for you. I might not show it but that's because I have a hard time showing emotions. If anything were to ever happen to you, I would go mad" she says and the seriousness look on her face makes me believe her.

"Awe isn't that cute" Dinah says and I look to see her watching us but I can see all Lauren is looking at is me in my peripheral vision.

"Are you guys ready" mani says and then smirks at us.

"Yeah, here we come" I say and feel Lauren let go and get up. She walks out of the room without a word and Dinah and Normani make faces.

"She will be fine" I hear and smile.

We go out decide to go to the mall for me. I need more clothes. I decided to look for a job also. We spend a good hour shopping in all stores, all but one I try to a avoid.

"oh, here we are. Mila lets get some lingerie" mani says with a smirk and I look at Dinah and mouth help me while she just laugh.

"Oh laurennnn" she yells and Lauren tries to hop away but Dinah yanks her back

"Ohh no ya don't" she says and I laugh while Lauren looks pissed.

Me and Dinah go into one booth and Lauren and Normani go in another while ally continues to shop. I first try on a red set and then a black one and then a purple one but none are my style. I go out and grab a couple more and try on the pink one.

"Mila, come on I want to see" Dinah says and I laugh.

"Dinah im bruised up" I yell and hear her sigh.

"Mila, we all have seen your bruises were not worried about them, were worried about the outfit. Now bring that ass outside here or were coming in" she says and I sigh.

"Fine I'm coming out" I say.

I go out and all eyes are on me. Well all except lauren, she's still in the stall.

"Wow, mama you look hot" Dinah says with thumbs up.

"Mhmm" mani says and I start to feel uncomfortable.

"You look beautiful" ally says and I smile and mouth thank you.

"Lauren it's your turn" Dinah says smiling and I'm curious as to what she's wearing. She's been more talkative than usual but I have a feeling that's all about to stop. She comes out in a red lace bikini with black stripes. I look at Dinah and see her eye googling Lauren and I feel a pit of jealousy. I look to Lauren and see her staring at my body hard. She's looking in one spot particularly and I follow her gaze to see her staring at my stomach bruises. I watch as her body looks filled with rage and she goes in the stall and slam it harsh before I hear something break.

"Don't worry about Lauren, she gets destructive when pissed off" mani says and walks out and so do the rest.

"Your not going to stop her" I yell after them.

"We've tried. She's been like that since the incident with her sister. If you can stop her, then your a true miracle" ally says and walks off with the girls. I go to change quickly and try to calm Lauren down but when I get to her stall, it's empty. I go back up to the front, get what we need and then go to the food court. The whole time Lauren is quiet.

What is love~Camila

"Mila eat, you haven't touched your food" mani says and I shrug.

Who wants to know~hottie

"I'm not hungry" I mutter and then hear girls laughing and snickering. I look up to see them coming our way and I just watch them. They spot us and wave. Everyone but me waves back. They come over and all high five and hug the girls and I watch.

"Come over here" I hear the one girl say over her shoulder and she smile at them. She hugs and high fives everyone but Lauren. She sits on her lap and then whisper something making her laugh.

I wish I could make her that happy

Love is different in everyone's eyes. What happen to your body, when I got you out, you had bruises from head to toe, why~hottie

I look up and see the girl is whispering in Lauren's ear and then she shrugs.

"Hey gorgeous, have you ever thought of babysitting" she says to mani.

"Stop" Lauren says and she scoffs while I frown.

If I had Lauren, I wouldn't need anyone else.

Because my mom beats on me constantly as if I'm a punching bag and I let her~Camila

I start to drink on my milk shake while listening to them talk.

"What do you mean stop, your not the boss of me" she snaps and then goes to sit on Norman's lap.

"Mani, we would have a lot of fun together, just think about it" she says winking and I glare at her.

"Get over here now" Lauren growls at her making me shiver.

"Bite me, bitch" she says smirking while Lauren glares at her.

"Now, you have to listen to your sister Taylor" mani says and I start choking on my milkshake. I cough a few times, making everyone look at me.

"It pretty thick" I say starting to drink it again. I look at Taylor and she smirks.

"That's how you like them, right" she says with a wink and I choke again but only cough once and laugh nervously.

"Oh look at that over there, excuse me" i say.

Why~hottie

"I'll come with" Taylor says smiling and hopping in front of me.

"You can't, your too young" I say and she bite her lip while looking me up and down.

"Age is but a number" she says moving towards me and I back up right into something. I feel around, trying to figure out what it was. I grab onto it and go wide eye when I felt someone's butt. I look up to see Lauren looking at me smiling and I start blushing.

"Go away" I hear in this deep, scary way and I want to crawl up and die when I hear those words. My smile drop and I let my head hang down in shame. I start to move forward but I'm instantly trapped behind Lauren's arm and frown.

"Why, she cute and innocent. I would have fun with her" Taylor says and I look up to see a pissed off Lauren.

"She's not something you can play with Taylor, I told you and Chris about using girls or guys. What you two do is wrong. Stay over a friends house tonight, because your not allowed home" Lauren says with so much anger filled in her voice. I turn in her arm and bury my head in her neck.

"I get it, I'll go but don't forget that she will be by herself at one point and that time. she won't have your help sis" she says and walks off.

"I don't get you guys. One minute your hugging up on each other and the next you want to kill each other" Normani says.

"She's an ass and I need a smoke" she says and walks out.

"What was that mila" Dinah says smirking and I frown.

"What was what" I say trying to sound convincing. I walk away before they could say anything and walk to the car. They meet me at the car and we go to the movies and bowling and more shopping. Lauren hadn't said two words since earlier. It's almost midnight and we were currently at Lauren's laughing our ass off.

"It's time to bounce" Dinah says and mani says yeah while ally yawns. We all start packing up and get ready to leave. Dinah walks out followed by mani and ally but she blocks the door when I'm about to walk out.

"Stay" she says and with that walks off. I smile at the word and say bye to the gang one by one walking them to there cars. I get back inside and all the lights are off. I turn the light on and go wide eye at a smirking Taylor.

"You know they say you know when you have found true love"

"Taylor" I say wide eye as I walk away from her and she walks towards me. I back up into a wall and she smiles harder. I try to get up but she slams me back down.

"Lauren will kill you" I say and she laughs.

"Let me let you in on a little secret. Lauren doesn't know I'm home" she whispers in my ear. I go wide eye and open my mouth to yell but she covers it and frowns.

"You don't want to play with me" she says and I shake my head no.

"Well then, I'll let you go" she says backing away.

"Awe really thanks" I say smiling andBefore I take a step I get slammed back in the wall.

"Another secret, I lie a lot" she says and I scoff.

"Now why don't me and you have some fun"