CHAPTER TWELVE

Y/N

The next time I woke up, I was now in my room.

Lying in my bed, I am just staring blankly somewhere I don't know. It feels like my body is ripping and my hole is sore. Just pain, that's the only thing I could feel.

Rindou came in holding a tray. "Good morning, Baby. You should eat." He said.

"I won't eat." I said in a hoarse voice and looked away.

Even my throat hurts when I speak. This is because the dildo stayed in my throat for too long.

"Why? Is it because you can't move? I'll feed you." He said in a worried tone.

What is his deal? Why is he acting nice again?

"Come on." He sits me up and starts scooping the porridge with a spoon. "Say ahh." Pointing the spoon in my mouth.

I only look at him. I didn't open my mouth. He puts down the porridge.

"Look, I am sorry." Rindou holds my hand. "Please stop the silent treatment. I missed you so much, you don't feel the same?"

Here we go again, with his apologetic look. Again, I look up holding back my tears. I am so tired of him.

"Maybe I really am not human at all. How could I do something that horrible to you. Don't worry, I'll change. I promise."

Lies. He always lies.

The tears I've been holding back fell. I covered my face sobbing when Rindou hugged me.

"I am really sorry. Please don't cry. We had fun last night, right?" He said, patting my head.

We had fun? He used the wrong pronouns, it should be he had fun.

"I'll treat you better this time, I am regretting all of the things I did. So please look at me, hmm?"

Hearing his lies made me cry more. I sob and sob, he keeps on blabbering about how sorry he is.

I already lost count how many times he did this.

"Okay, then. Tell me what you want right now, I'll give it to you right away. Anyyything. Just to prove myself."

Then, I look at him with my crying eyes. "Then let me out of this hell." I said sniffing.

He held both of my hands. "I can't do that, I don't wanna lose you. Please other than that."

I'm so speechless. I just cried again.

I know he's just being nice so I will let my guard down again and then when I do, he will abuse me again.

Someone... please ... someone, please pull me out of this hell.

•••

Rindou keeps coming to my room, persuading me to eat. "You should eat to recover, why are you being so stubborn?" He lied down beside me and hugs me from the back. "Are you in so much pain? Do I need to call a doctor?"

No response from me. I am only breathing and looking blankly where my eyes are laid off.

"You still won't answer me?" He said in a serious tone.

I ignored him.

He starts kissing my neck. Not this again.

I sit up. "Just let me have peace, why can't you just let me be?!" I shouted.

He also sits up and slaps me. "I've had enough of acting too nice, you won't get out of here until I use you enough." He said.

I cried holding my cheeks he slapped. "Just kill me..." I said sobbing. "Everything will end if you kill me."

He held my neck and pushed me down on the bed. He gets on top of me and starts choking me.

I choked and struggled to breath.

"Why would I kill a slave who obeys me so well? Where can I find someone like you if I lose you?" He whispered in my ear. "You are alive because I want you. Breathing because I can still use you."

I started coughing while I glared at him.

"Just shut your mouth and entertain me with your slutty and fuckable body. You are going to stay here, until I want to dispose of you. You understand?" He added.

He let go of my neck and I coughed while gasping for air.

Rindou pulled my hair aggressively. "Don't talk back again, remember the people you love outside... oh maybe if they are gone you don't have a reason to go out right? I would also love that, you being stuck with me forever."

What does he mean? He will kill my mom and brother?

"Don't hurt my mom and my brother. Do anything you want to me but don't ever touch them." I said glaring at him. "I am done begging you, I'll live however you want. Just... don't harm anyone around me."

Rindou smiled. "That's my girl." And smashed his lips on me.

Then he really did everything he wants with me, fucking me nonstop and whenever wherever he likes.

•••

Everyday is hell. This is hell high up and disguised as a penthouse. You'll be captivated by the view like you are in a paradise, but it is not. This is a cage, my cage to be exact.

Rindou used me everywhere, my room, his room, living room, kitchen and that red room.

He's also abusing me physically and my body aches everytime. Every time he's stressed or mad he will let it out in me.

For the past two months, I've been suffering from home.. One time, I tried killing myself and got the knife but Rindou saw and stopped me. He stopped me from killing myself but he beat me up after.

After that Rindou get rid of everything I can use to kill myself. I even tried to get his gun so I could shoot myself. None of it works, I am still alive but I am dead inside.

Why can't I just kill him?

I have my principles that I won't kill anyone. Even if I want to kill him I can't, he's Rindou Haitani after all.

After a while, I just learned to accept it. It is the only way I'll be sane and cope up with all this mess.

•••

It's been three months since I started living here. Rindou uses me less and less. Sometimes he won't even look at me. I let him be, it is better this way.

My body became better and my bruises were gone. Is Rindou changing for the better? Why isn't he acting up?

"Rin, the food is here." I called him in his room.

He stood up and we ate.

"You've become more beautiful after a while, maybe I abuse you too much." He said in a low voice.

What is he saying just now?

"Just eat and don't talk about any nonsense. I am already living the way you want, you don't have to manipulate me."

He held my hand. "I am sincerely regretting everything, let's start again and have a better relationship." Rindou said, looking me in the eyes.

"Are you really... sincere right now?"

He nodded.

"How can I believe your words? You never fulfilled any of your promises." I said and pulled my hand from him.

"I will let you out. Instead, let's have a date from time to time. I won't touch you again like I did before."

I blink in disbelief. "This is so sudden, do you think I'll believe you right away after what you did?"

"I know this is hard to believe, but I really do love you and I think I express my feelings wrong." He held my hand again. "Just one more time... give me a chance to prove myself."

I pulled my hands from him.

"Then go to the police and admit everything you did. Go to jail and serve your sentence."

"I can't, I don't wanna be away from you. I also might get a life sentence for all the crimes I did."

At least he knows.

"I will accept you even if you are imprisoned and a criminal. It is not too late to change and accept the judgement you deserve." I hold his hand. "I'll be with you till the end, Rin."

He looked down and thought of something. "Give me two weeks, let me spend my last two weeks outside with you. After that I'll go to the police myself and tell them everything I did to you, all the crimes I did." He looked me in the eyes. "I am really sorry."

I didn't forgive him yet but I hugged him. It is nice to see that he's now willing to be punished by what he did.

We started spending the two weeks having the time of our life, not wasting even a second of it. Dating and watching movies together.

We also sleep together but he didn't touch me. We just kissed and cuddled. I am really happy that Rindou is slowly changing.

We are watching a romance movie in Rindou's room and the leads start kissing.

I heard him gulp, it made me laugh. "Why? Wanna kiss?"

"Can we?" He asked.

Shortly, I kissed him. We kissed for a while and we both smiled when our lips parted.

This is the last day we will be together. Our faces are just inches apart. We look at each other's eyes and our smiles fade.

I want him.

"Wanna do it?" I asked.

"Do what?" He asked.

"The thing we always did back then?"

"You talk like it happened a long time ago. We have only known each other for about 4 months." He said.

"Forget it." I said and lied down.

He held my arms gently. "Do you want it? Like you really really want it?"

I smiled at his question. "It's not like I really want it, but if you don't want to. It's alright."

"I am just surprised, you are giving me your consent."

"Yeah, I am too. Let's just watch the movie."

Rindou turned my face to him. He kissed me and I kissed him back.

Our lips parted and Rindou said. "You really gave me your consent, right?"

I smiled and nodded. He kissed me again and the rest is history.

•••

I woke up hugging Rindou. Looking at his face and adore how good looking he is. I got off the bed and went to my room and showered.

Rindou entered my room wearing shorts and shirt, he looks like he's about to go somewhere.

"I'll go now." He said.

"This early? Let's eat first." I said.

He hugs me. "I am scared I might change my mind if I stay more so let me leave."

I hugged him back patting his back. "It will be okay. I'll be with you 'till the end."

He combed my hair. "It will be hard to see this pretty face again."

I smiled.

I walked him to the door and had our one last kiss. We bid goodbye to each other. I go back to my room and start packing.

Around 4pm...

I am in the living room fixing my packed things when police officers start entering the house.

"Y/N L/N, you are under arrest for theft. You can get a lawyer and everything you say starting from now can be used against you."

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