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Nancy's POV

While he held my hand and took me to the restroom. There were several thoughts going on in my head. What was I even doing? Was this correct? I'm about to get married to someone and here I am doing all these things?

I took my hand and kept it on his which made him turn towards me. His eyes glared at me, and for a moment I thought to drown in them. But is it what I really want or is it what my body craves?

"I am sorry." I said and separating us left from there. I didn't turn back to see his reaction. I didn't wanted to. I don't know what was wrong with me that I was craving for him and it was no more than a physical attraction, and that I was well aware of.

I should not be thinking about all this and rather focus on myself, my job and my marriage. I opened my phone and removed stat boy from my social media. I don't want any connection with him, and I don't want it to affect what I'm going to have with Jimin later.

Anyways he doesn't consider me more than a girl he fucked at a hotel. I am just any other girl to him with whom he had fun. He won't care even a bit and I don't want him too.

I felt a bit relieved now as I sat near the fountain eating spring rolls they served to me just now. My would-be husband was busy talking with some of his clients and my eyes fell upon my ring. I was going to be wedded to him. A smile came on my face.

I don't know what had happened to me at that moment, being near Jungkook. How could I do this?

It was just because maybe he kissed me first and I got aroused. It is no more than a sexual attraction. I convinced myself. I pressed my lips and held my head in my hands. My life was a total mess. Here I was going to marry Jimin and my mind was stuck in a kiss with Jungkook.

This is wrong.

This shouldn't happen.

Jungkook's POV

God knows what was wrong with that girl. How can she do this to me? First she wants me to make out with her and then she has the guts to remove my hand and run away as if I started everything. I was feeling very irritated by her acts. I again went to the bar and ordered a glass of rum when my eyes again met hers.

She looked at me from the corner seat, she was munching on snacks sitting there. When she noticed I was looking at her, she went from there.

"Behaving as if I'm making it awkward!" I muttered and took another sip of the drink.

I have only loved one girl in my entire life and it is Daisy. I don't know under what circumstances she denied my proposal and to be honest, my heart still doesn't want to agree that she didn't love me and that I was just a best friend to her. It can't ever accept that fact. The way she talked to me, the way she hugged me or smiled at me, she was in love.

She loved me.

I again searched her name on my social media, she hadn't blocked me yet. She had all our photos together posted on her account, unlike me, who had removed everything that reminded me of her. Some tears welled across the corner of my eyes as I was lost in the happy images of the times when we were together.

Nancy's POV

"What are you doing here baby love? You could have called me if you were feeling lonely!" Jimin came and gave me his hand.

I cleaned my oily hands with the napkin and gave my hand in his. "I was waiting for you!"

He placed a kiss on my forehead. "I have a beautiful surprise for you!"

I looked at him all confused and he took me with him to the centre of the hall.

"Ladies and gentlemen I have an announcement to make today!!!" He clicked his glass of tequila and everyone's attention was diverted towards us.

Everyone was looking at us and it made my cheeks go hot. Jimin held my hand tightly and looked into my eyes.

"The good news is that me and my fiancee, Nancy are going to get married day after tomorrow, on the 20th of April..."

My eyes widened at the news.

"A toast for the beautiful couple!!" Another voice said from the crowd.

Everyone started to congratulate us. I didn't know how to express what I felt at that moment. I looked at him, busy smiling and collecting all the happy wishes. My eyes went straight into the crowd, towards the last person.

Jeon Jungkook.

My eyes were teary, but I had to smile infront of everyone. Just a day more and I'll be wedded off to him. I don't know whether to be happy or be sad about it. Jeon Jungkook showed me his glass of wine and smiling went from there. I smiled.

Maybe this is the right thing. I looked at Jimin, such a pure soul he is.

It's time I get my head clear off everything and focus on the big day of my life. I smiled along with him and he gave me a peck on my cheeks. I flushed red as he did that.

It felt different with him.

And somethings are loved because they're different.

This was going to be the start of something new. Something new and something good. I can imagine a beautiful life with him. Jimin was perfect, handsome, well settled and good mannered. What else did I need?

People say love is necessary in marriage but don't arranged marriages come out to be successful?

"You're happy babe?" He held me by my waist and asked me.

I nodded and he smiled at me.

Jungkook's POV

Why was that girl staring at me? Did she wanted to say something? Since the time I've met her, I have become confused. Why does she gives me such glances and then when we get close, she behaves like she doesn't care. Who the hell is she, and why am I even thinking about her?

I took a gulp of vodka again. My head was hurting like anything, as if someone is hammering it. How I wish Daisy and I could have been together....

While I was sitting there, someone tapped me from behind.

"Hey buddy what happened?" It was Jimin.

"Nah, I'm alright bro!" I smiled back.

"Doesn't seem so!" He said giving a look at all the bottles of drinks.

"It's usual." I smiled.

He took my hand in his. "I'll get going now. Came to say a bye to you. Let's meet often from now then!"

I nodded and smiled. "Sure!"

"And... Don't forget to come in my marriage. It would be such a sweet thing in for me. I'll send you the invitation card!" He patted my back and I nodded.

After that he didn't speak much and went to the chair where that annoying girl was sitting and I saw the two of them moving out of the reception hall.

I looked at Nancy again as she went with him. I don't know if it is only me who felt that she was not unhappy about the marriage but neither was she very excited. Jimin is a wonderful guy though, he can keep her happy forever.

Why did I get such a fate? Do I really deserve no love in my life? Why is it only me who's suffering? I couldn't help the tears that started to fall from my eyes. I wiped the tears from my eyes with my sleeves of the coat I was wearing. People were giving me strange glances but it was nothing compared to the grief I had in my heart right now.

I got up from there, all alone, and went to my car. I drove the car really fast today and as the wind fell across my face, the hot tears burned my skin a little less. I wanted to forget her. I wanted to forget everything about her. Everything that hurt me. I stopped near a bar, took some bottles of alcohol and again drove my car.

I don't know where I want to go...

I don't know where to stop...

I don't know what's my destination....

The only thing I know is that I don't wanna halt..

I can't ever forgive you Daisy for what you did to me. You can never understand how much pain you inflicted upon me. You don't know for how many days I felt numb, I felt as if there was no life in me. Tears continued falling from my eyes as those feelings came back to me.

You were the one I thought were everything to me, but you never wanted me . I was so foolish to even think we could have got married and have kids together. I had dreamed of a whole future with you but you were so quick that I didn't even get a chance to tell you that..... You left me just like that.

I had built a whole house of cards for us and it feels as if someone removed one card from it and our house fell. Everything you said, everything you did, everything was a lie. It's hard to believe that I fell in love with a liar but maybe your lies were also as beautiful as you and I couldn't differentiate it from the reality.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and ruffled my hair with my fingers. In love with you, I forgot that you also had bad qualities in you. I never thought where you went after we were done shopping, I never thought why would you suddenly leave me during those cold winter nights, I never tried to find out any reason babe. When we love someone, we have our rose-colored glasses on and we neglect their bad traits. I was so busy falling in love with you that I forgot all your flaws. I put you on a pedestal to angels!

I don't blame you though, even though you acted upon your selfish needs and I was a selfless person, who dedicated everything to you thinking one day everything we'll be having, something common in our names.

You left me all shattered that it'll take an eternity to find all the pieces and join them back. You played with my feelings, you broke my trust and our promises. You took advantage of my trust and confidence in you. You took my world and bombed it Daisy!

I couldn't help but break into tears. The car now stopped at my house. I didn't feel like going inside today. You made me feel humiliation before my friends whom I told that you were my everything and that we are going to marry each other.

I couldn't let go off these thoughts and suddenly the world darkened before my eyes.

Jimin's POV

I dropped her at her home and gave her a final look. She was beautiful. She was mine. There was a sense of happiness in my heart and a feeling that she would make my life so much better.

"Thank you for such a lovely night Jimin..." She said and I got out of the car.

I held her face with both my hands.

"You know Nancy, I won't ever hurt you. I promise to love you with all I have baby! I know you're so much perplexed about this marriage but trust me baby, you're not going to regret your decision ever. I promise to love you in all thicks and thins love! I want to make you the happiest person on this Earth. I love you, you know that!" I pressed my lips against hers.

After giving her a small peck I waved her a bye. She didn't speak much but smiled at me.

"I trust you Jimin." She said and went into her house.

She trusted me and I'd ensure that she never feels remorse for this decision of hers.

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Sowwy for the late update...

It took me the entire night to think about what to write here!!!💖

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