Chapter 14~ What's the feeling?

Hello guys. So I found out the Master's and the Doctors names are actually Theta and Koschei and I really feel like a fool because I forgot that. Anyway, sorry if I haven't updated for quite long, it's just school's starting, my birthday was Friday (11th September) and I was freaking happy.

It's really a coincidence that I like the 11th Doctor and I was born on 11th... And I see 11th's everywhere. Where ever I look there is an 11. It's a really creepy coincidence even though some people say nothing is a coincidence... Oh, well if I'll suddenly stop updating it means I'm with the Doctor in the TARDIS or dead. Or just lazy to do so.

Now read the chapter xx

Ps. The next chapter's going to be a very big deal!

~~~~

«BOOOORED!» I exclaimed, throwing my head backwards and hitting the rock which I was landing on with my back. But I didn't care of the pain. I was still sitting on the ground, still with my eyes closed. Amy was there too but she was silenter than I was.

I picked up a gun that have been lying next to me for at least an hour now, aimed it at the sky and shoot. As I was expecting, the bullet hit the ceiling and fell somewhere in the forest. I dropped my hand back down with a lazy movement, and sighed deeply.

I heard footsteps and someone approached me. «Miss Lizzie, we gave you this gun for self defense, not for shooting the sky and wasting our bullets.» a guy told me, pretty irritated.

I looked in his direction. «Yeah of course, because I can defend myself while I'm blind, from monsters who are immune to bullets and to all of your weaponry put together. Of course I can, but I guess I'll already die of boredom by then. How much time passed? An hour? Three? Five?Si-»

«30 minutes, Miss.» he cut me off.

I let out a cry. «Why does time go by so slowly?... Anyway leave me in pace and preferably don't come back.» I said, waving my hand dismissively. He glared at me and I could've sworn, he mumbled something offensive as he left. I was acting like an arse, I know. But that just happened when I was bored. I guess I learned from the best.

I sighed, shifting in my seat uncomfortably. Because, you know, a stone as a pillow isn't exactly the best of comfort.

Amy sighed «So, what's happening? Anything happening out there?» she asked.

«The Angels are still grouping.» the cleric from before answered her.

I sighed in annoyance when suddenly, the light flicked. My eyes were closed but I could still see the light slightly.

«Are you getting this too?» the guy asked someone.

«The trees? Yeah.» that 'someone' answered.

«What's wrong with the trees?» Amy asked as I sat up straight, trying to listen.

«Here too, sir. They're ripping the Treeborgs apart.» another guy answered. «And here. They're taking out the lights.»

«What is it? What's happening? Tell me. I can't see.» Amy demanded.

«It's the trees, ma'am. The trees are going out.» the first guy told her. My hart skipped a beat. The blood froze in my veins, my hands started shaking, my face went pale. Doctor where are you?

~~~ Timey-Wimey Skip~~~

«Hello, are you there? Hello? Hello!» I asked Marco through the radio, Amy exasperated. There was the crack in the wall here and we were alone in a forest full of weeping angels with our eyes closed now. Fantastic is it? I squeezed my eyes as much as I could and gritted my teeth trying not to shout in frustration. I was about to throw the radio on the floor and break it when...

«Elizabeth, is that you?» someone asked through the radio. My heart skipped a beat from happiness and a huge grin spead across my face.

«Doctor?» I asked and I could feel Amy spinning around with the same grin of relief.

«Yes, it's me. Elizabeth, are you alright? I mean, you two are alright?» he quickly corrected himself. That made my grin grow even more. He did care for me.

«Fine, both of us.» I said giggling like a little girl.

He sighed in relief «Okay, that's good. Where are you? Are the Clerics with you?»

«They're gone.» I told him darkly, the grin disappearing.

«What? Where?!» he seemed like a freaked out father and that would've made me chuckle if we weren't in a similar situation.

I gave the radio to Amy and walked away sitting on that famous rock.

«Doctor, it's Amy. There was a light and they walked into the light. Doctor, they didn't even remember each other.» she said exasperated.

«No. They wouldn't.» he said and a moment of silence followed, until River didn't step into the conversation.

«What is that light?» she asked the Doctor.

«Time running out. Amy. I'm sorry. I should never have left you and Elizabeth there.» he said and a bit of sadness sprinted in myself.

«Well, what do we do now?» Amy asked, trying not to panic. And God was she good at that, I was about to break down.

«You come to us. Primary Flight Deck, other end of the forest.» he said. I rolled my eyes and sighed then jumped up and took the radio from Amy.

«Doctor dear? Me again. Haha Emm... You know, we would love to join you at the Primary Flight Deck but... There is a funny fact... We can't bloody see! We can't open our eyes, remember that!?» I half shouted.

A bit of silence followed and a strange noise was hearable in the radio. «Turn on the spot.» he then said.

I raised a brow «Sorry what?»

«Just do it. Turn on the spot.»

I did as he said, the noise suddenly becoming louder, almost sounding like the Doctor's screwdriver.

«When the communicator sounds like my screwdriver, you're facing the right way. Follow the sound. You have to start moving now.»  he told us.

I spun around and, as the noise became like the sonic's. I held my hand out. «Amy, take my hand.»

She did as I said and we started walking carefully and slowly.

«There's time energy spilling out of that crack and you have to stay ahead of it.» he said.

«But the Angels, they're everywhere.» Amy said in the radio.

«I'm sorry, I really am, but the Angels can only kill you.» he said and my heart started beating really fast. Quicker than ever before.

«Well, what do you mean?» Amy asked, confused and scared.

«Look, just keep moving.» he said.

I nodded slowly, then again pressed the button of the radio «Okay, I can do this. Just, do me a favour, could you?» I asked letting the button go.

The second later the radio did a strange noise and the Doctor asked me «Yes, what is it?»

I pressed the button again. «Call me Lizzie.» and then I left go.

I could imagine him laughing and that made my heart flutter. «You'll be fine. I promise.» he said through the radio.

I smirked sadly. «Don't make promises you can't keep, Doctor.» I told him. He didn't answer at first and I almost thought he was lying. But then the answer came «I will keep this one. I promise you Lizzie Smith, you'll be fine.»

I smiled and squeezed Amy's hand again, then continued walking. We carefully and slowly walked for over 10 minutes when a high-pitched beeping echoed through the radio.

«What was that?» Amy asked, because now the radio was in her hands. My hand was sweating and my heart beating like never before. Because I knew the answer on that...

«It's a warning. There are Angels around you now.»

Amy and I gulped, stopping for a second.

«Amy, Lizzie, listen to me. This is going to be hard but I know. You can do it. The Angels are scared. And running, and right now they're not that interested in you. They'll assume you can see them and their instincts will kick in. All you've got to do is walk like you can see. Just don't open your eyes. Walk like you can see. You're not moving. You have to do this. Now. You have to do this!»

I sighed and squeezed Amy's hand reassuringly again, probably reassuring myself, then bravely started walking again. I could feel them around while the both of us threaded our way through the group of Angels. But then suddenly I tripped over a half-buried tree root. I heard something falling and I understood that Amy accidentally dropped her communicator.

«Lizzie? Doctor? I can't find the communicator. I dropped it. I can't find it, Lizzie. Doctor.» Amy started searching around and so did I. I moved my hands through the dirty grass trying to find the solid object but unsuccessfully. Instead I felt an Angel turning its head towards us.

«Doctor! Lizzie!» Amy searched desperately for the communicator.

I did too, while hearing another Angel turning towards us. «Come on, where are you?!» I hissed desperately. And then the Angels started moving.

I got up to my feet knowing it was the end. Knowing I won't ever see the Doctor, and River, and Amy... Even Rory! I'll miss even him. And all my questions, the reason why I feel myself pulling towards the Doctor, why I can feel a connection between us, won't ever be answered.

A tear slid down my cheek as Amy got up on her feet too. «Doctor.» she attempted again. But there was no answer. The tear slid down my cheek, slowly and painfully. It made its way slowly to my chin and stayed there. I would've liked wiping it but I felt my body stuck.

I heard a movement behind me. The Angel. It was reaching for my throat.

I swallowed my tears, feeling their saltiness and, with a shaky voice, whispered «Theta.»

His name. That name that should never be pronounced. The name that could burn stars. The name of a raggedy man with a bow tie.

The raggedy man I wouldn't ever see again...

I prepared myself to feel the Angels hand on my throat, feel him pulling the life out of me. Feeling the pain. But it didn't happen. Instead two arms were wrapped around my body. I winched but the arms squeezed me to a body and someone softly whispered in my ear «It's okay. Don't open your eyes. I've got you. I've got you.»

A tear of happiness slid down my cheek and onto his suit. «Doctor?»

«That's me, I've got you.» he said burring his nose in my hair and then pressing a long kiss on it. «Oh, Lizzie dear, I've got you.»

I could feel his hearts beating faster than ever as I hugged him back, his voice shaky full of pain.

«You saved me.» I said as a grin of happiness made its way on my face. Happiness of feeling that infinity smell of his again.

«Yeah, I guess I did. Oh, Lizzie my sweet dear Lizzy.» he said and pressed another kiss on my head. It was weird he acted like that but I didn't care. I squeezed him to me and as silently as I could so he won't hear it, I whispered «Thank you, Theta.»

«Don't open your eyes. You're on the Flight Deck. The Doctor's here. I teleported you. See? Told you I could get it working.» River said but I wasn't listening to her because me and the Doctor were still standing there hugging. He put his chin on my head so he could look at River.

«River Song, I could bloody kiss you.» he happily said making me giggle as he squeezed me tighter.

«Sorry, sweetie. Got a husband.» River answered. I was just so relived of being alive.

Suddenly an alarm blared. Me and the Doctor pulled away, although I still couldn't see.

«The Angels are draining the last of the ship's power.» he said.

«Which means the shield's going to release.» I finished.

River sighed and I could feel her turning to Amy. «Do they always finish each others questions?» she asked her making me chuckle and slightly blush.

«It happens.» Amy answered and I felt the Doctor blushed too. Suddenly I heard the bulkhead into the forest rise to reveal something. And whatever it was, it was bad.

«Angel Bob, I presume.» The Doctor, who was next to me, said.

«The Time Field is coming. It will destroy our reality.» Angel Bob answered.

«Yeah, and look at you all, running away. What can I do for you?»

I smiled at that. The Doctor was such a good man. You could do whatever you'd like to him but, in the need of help, he will always give it.

«There is a fracture in time. The Angels calculated that if you throw yourself into it, it will close, and they will be saved.» Bob said.

«Yeah, yeah, yeah. Could do, could do that.» The Doctor said.

«But why?» I asked, stepping in the conversation.

«Your friends will also be saved.» Bob replayed.

«Well, there is that.» The Doctor said.

River stepped in. «I've travelled in time. I'm a complicated space time event too. Throw me in.»

«Oh, be serious. Compared to me, these Angels are more complicated than you, and it would take every one of them to amount to me, so get a grip.» The Doctor said.

I opened my mouth to protest but River was faster «Doctor, I can't let you do this.»

«No, seriously, get a grip.» he told her.

«You're not going to die here!» River shouted. I frowned: what did she mean? Did she mean she won't let him die here or that he wasn't going to die here but somewhere else? I should investigate on that.

«No, I mean it. River, Amy, get a grip.» he said then he grabbed my hand and squeezed it tightly. I still didn't understand what he meant.

«Oh, you genius.» River said. And suddenly the puzzle finished. He was going to throw them into the crack! Genius.

«Thank you.» he said but I didn't understand if he said it to me or to River. Probably to her.

«Sir, the Angels need you to sacrifice yourself now.»

«Thing is, Bob, the Angels are draining all the power from this ship. Every last bit of it. And you know what? I think they've forgotten where they're standing. I think they've forgotten the gravity of the situation. Or to put it another way, Angels.» the Doctor squeezed my hand tighter.

«You hold on tight and don't you let go for anything.» River said to Amy. Emm, I think I heard that one somewhere... Rose, 10th, vortex... Oh, rightie.

«Night, night.» the Doctor said. With that, gravity failed. My feet leaved the floor. The spaceship tilted and the Angels fell backwards through the Forest. They disappeared into the crack, which then closed.

As everything stopped and my feet touched the ground, I remained still. Don't exactly knowing what to do or don't.

The grip of The Doctor's hand on mine became lighter and he completely left go afterwards. The whole place was still in silence.

«Doctor? What happened?» I asked cautiously. Someone came to stand in front of me and I rose my head up high even though my eyes were still close.

Suddenly that someone, put his hands on the sides of my face and, with the thumbs, carefully raised my eaves. As my eyes were open I saw the Doctor standing in front of me and smiling weakly, my head in his hands.

For a second I just stared in his hazel green eyes. Then a big grin made it's way on my face. As he saw it the grin overtook him too and he grinned like a madman back at me.

I let out a little squeak and jumped on him, wrapping my arms around his neck, as he wrapped his around my back. He swung me around, making me laugh then burying his face in my shoulder.

«Is it over, Doctor?» I asked, with my chin rested on his shoulder.

He sighed deeply and nodded. «It's over.» he told me.

And I knew he was lying. Cause it's never over.

~~~~

Amy was wrapped in a blanket. Probably a shock blanket or something like that, while I had the Doctors jacket on. He actually gave it to me so I put it away but the idea of wearing a shock blanked repelled me. I hated shock blankets. Shock blankets aren't cool.

So I put his jacket on and was surprised when he didn't shout at me and instead grinned.

Now we were on the beach with The TARDIS nearby.

«Ah. Bruised everywhere.» Amy told as she approached me and the Doctor.

«Me too.» the Doctor said, making me roll my eyes at him. He was such a Drama queen.

«You didn't have to climb out with your eyes shut.» Amy told him, rolling her eyes afterwards too.

«Neither did you. I kept saying. The Angels all fell into the Time Field. The Angel in your memory never existed. It can't harm you now.» he explained.

«Then why do I remember it at all? Those guys on the ship didn't remember each other.» she said and this time I turned to face her.

«You're a time traveller now. It changes the way you see the universe, forever. Good, isn't it?» I said grinning at the Doctor as I glanced at him throwing my head backwards, only to see him grinning back at me.

«And the crack, is that gone too?» Amy asked gazing between us.

I turned back to face her«Yeah.»

«For now. But the explosion that caused it is still happening. Somewhere out there, somewhere in time.» the Doctor finished for me.

«Yeah, what Mister Drama queen.» I agreed.

«Oi!» he tried to protest while Amy and I chukled.

The Clerics were also back and standing next to River. I walked over to River, the Doctor following. 

«You, me, handcuffs. Must it always end this way?» she asked us, and the Doctor and I slightly grinned.

River was in a pair of high-tech cuffs which suddenly beeped.

«What now?» I asked her with my hands in the pockets of my skinny blue jeans. Or at least they were blue...

«The prison ship's in orbit. They'll beam me up any second. I might have done enough to earn a pardon this time. We'll see.» she answered.

«Octavian said you killed a man.» The Doctor said making me gaze on him.

«Yes, I did.» she confirmed.

«A good man?» I asked her.

«A very good man. The best man I've ever known.» I frowned at that because... She once said that the Doctor was the best man she ever met...

«Who?» he asked her.

«It's a long story. Doctor. It can't be told, it has to be lived. No sneak previews. Well, except for this one. You'll see me again quite soon, when the Pandorica opens.»

«The Pandorica. Ha! That's a fairy tale.»

«Doctor, aren't we all?» I suddenly asked him. He looked at me, eyebrows slightly frowned, surprised I said that. The wind beating on his face making his hair fly backwards.

«I'll see you there.» River said, making the both of us return our gazes on her.

«I look forward to it. He does too. He just thinks he's hot when he doesn't say it out loud.» I told her. She laughed and Amy smirked, while the Doctor threw me a look.

«I hate you sometimes.» he told me.

I grinned still not looking at him «No you don't.»

The Doctor didn't protest, making me grin even more.

«I remember it well.» River said.

«Bye, River.» Amy told her.

«See you, Amy. Oh, I think that's my ride.» River said looking straight at me and making me chuckle.

«Can we trust you, River Song?» The Doctor asked her.

River shrugged «If you like. Ha, but where's the fun in that?»

With that River beamed away in a whirl of sand. Doctor as I watched her as she did, fascinated by the shiny light.

«What are you thinking?» Amy asked us but I didn't want to answer, so I left the Doctor for if.

«Time can be rewritten.» he told her.

I finally lowered my head from the sky and started at the ground instead. A hand suddenly made its way in mine, intertwining our fingers. I looked at it, and then up at it's owner. The Doctor smiled at me and I smiled back, squeezing it gently.

With that we turned around and started walking into the TARDIS.

As we walked in, I sat down on the chair shifting comfortably in the Doctors jacket, which was still on me. It was really big and it looked weird on me, but I was weird myself so I didn't absolutely care.

The Doctor walked to the console in silence, with me watching him, and I could feel he knew what was about to follow.

«I want to go home.» Amy said. That phrase always did hurt if you heard it, especially if you were a so lonely Time Lord like he was.

But he, of course, didn't have choice Than agree. «Okay.» he said not raising his gaze.

Amy shook her head, and I raised my eyebrow at that. «No, not like that. I just, I just want to show you something. You're running from River. I'm running too.» as she finished the both of us, me and the Doctor, were staring at her questionably.

He nodded and pressed some buttons on the console. I stood up and slowly walked to the lever which I then pulled, one hand in my jeans and the other softly caressing the console. I looked up to gaze at the Doctor only to see him looking at me, and meet his gaze.

For a second we just stood there, gazing into each others eyes. His eyes, although his real age, still looked young. He had so many things to see yet, so many planets to save. I smiled at the corner of my mouth «Geronimo.» I said.

A smile speared across his lips and he grinned at me. I grinned back.

Then we landed. We were in Amy's room. The Tardis has squeezed itself in by the door. That wonderful and beautiful machine. I patted the console and she groaned under my touch.

Amy started walking to the doors, waiting for the Doctor as she opened it. He followed only then to stop and look at me. «Lizzie, you coming?» he asked.

My eyes were fixed on my hand on the console. I could feel it's energy, all the effort, all the knowledge... All the life. Everything, every single thing that ever existed, and this wonderful machine would bring you to it. In it. Wherever you like. Whenever you like...

«Lizzie?» the Doctor asked again.

«What? Em, no no thanks. I would prefer staying inside.» I told looking at him like if he snapped me from daydreaming and smiling as I crossed my arms on my chest. He smiled back lowering his gaze and nodded. Then followed Amy outside.

I watched them leave and I could've sworn I saw a grin on Amy's face. I frowned. «What's that girl up to?» I asked myself. Then run around the console bringing the screen to its usual position so I could see it, and typed something on the console. The image of The Doctor and Amy sitting on her bed appeared.

I saw an incarnation of me and the Doctor as Dolls on her desk and some of her drawings of us and the TARDIS. That made me smile. But then something else coughed my eye. The bridal gown which was hanging on the open wardrobe door. Amy was getting married?

«Wow. They grow up so fast.» I said to myself a little bit shocked and smirking at my own joke. I understood then how was it being alone in the TARDIS, and oh my god I didn't want to end up talking to myself. But I guess it was already too late. So I shrugged and started listening to the conversation of Amy and The Doctor.

«Well.» he said shocked a bit.

«Yeah.» Amy awkwardly answered.

«Blimey.» he said with the same awkward tone.

«I know. This is the same night we left, yeah?» Amy asked him.

«We've been gone five minutes.» he answered.

Amy picked up a ring box and opened it.

«I'm getting married in the morning.» she said.

«Why did you leave it here?» he asks her.

«Why did I leave my engagement ring when I ran away with a strange man and girl the night before my wedding?» Amy sarcastically asked.

«Yeah.»

I chuckled at the Doctor and, almost like if he heard me, he smiled slightly.

«Hmm. You really are an alien, aren't you.» Amy said, again sarcastically. «Who's the lucky fellow?» the Doctor asked.

«You met him.»

«Ah, the good looking one. Or the other one?»

«The other one.»

I folded a hand on my chest dramatically «Come on, poor Rory! Same on you guys.» I said, fully aware they couldn't hear me.

«Well, he was good too.» the Doctor said to comfort her.

«Thanks. So, do you comfort a lot of people on the night before their wedding?» Amy asked.

I stared at the screen confused.

The Doctor looked at her confused «Why would you need comforting?»

«I nearly died. I was alone in the dark, and I nearly died. And it made me think.» she answered.

«What is happening...» I numbed to myself, confusingly.

«Well, yes, natural. I think sometimes. Well, lots of times. Although there was Lizzie with you.» I didn't know if I dreamed it or the Doctor slightly smiled as he said my name, staring in the distance.

Amy ignored him. «About what I want. About who I want. You know what I mean? »

«Yeah.» the Doctor answered nodding.

I smirked, my eyes still fixed on the screen «No.»

«No.» he told her making me chuckle.

«About who I want.» Amy said.

«Oh right, yeah.» the Doctor said.

I shook my head no.

«No, still not getting it.» he said and I laughed again, still nervous because of what was about to follow.

Amy sighed «Doctor. In a word. In one very simple word even you can understand.»

And then it happened. She tried to kiss him. My heart skipped a beat as I stared at the tv, slightly backing up.

The Doctor backed up too. «No! You're getting married in the morning!» he said as he jumped up from the bed and ran to the TARDIS.

«Well, the morning's a long time away. What are we going to do about that?» she said jumping up too and approaching him. She pinned him against the TRADIS kissing him passionately and trying to undo his shirt.

I didn't know what I felt but my hand flew to my mouth suddenly. Then I felt something warm and watery on my finger and I looked at it. It was a tear. 

«Amy, listen to me. I am nine hundred and seven years old. Do you understand what that means?» he asked trying to escape her grip.

Amy shrugged and continued trying to kiss him. «It's been a while?»

«Yeah. No, no, no.» he said and blocked her arms. «I'm nine hundred and seven, and look at me. I don't get older, I just change. You get older, I don't, and this can't ever work.» he said.

My heart meanwhile was doing bad jokes to my body. My hands started shaking and my legs did too... What was happening to me?!

«Oh, you are sweet. Doctor. But I really wasn't suggesting anything quite so long term.» she said. Then she finally to planted her lips on his.

My heart shattered as I saw him kissing her back. My legs wouldn't bare my weight anymore and I fell down. I crossed my legs not taking my eyes off of the screen where the Doctor pulled back.

«But you're human. You're Amy. You're getting married in the morning. -she tried to kiss him again- In the morning.» he said suddenly deep in thoughts.

«Doctor?» she asked but he just stared at her.

«It's you. It's all about you. Everything. It's about you.» he said.

«Hold that thought.» she said and jumped back on the bed. But I knew the Doctor wasn't for that type of things.

«Amy Pond. Mad, impossible, Amy Pond. I don't know why, I have no idea, but quite possibly the single most important thing in the history of the universe is that I get you sorted out right now.» he said.

Okay, what the «HELL?!» I shouted in frustration and in a bit of anger.

«That's what I've been trying to tell you.» Amy said. Suddenly he grabbed her hand.

«Come on.» he said and pulled her behind himself.

«Doctor?» Amy asked.

I lowered my look on the hands in my lap and sat there still as stone, as the Doctor hustled Amy into the Tardis and took a last look at her alarm clock as it clicked over to 12:00pm 6/26.

«And for those of us who can't read the base code of the universe?» Amy said sarcastically.

«Amy's time.» the Doctor said as he ran to the console and started pressing buttons.

A bit of silence followed neither of the two noticing me on the floor.

«Doctor?» Amy suddenly asked concern.

«Mm?»

«What's wrong with Lizzie?» she asked but I barely heard her.

My eyes were fixed on the hands in my lap, my brows frowned in confusion. What was I confused about? Perhaps the pain I felt.

The Doctor meanwhile stopped whatever he was doing and looked at me.

The Doctor's pov:

I stopped what I was doing and looked at Lizzie, my hearts stopping at what I saw.

She was crawled on the floor staring at the hands in her lap with her brows frowned. I would've said she was beautiful, sitting there in my oversized jacket, but now I was concern about the motive she was sitting on the floor.

«Lizzie?» I carefully asked.

I saw her gulp heavily. She then squeezed her fists causing me to frown. What happened? I never saw her like that before.

She then looked up at me with a big smile. «Sorry. I was just... You know... Thinking.» she said getting up and laughing nervously. I frowned even more while she started typing something on the console.

«My head's aching terribly, dunno why. Anyway, -she clapped her hands together looking at very confused Amy and I- I need to take something from my bedroom. Or I'll take a nap. Dunno yet. If you two are up to something let me know, 'Kay?» she said as she quickly jump down the console and headed away.

I watched her in confusion then walked to the place where she've been sitting. «What's wrong with her?» Amy asked.

«I'm nor really sure....» I said looking around. Then something coughed my eye. The TARDIS screen. Oh, no. This means... She saw when Amy kissed me.

I looked down, closing my eyes in frustration and raising my hands like if I wanted to hit something.

«Doctor?» Amy asked, obviously confused by my behavior.

I stifled a frustrated shout as I collapsed on one of the chairs, and drowned my head in my hands.

«Okay, I'll leave you alone. I'll go and take a nap or something. Call me when you need me.» Amy said and walked away, but I barely heard her.

What did I just do? How could I do such a thing? How could I be so stupid.

I leaned back in the chair, opening my eyes.

I just hurt the person I love the most. Would this damage our future and my past?

~~~~

Comment and vote. 💕