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Since Namjoon kicked me put of his house, I thought I should go for a walk. So I did. I needed to think things through. So I asked my self some questions.

Question one: why did I agree to do this with Namjoom?

Answer: I don't know

Question Two: how do I feel about Namjoon?

Answer: I don't know

I asked myself these same questions over and over again and my answer will be the same. I know I hate him. Don't get me wrong I hate him with all the hate a person could have. In fact, I hate him so fucking much I can't even explain it. I honestly don't even think there is a word for it my hate of Namjoon. Namjoon is one of those cocky, whore liking guys that I can't fucking stand.

I honestly don't know what I am going to do right now. Am I going to continue this or stop? Maybe I can continue for a little bit.. Just for fun..

Namjoon P. O. V

If I am being honest.. Jaz is a bitch. Full on a bitch but I feel like I was a little hard on her when I kicked her out.

I am on my bed, naked lying down replaying the memory in my head. 

Than again she hates my guts so I should feel no remorse for her. And... I don't.

I don't.

I don't.

I don- I kinda do.