Chapter 44

This is the final chapter! Yes I know, it's sad to see this end but to be honest this is a really really long book. Sadly there will be no sequel. Sorry for everyone who wanted one, I just ran dry of ideas, there is no way I could make a whole other book. However if you go on my profile there is another story that I like way better than this one. It's a Niall one but I think you'll like it regardless. Thanks for your votes every chapter and just reading this! I hope you'll continue to support and reccomend this story to your friends and stuff. 

Please check out my other story once you're done here. Thanks for everything and sorry this update took so long. I had exams and went to an Ed Sheeran concert yesterday! Anyways, thanks for being here for me and enjoy the last chapter of Alone. :) -a 

Kai's POV

I nervously fiddled my thumbs together. Currently I was on my way back home to Harry. To be honest I wasn't even sure if Harry was going to be home. Perhaps he moved on or was on tour, or not even home. 

I know he was looking for me but it's still scary to think he might've gotten on with his life. Either way today would be the day I found out. I'm so excited which is why I think I'm so nervous. I'm sweating like crazy and I don't think I can take being in this cab any longer.

However the flight was worse because I was literally tapping my foot the whole flight here. I was about twenty minutes away from home. I wonder if anything changed, but most importantly, did Harry change?

All these questions were bottled up in my head and I was aching to know the answers already. I didn't call Harry to let him know I was found. It all happened too quickly. I told the lady I was found and she quickly sent me through a whole complicated process. She made it quick because she knew how eager I was to just be done with it all. Move on with my life.

I don't even feel like I've been rescued. Like I feel like this is a dream and I'll just wake up. I'll wake up to my captor at a different hotel of some sort. I'm just scared. He's still out there. But I can't worry about him, I need to worry about right now.

The twenty minutes went aching by and I pulled up to the all familar place I call home. I was actually in front of my home. I decided to get changed here because I was wearing some temporary clothes from Karen and Jack.

They didn't fit me well so I wanted to change quick. After all, if Harry is home I want to look quite decent. 

I thanked the cab and didn't pay. I didn't have to pay because it was covered by the police station.

I walked up to my front door and tried to open my door. Of course it was locked but luckily for me I hid a spare key in the flower pot. I quickly found it and eagerly opened the door. 

Tears pricked at my eyes as I was reminded of comfort and contentment. I never been so happy to be home. I slowly walked in taking in my surroundings. It all feels surreal to me, I'm actually home. I ran upstairs and quickly changed.

I changed into a camo flannel and black leggings. I paired it with white converse with red trims. Not being able to wait any longer I threw open my door and ran to Harry's house within one minute time.

Harrys POV

I lay in bed staring at the ceiling lifelessly. Everything about me was lifeless. Without Kai, I felt like nothing. She's been gone for so long, I began to forget what she smelled like. 

I felt tears slowly flowing down my cheek as I wiped them away. I needed to take a shower, considering I haven't showered in like three days. I know gross, but if you have no motivation then what's the point?

I heard a knock on the door and it sounded eager. I groaned out loud as I wiped the remaining tears falling from my eyes. 

 I forced myself off the bed and walked downstairs to the front door. I straightened out my hair as best as I could. I looked down to remind myself of what I was wearing. Just boxers and a white t shirt. I hope this is no body important so it won't matter what I'm wearing. Shrugging I opened the door. Before I could even see who it is I felt arms wrap around me. The force of the hug was so great I almost fell back.

I was in shock but as soon as I turned my head to the side, I couldn't believe who I saw. It was Kai. Kai was in my arms. Tears sprang to my eyes and my heart stopped. I pulled her away and held her at an arms length. I must be imagining it, she was here.

I took in her appearance. There were bruises scattered about and her brown hair wasn't as lively as it used to be. She was crying but she looked as beautiful as ever. I couldn't speak and neither could Kai. I was at loss for words. I had so many questions.

How did she get here? Is she okay? What happened to that guy? Where is he? Everything was running through my mind a mile a minute. 

I feel like she wasn't even here, like this was all a dream or just a cruel joke. After her being gone for so long it felt unreal. I forgot what it felt like to actually hold her in my arms. 

Was it my fault she got taken? I'm not sure but she's here now with me.

I wonder if she'll ever be able to move on, everything that has happened to her was traumatic, even for me. I don't think I will even be able to move on.

After I took in her presence I strangled her in a bone crushing hug as she did the same.

"I missed you so much." Kai whispered crying.

I couldn't let her go. "You were gone for so long Kai." I choked.

She was here, and I'd never let her go.

She nodded into my neck and I gripped her tighter. 

"I love you so much." She sobbed.

"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you." I chanted making sure she knew that.

Kai's POV

It's been one week since I've been home and I've never felt more safe. I connected with Harry in ways I'd never imagined. I thought I was close to him before but boy was I wrong. Now he wouldn't really let me out of his sight. 

It's been a bit awkward because I've been getting many sympathetic stares and frowns. I knew some felt sorrow for me but their frowns just reminded me. As of now my captor was captured while he was trying to flee the isolated house he kept me in before I escaped. 

He still needs to go to court but I think a punishment is obvious. 

Harry made me move into his apartment with him because he wants to make sure I'm okay. I mean I get that he is worried but I think this was a one time thing. The chances of it happening again are very unlikely, however Harry doesn't agree. I mean I can't complain, I kind of like his protective side. 

It felt great to be free, to be out of harm's way. I still get paranoid and have horrific nightmares, but when Harry shakes me awake, I am immediately safe in his arms. Harry wanted to thank Karen and Jack for helping me and basically saving my life. Without them I could've been dead.

Remember how they were having trouble with their farm and had fear of it shutting it down? Well Harry generously paid off their debt and they are able to keep the farm up and running. You could say my life is going pretty wonderful, and I can't disagree.

I'm so happy for Karen and Jack and they were excited too! They took a liking to Harry and I therefore they invited us to help out on the farm whenever we'd like. Karen knew I enjoyed being at the farm greatly, so I am able to actually work there. Instead of going to college, I'm going to be working on the farm. I can't wait, I was literally jumping for joy when I found out but I need to settle down first. Everyone agreed, right now I'm recovering.

I've been going to see a therapist. It's funny how I wanted to be in the therapist/counseling field but now I need to see one. Everybody needs help once in a while right?

Harry encouraged me going to work at the farm but he wanted me to wait until he goes on tour. So I guess I have to wait until Harry goes on tour and then I'll be able to work on the farm. I think it's better that way so I can spend as much time as I can with Harry before we seperate for a while. I also think it's best for me to settle down and just get away from the shock of past events. 

I'm never going to fully recover, so I might as well try and forget. So that's what I've been trying to do. 

Harry and I went through a lot together. Yes you can say we've never really been together for that long. But with our journey, we've been to the moon and back.

"Ready to go babe?" Harry called from descending down the stairs.

I smiled nodding. He was taking me out to dinner because we didn't have time to cook like we planned. 

He opened the door and locked it behind us. I hopped into the passanger seat of his car as he did the same.

He smiled at me showing off his dimples, my favorite feature of his.

"I'm so happy you're back. You don't know how much I missed you. You will never get hurt again I swear, you'll always be with me. You keep me smiling Kai, I love you more than you'll ever know."  Harry told me.

I felt my heart well as he said those compliments. I don't know where his sudden outbursts have been coming from but he's been randomly saying things like this to me. I don't mind at all, I enjoy it.

"Harry you've done so much for me, I want to thank you for everything. You're the only one I have now and I wouldn't change it for the world."

He smiled and carressed my cheek with his large hand, 

"As long as you're with me, you'll never feel alone."