𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞-𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲

I used some of my own thought in this chapter, I hope some of you guys can relate and feel like someone understands you.

Also I just wanna clarify, no, this fanfic doesn't have the original amphibia au in it. Anne didn't die and the plantars are still there, they visit amphibia every once and a while and the plantars stay in the human realm for a couple weeks and go back.

It would cause to much pain if the plantars weren't there.

It was the middle of the night and Anne was wide awake while staring at her bedroom ceiling. She was thinking about certain things such as the events that happened earlier...

And insecurities.

When she was fighting, it was something Anne hadn't seen before. Yeah, she had seen Sasha angry before, she's fought her for gods sake. But she never seen Sasha THAT angry before. She had never seen Sasha get pissed of so easily just for her sake. Yeah, Anne knew that Sasha had a thing for protecting and defending her, but jeez, she didn't think it meant THAT much to her to the point where she'd almost kill someone for her.

But....

She couldn't help but notice how beautiful the blonde had looked. Yeah, it's not a very good thing to be thinking about how beautiful your girlfriend looks while whooping someone's ass, but Anne couldn't help but take notice of it.

Anne felt her face heat up at the thoughts. 'She's so pretty damnit... I can't believe she's my girlfriend now, and she kissed me earlier!'

'Why does Heather think she could get with her? Sasha would never get with a stuck up bitch like her. I feel bad for Sasha. It pissed me off even more when Sasha gave her that polyester sweater. That hurt like hell.'

'Everything about her just screams pretty blonde girl. So does Marcy, she may have some insecurities like me but she has no idea how beautiful she is. Does she even share my feelings?'

'Now that I think she probably has something out for me and Sasha, considering all the magazines with the curly haired tan girls and the blonde blue-eyed models in her room.'

'Now that I think about Marcy, she's been a bit more distant from us. Ouch, this is what I've been worrying about. I don't want to lose anyone else. Andrias was right.'

'The more you love them, the more it hurts when they go.'

'I love her, I love them both. Their so gorgeous and kind to me, all the time. Sasha's mature and independent, you can always count on her for something. Marcy's kind and intelligent, anything your confused on, she's got it in the bag. I can't help but be jealous of them for both of those things. Why can't I be strong and muscular like Sasha? Why can't I have a cute and girly voice like Marcy? Why don't I look cute in girly clothes? Why do I have to cover myself with boy clothes because of my body insecurities? Why have people mistaken me for a man so many times...? It hurts, I know I shouldn't be jealous of my own girlfriend, it's petty, I know. But I want the things she has.'

'I look weird. I can't even put on certain clothes, I don't even look good in mom jeans for gods sake. Maybe I should try harder? I shouldn't be so obsessed and I should lower my expectations. Eighth grade prom is coming up soon, I was never cut out for prom queen. I fuck up everything. I couldn't even be commander, those frogs were counting on me. Everyone thinks I'm the smart one, so why do I keep acting so dumb? I can never get anything right. My parents think I look good in everything, they think I'm so beautiful, this liars... they probably think I'm an ugly bitch just like Maggie does!'

'Like, your my mother and I look just like you, of course you'd think I'm pretty.'

'Why can't I be like Sasha? She lead an entire frog AND TOAD army. Her hair remained so tame and beautiful even after all the fighting she did, meanwhile mine gets messy at every movement I make. And Marcy.... She's skinny, with skinny arms and legs just like me. This might sound a little perverted that I'm thinking about someone's body but it isn't. She has the exact body type as me and she looks beautiful, why don't I look like her? I'm only 13, I don't expect to look like a model with a perfect body, I'm not even finished growing so it's hard to be angry at that. My parents were right, I should have stayed away from the internet. I hate wanting to fit in with people that don't give a shit about me, people just walk all over me. Their the reason I never loved myself. People should lower their beauty standards and stop expecting everyone to look like damn dolls.'

'I hate this. Why should people feel like they should starve to be pretty?'

"Beauty is pain", fuck that shit.'

I shouldn't feel like I'm only happy if I look a certain way. I wanna be me, I don't wanna have insecurities. I wanna feel comfortable in my own skin and not feel like I disgust people every time they look at me. I wanna be me, not someone else. I just want to be able to look in the mirror and see the same me staring back.'

Anne's thoughts were interrupted when she heard her bedroom door creak open.

She turned her head to see who had opened the door and was met with her mother who had a confused expression on her face.

"Why are you still awake? You see what time it is? You have school tomorrow y'know." Mrs. B confronted.

"Sorry mom, I'll go to bed now." Anne responded.

Mrs. B then shot Anne a look before quietly shutting the door.

Anne sighed and turned her head back and continued staring at her ceiling, shutting her eyes.

......

This part takes place at like 6:00-7:00 in the morning, it's cloudy and cold and just gives off stay home morning vibes:)

Anne flinched awake, quickly extending her arm and throwing the loud alarm clock at the wall. She let out a big sigh and rubbed her blurry eyes. She had barely gotten any sleep the night before, she was pretty sure she already had big dark circles under her eyes.

She got up from her bed and look out from her window and she noticed something.

It was raining.

Hard.

And it wasn't just any ordinary rain, it was pouring, and there was thunder and lightning. A storm.

Welp, looks like a free day off of school for her.

That's a win win.

'There's a storm!? Wooo! That means my mom will allow me to stay home! I wonder if Sasha and Marcy are staying home too, they always stay home during storms. I'll just call them to make sure.'

'I don't wanna be alone.'

:D

After the call

'Yay their coming over! They're so sweet oh my god, then making the decision to go out in a rain storm to come and hang out really means a lot to me.'

Anne's thoughts were interrupted when she heard the sound of her doorbell. She then raised her eyebrow, a confused expression in her face. 'Their here already!? Jeez, they must have been hyped to watch some movies.'

Anne then walked out of her bedroom and headed downstairs. Once she got downstairs she opened up the front door and was met with her two friends with big grins on their faces and snacks in their arms.

"Hey scoob!" Marcy greeted.

"Sup Anne!" Sasha greeted.

Anne chuckled as she opened the door even wider, welcoming them in. "Hey guys! I'm so glad we get to stay home and watch movies together." Anne said.

"Yea me too! The last time we ever did this was when we watched a horror movie and teased Marcy." Sasha chuckled.

Marcy looked up at the mention of her name, cheeks heating up as the memories flooded back into her mind.

The two girls both took their wet shoes off at the door and walked all the way into the house. Anne noticed the outfits they were wearing, silly but pretty.

Marcy was wearing a silly green dinosaur onesie, meanwhile Sasha was wearing a light purple crop top with pajama pants that totally didn't match the shirt.

Anne also noticed something else that shocked her.

Sasha's back scar from fighting Darcy.

Anne's smile fell as she examined the scar on her back. Negative thought flooding through her head. That hurt her heart, real bad. If Anne hadn't listened to Sasha when she told her that Andrias was bad then Marcy wouldn't have gotten stabbed and turned into Darcy. And if Marcy hadn't turned into Darcy then Sasha wouldn't have to go through the pain of the scar on her back.

Anne must have been day dreaming because she noticed two fingers in front of her snapping.

"Anne? You good?" Sasha questioned.

"U-U-Uh, yeah... just thinking about some things." She responded.

"We'll let's go! These snack won't eat themselves!" Marcy shouted with a grin on her face, as she ran into the living room.

Anne then chuckled as she chased after Marcy. "Okay!"

Sasha did the same.

......

It was very chilly in Anne's living room due to the cold rain coming from outside. So the three girls were huddled under a blanket, hugging each other for more warmth. There were packs of cookies on the small table in front of them and sour candy everywhere, and Marcy's tongue was blue. The movie they were watching was romantic, and sweet. It was about the main character, who has many problems such as insecurities, parents, imperfections, and confession to their best friends. In the movie the main character expresses their feelings to their friends by putting notes in they're lockers every single day, except their friends don't know it's them.

It was called Forever Letters.

Anne wasn't really paying attention to the movie at all. She was just exhausted from the day before at school and not getting any sleep. Sasha let out a small noise of surprise when she felt a familiar head fall on her shoulder.

It was Anne, sleeping.

Sasha smiled in adoration at the girls gesture and raised her hand from under the blanket and began to rub the Anne's hair. Anne stirred in her sleep at the contact. She then wrapped her arms around Sasha's neck and pinned her down, forcing her to lay on her back. Sasha stared down in shock while Anne lied down on her chest. Marcy noticed the sudden movement and turned her head to look at her, a jealous expression forming on her face.

"Awww, c'mere you." Sasha said.

Marcy happily crawled over to the both of them, laying on the opposite side of Sasha's chest. Sasha raised her unoccupied arm and began stroking Marcy's hair also, her heart rate speeding up.

Cuddling with her girlfriend, and her soon-to-be-girlfriend and was amazing for Sasha.

I'm up at 5am writing this lol

I can't sleep I'm not tired and it's like this every night, my sleep pattern is so fucked up😭

Im up a watching miraculous.

Soon you'll see a lot of references to Anne's death in the original amphibia au and future calamity trio references.

And death jokes in amphibia.

Let me know what jokes you guys want and I'll make sure to add them:)