8

Madison's POV

"I've gotta go Mads." Nessa says with a sigh after about 5 episodes of Vampire Diaries.

I groan but agree, knowing how her parents can get.

"I'll see you at school." I said hugging her and she smiles and nods.

"Love you." She said slipping on her shoes before grabbing her phone and and her keys.

"Love you too." I said laying back down as she walks out.

I pout when she's gone, missing my best friend already.

I get up and walk downstairs to get food.

"Hey hot stuff." I hear and turn around, seeing Ethan walking out the bathroom.

"Shut the fuck up." I said walking into the kitchen.

"Why are they still here?" I asked my brother as I grabbed my food.

"Why is Vanessa still here?" He replied

"Is that seriously why they are still here?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows

"Well... partial reason." He said with a small shrug, taking a drink from his water.

"Whatever she left a few minutes ago." I said.

"Ohh.. well then.. I have to run to get some drinks. Who's coming?" Ryan asks, glancing between the boys.

"I don't feel like it." Grayson says, playing Mario Kart.

"I'll go" Ethan replies with a shrug.

"Well I guess your staying with Grayson. You don't seem to have as big of an issue with him." Ryan pats my back and I huff, even though I want them to leave me with Gray.

"I don't care. I'm going back to my room to watch my show and eat my food." I said rolling my eyes and walking back to my room.

Well .... not quite I just shut my door, but I quietly go back to the stairs and listen.

They talk to Grayson for a minute and then I hear the door shutting and locking.

I go into my room and look out the window, watching them leave.

I walk out of my room and go downstairs, checking out the window again and the car is not here.

Perfect.

I look into the livingroom, seeing Grayson getting up and making his way over to me, a small smile on his face.

"Why did they need drinks?" I asked him.

"They want to get drunk." Grayson said and I look down.

I hate when Ryan is drunk.

"Please make them go somewhere else with that." I whined and he tilts his head a little.

His eyes flicker up to meet mine and he nods.

"I guess I could just get them to take it to my house." He said with a shrug

"Ok." I said smiling a little

He smiles a little also.

"So.... are you really gonna go up to your room to eat and watch your show?" He asked me.

"Mmmmm.... kinda wanna kiss you" I said and he smiles and steps closer.

He pulls me in and leans down, pressing his lips to mine.

I kiss him back, pulling his face closer.

He backs me up,my back pressing against the wall after a minute and I entangle my finger into his hair.

His lips move in sync with my own, making me want more and more with each move.

He breaks the kiss and I look up at him, my hands sliding to his neck and I caress his jaw gently.

He clenches it as he looks down at me.

"Your so pretty." He said.  His cheeks start to redden and he groans.

"I mean your more than pretty. Well I uh.  Shit I'm weirding you out.  I mean your super fricken beautiful not pretty.  Not to overstep or anythin-" I giggle at his rambling.

"Gray." I interrupted

"Yeah?" He asks

"Thank you." I said smiling, blushing a little too oddly.

"Your beautiful too." I said and he looks up to me, his mouth opening a little to say something as his cheeks get more red.

I smile at how easily he blushes.

"Why are y'all listening to music so loud?" I asked him curiously and he sighs.

"Your brother. It's like this is a competition to him or something." He said.

"But um anyways.. Madison I was actually wondering if I can maybe.. tell someone" he said looking down.

"What?!? What happened to 'nobody needs to know my business'?!?!?" I asked, using a deeper voice to quote him.

"That statement still stands. I just kinda wanted to talk to someone...." he said blushing

"Who?!" I asked

"My mommm." He dragged out, trailing off as his cheeks were on fire

I smiled a little at how cute he is.

"Is she gonna spill the beans to your brother?" I asked him, raising an eyebrow

"I'll tell her not to." He says

"Ok. You can tell her.. but only because I kinda told Nessa..." I said blushing as well now.

His eyes widen.

"You didn't." He said.

"What do you mean? Of course I did! She's my best friend" I said crossing my arms, confused

He groans at the sound of the loud music still bursting out eardrums and cuts it off.

"Your best friend has been keeping a secret from you." He said making me get confused.

"What?" I asked"Do you know it?" I asked him and he sighs, nodding

"Tell me!" I exclaimed.

"Madison, no. She needs to tell you.. just know her and Ryan do not hate eachother as much as you think they do." He said and I look up to him

Are they friends?!?!?Did they fuck?!What the hell is going on between them?

I look down.

"Why are they lying to me?" I asked him.

"Because it's kinda huge..." he said with a shrug.

"And you get to know?!?!? Does Ethan know too?" I asked getting angry.

He lets out a sigh and nods.

I scoff and walk away.

My brother and Ethan walks in.

"What the fuck is going on between you and Nessa?" I asked sternly, pushing Ethan out of the way.

I glance between the boys as both of their eyes grow wide.

Ryan's quickly goes back to normal, trying to play dumb.

"Nothing. She's a total bitch what are you talking about." He says.

"Don't. Lie." I said getting more and more upset by the second.

He lets out a sigh.

"We kinda... well we went on some dates.. and kissed.. a lot. Maybe some light sex." He said and I squint a little, biting the corner of my lip for a second.

"So you are fucking my friends now?" I asked him.

"Mads it's-" I cut him off.

"Don't give me your fucking excuses.. you make all these stupid fucking rules for me. 'No boyfriends'. 'No sex'. 'No kissing or fucking' 'can't be friends with your friends'. 'Can't be anything more than friends with any guy.' Meanwhile. Your over here breaking them for me. You don't see me fucking Ethan do you.?!" I asked him and he looks down.

"You totally could." Ethan butts in and I glare at him, Ryan punching him in his he arm.

I shake my head.

"And the worst part is I am the only who didn't know.." I said

"The fucking Dolans knew before me. And I am you stupid fucking sister and her stupid fucking bestfriend" I said wiping the stupid tears that decided to come out.

He stays quiet and I scoff and walk back up to my room.

I hear arguing downstairs and feel bad that I just put Grayson in that situation.

I sigh and lay on my bed.

I'm not angry at them. I'm disappointed and kind of disgusted. And sad that they lied to me.