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It's been already 3 weeks since I saw him for the last time. He didn't try to contact me, he doesn't even have a way to contact me, and I didn't contact him.

He's probably happier. Yes, he thinks I cheated on him and maybe that's selfish but he's safe. No one can ever take his dream away from him anymore.

Nights are hard and everytime I close my eyes I could see his smile and hear his laugh. I miss him more than anything and living without him is harder and harder everyday.

It was one of the weakest nights since I saw him and I couldn't help myself. I missed my sweet friends so much too.

how are you?

I didn't get response until the morning. I really thought I would never reach them again.

HyunjinWho are you?

hyunjin i'm begging you please don't tell binnie i'm texting you, i know you're best friends but please please don't tell him, i just want to ask how are you and boys

HyunjinOh my god Minji are you okay? We tried to found your new number but we couldn't since your phone is here.

i'm not but it doesn't matter, my phone is there?

HyunjinYes, I'm so sorry what happened to you. Why didn't you tell us?

what?

HyunjinWe know everything sweetie. We know he abused you. We know what he did to you. Changbin knows everything.

how?

HyunjinHe found the notes you've been writing

oh my god

HyunjinAre you okay?

no. i miss him so much it's so hard

Hyunjin

He misses you too, he's not the same anymore. He's just pretending at the concerts and then he's alone all evening all day, he didn't even wanted to see Eiffel tower when we were in France.

can you make a groupchat with boys without Changbin? I want to explain everything, tell them that Changbin can't know about this, I'm not ready yet

HyunjinSure, one second

SKZ + Minji - Changbin

you didn't have to name the groupchat like that Jinnie ...

ChanAre you alright?

Jeongini miss you

Felixminji please tell us everything

JisungMinji really, we need to know everything about you

oh god calm down i can't read that fast

SeungminPlease

are you all sure Changbin doesn't know? I firstly want to tell you, please

ChanOf course, don't worry he's clueless

it started in Sydney, concert ended and he said he need to show me something and I was that stupid and I just went with him. He locked us in the empty room with a camera recording us he said he will post it everywhere and it will ruin your career because I'm dating Changbin and I couldn't let it happen, I couldn't ruin your career there's no way I would let that happen, I ran to the bathroom and he followed me, I was begging on my knees

MinhoThat's it. He's dead.

JisungMotherfucker

it's just beginning

ChanGo on

then in melbourne he pulled me into another room, he kissed me and started licking my lips, grabbing my neck and when I went on the stage with you and changbin said i'm his beautiful girlfriend he got mad and made me stroke his D...but then Changbin asked me why I was with me and I had to lie and we didn't say the same liein barcelona I wanted to go to Jinnie's room and I opened wrong door, he pulled me in and made a hickey on my neck and we had a fight with changbin because he saw me leaving his room and then I decided to leave, to protect himand when you were in italy I was there, I passed seungmin on the hallway, I found Akuma and took his phone and deleted every single thing in his phone and when I saw Binnie smiling I knew it's too late, that he is happy

ChanManager will fire him tomorrow and send him home

no he will do something

ChanWhat would he do? He doesn't have evidence. Fuck him. He's out

SeungminThat was you??? I was thinking about it all day

HyunjinI hate him

Felixi'm saving a big hug for you

MinhoI'm so sorry Minji

JisungYou're amazing and Changbin misses you

JeonginHe isn't the same he misses you so much

he hates me, he thinks baby isn't his, but it is

JisungI don't want to be disrespectful but who is gonna be a godfather???

ChanListen, he loves you so much and he can't shut up about you, we're switching every night to watch him sleep because he didn't sleep for so long and he's so tired. He misses you okay? And the thought of him having a baby with you and not be able to be with you is killing him Minji

really?

HyunjinReally

Minho-->reply to Jisung: Not now babe

i don't know what to do

ChanI know what you need to do