Chapter 2

Warning: This chapter contains abuse. If you're not comfortable with it, don't read. If you like this chapter I'd be very happy about a comment or a vote. Thank you so much!

Maybe tonight I'll call ya

After my blood turns into alcohol

- Ed Sheeran

The time flew by as Harry dived head forward into the world of Hogwarts getting enchanted by Harry Potter, the all so smart Hermione and then the just .. awkward but adorable Ron. It was a sight for itself.. forest green eyes broad and big, dark eyebrows creasing here and there and then a giggle left Harry's mouth he wasn't aware of.

Louis was, though. He watched him, blue curious eyes watching Harry's plump pink lips tug up into a smile, his dimples popping and his eyes started to shine with amazement.

Louis tried finding excuses to get up and work on the first floor Harry was, moving around to tidy up the children's area since there are always books standing in the wrong places.

Louis could feel his belly churn lightly as he thought about the parents that let their children yank out books, throwing them around carelessly like this was the arcade.

He rolled his eyes and picked up ''Winnie the Pooh'', placing it back into the shelf as Harry broke into a fit of laughter.

''What's so funny there?'' Louis grinned just as Harry started to babble, snorting lightly through his laughter but Louis could make out a few words. Dudley.. pig tail.. cake. Ohhh. Of course, Louis remembered that one. Dudley got a pig's tail because he ate the cake that was meant for Harry, to celebrate his last day at his horrible ''family''.

Louis found that one quite funny but he didn't break into a fit of laughter like Harry just did and.. yep he still was at it. He wanted to tell the boy badly how cute he was, how he adored that dimples poking out and how his eyes sparkled up with happiness but he was dumbfounded. Louis couldn't fall in love with a stranger in a blink of an eye. He couldn't bother his costumers.

He smiled though and nodded his head softly.

''it is quite funny..'' Louis sighed, made a quick decision that would hopefully would not be too pushy and walked up to the taller boy.

''you know what, take it with you. I'm paying for this'' Louis said softly interrupting Harry's laughter and caused him to fall back in silence just like he got sick of the sound of his own laugh. And Harry was, truly. He didn't notice, he got distracted by that book in his hands and it made his green orbs big and dull again.

He wasn't used to people being nice to him, especially not to a stranger paying a book for him because he liked it but didn't have money with him.

''No'' Harry said quickly and shook his head.

''Maybe I do have it at home.. '' He exhaled slowly running a hand through his thick chestnut curls causing them to stay like that for a few seconds, pushed back, until the first few strands fell back into his face. Stubborn. A small frown settled on Harry's lips so he lifted the strands back, parting some off the rest of his hairs and tied it up into a messy small bun, just as Louis literally died from all of it.

Harry's eyes fell down to his watch, luckily it still worked even if his sleeve was wet with the rain from earlier and he sucked in a sharp breath. He didn't know that it was that late already.

''Fuck'' He rushed out and whimpered, quickly standing up and taking his jacket and shoes back on confusing Louis who just looked at him with big blue eyes.

''Forgot time during reading?'' Louis smiled shyly, taking the book gently and quickly made his way down so he could give Harry the book. And as Louis stood at the counter he scribbled his number down on a little paper, writing 'Louis ' on it before his bravery disappeared again and quickly slipped it in the last page of the book.

His eyes flickered up to Harry and this was all stupid because he didn't even know if Harry was into boys, probably not because he was just.. too gorgeous. Women must be all over him. A shaky exhale escaped Louis parted lips as he hopefully held the bag with the book up, Harry was just reading.

''Please?'' His teeth sunk down in his lip as Harry carefully took it, looking in Louis eyes and something was telling Louis that he wanted to stay here, to bury his nose together with Louis in a book again (or even in Louis) but maybe that was Louis imagination again.

His cheeks flushed adorably from it.

'' 't was nice meeting you'' He waved gently but Harry only nodded, walking over to the door, a small smile settling on his lips as he reached it and pushed it open. Louis gave him a little happiness back.

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Harry swallowed thickly as he saw Will's black range rover pulled up in their garage and in that second he knew he was in bad trouble. Will came home and did not find dinner. No Harry. He must be furious. Harry let out a soft whimper and padded up to the door sliding his key in and opening the door being greeted by dark almost black eyes that bore into his and a stinging pain causes Harry's face to turn harshly.

He felt something wet run down his nose and whimpered a little as he tasted the metallic blood on the tip of his tongue.

''W-will'' he sobbed out once, holding onto his hurting cheek and looked up with deer- like eyes.

''Took a walk and e-ended up in a book shop. I-i forgot time'' Harry cried softly, already feeling so bad for leaving already.

Will's eyes narrowed.

He scoffed and licked over his lips as he took the bag from Harry's hand peeking inside and pulled the book out.

''Harry Potter...'' he slowly read out, his voice dripping with venom.

''Has it been nice?'' His voice was calm. Way too calm. Harry slowly shook his head and sniffled. Will let out a low growl, throwing the book behind him and Harry's eyes widened in pure shock at the little paper flying out of it. No.

His breathing got heavier and he felt a dull pain in his back as the handle of the door knob buried itself painfully in there, a hand clasped around his neck cutting off his air and squeezed.

''I asked you..'' Will started, voice so deep and dark that it made Harry sob out.

''I'm sorry'' he repeated over and over again until his eyes fluttered from the slow lack of oxygen that came over his body.

This happened a lot. Will always choked him if he got mad.

''you're going to pay for that hm? And then you're going to crawl on your knees in the kitchen and make me a good, tasty dinner. Got that?'' Harry only nodded weakly, his head started to feel funny.

Will raped him right there against the door until Harry passed out. Things got worse. Harry woke up in the middle of the night, almost passing out again at the burning pain between his legs and he bit down on his trembling lip, not crying out because he knew Will would be asleep. He dragged himself over to the book, taking it along with the small paper and then somehow made his way to his room, collapsing down on the bed.

He deserved this. Harry could only explain it to him like this.

His eyes weakly scanned the paper, his mouth going dry as he read Louis name on it. Why would he slip his phone number in Harry's book?

He furrowed his brows and rolled carefully onto his back in attempt to avoid the throbbing pain whenever he laid on his bottom, reaching underneath his bed to get his bottle of alcohol out. He wasn't a drinker.

But the pain and all this was way too hard to endure. It hurt too much and the alcohol numbed the pain. He saved Louis number in his phone though before he brought the bottle up to his lips, his blood turned to alcohol but he didn't call.

Harry would never deserve a guy like Louis. He didn't deserve his smile, nor his sparkling eyes. Louis was a handsome lad there was no question about it. He sighed quietly, feeling the bruise start to bloom on his cheek. Harry wouldn't be able to take a walk tomorrow. Well, Louis probably wouldn't want to see him so that's that.

He placed the bottle down, staring at Louis' number on the shining display that hurt his tired eyes. Harry locked his phone and hugged the book to his chest, finding some kind of comfort in it and closed his heavy eye lids and escaped into a world where no one could hurt him.

I changed the ending y'all :) if you like this book i'd be so happy about a vote or any comment, feedback or ideas! Thanks so much x