Agurments&Feelings

Felix POV

"Can you go check on Joell for me ?" Marzia nudged me.

"But I'm so lazy!" I said in a baby type voice.

"Please! " She said as she made a puppy dog face, I couldn't say no to that face.

"Fine! " I said as I got up and she looked at me with her big eyes and beautiful smile, God I loved this women and nothing with change that!

I walked away and went through a crowd of people. As I walk towards the door I see, through the big windows, Joell just standing there but her mouth was moving like she was talking. When I move Closer to through the people and I see ...

Ian

I stand in the middle of the people just looking at them.. waiting for something. I see a empty stool by this small bar so I went over a sat on it.

I...I turned around to the shocking truth: I saw Ian and Joell kissing.

I jumped out my chair but tripped over my feet so it looked like I was drunk and it really looked like it cause I was by a bar!

I know that's what they where saying too.  "Go home Felix, you're drunk! "

As I try and play off that embarrassing moment I saw that Joell and Ian coming back in. I quickly turn around until Joell walked passed, when she walked passed I grabbed her hand cause I had to talk to her NOW!

She looked shocked at me cause first she didn't even know that I'm the one that grabbed her and by my sudden force by the way I grabbed her. I didn't mean to but I was confused and angry that she lied to me about her relationship with Ian, there is nothing wrong with it!

"Felix, let go of me!" Joell said as she was trailing behind me. I ignored her until we got outside.

"Why did you lie to me?" I said as I looked in her eyes that were sad but shocked.

"I ...I ummm. " She said putting her head down.

"Joell what's going on with you and Ian? "

Her eyes met mine when I asked her that question. I watched as she looked like she tried to think of an reason to lie to me again. I walked Closer to her to get her out of her lying thoughts.

"Nothing. " She said with a serious face just looking directly at me, in my eyes just lying. I was getting frustrating that she was just lying to me.

"Your lying to me again! Why are you lying to me?! I'm your friend ,your not suppose time lie to your friends! Now I know you have history with Ian! Can you please tell me!"

"Of course me and Ian has history, we were best friends! "

"No! I mean history history !"

"God dammit Felix! Why do you need to know! Yes me and Ian has 'history history ' Okay but it's only bad and I really don't wanna talk about!! " She snapped on me which kinda scared me cause she never got mad at me or anyone like that. Some odd reason I wanted to know what happen between them.

"Can..can u tell me what happen between you too?"

"Are you fucking serious! After I told I don't wanna talk about it! " She said as she started to walk to the door. I  jogging over to her before she got to the door and luckily I did.

"Wait...Joell...can u please tell me!" I said as I caught her arm.  She pulled her arm from my hand harshly.

"Fine! Okay ! He broke my heart!  We were going on a date and he stood me up! He never talk to me since that happen! That was two years ago! Two! Two years  without the one I loved with my heart! Have you ever been away from Marzia for two years! It feels lonely but you know what's bad, I actually forgot about Ian! I dated again, a sweet guy named Derek but of course that didn't work.  Nothing ever works for me!  Now are you happy with your life that you know my worst secret! "

I was speechless, it was a lot to take in at once. Joell stood there with a sad face but angry in her eyes including tears.

"Joell I'm sorry -" I said but was cut off by her.

"No your not sorry! If you were sorry you would have never asked me this dumb question!  " She said screaming with anger. As she continued yell are me I tried to calm her down.

"Joell calm down -" But I was cut off by her yelling. But I kept trying to calm her down but I was not working.  She was going on and on about how stupid I was and why would I ask such a stupid question?

I couldn't find a way to calm her down and I know going back and forth was not working!  Everything was going so fast.. I didn't know what to do but...

...Kiss her...

I kissed her harshly but It only lasted for about 3 seconds before Joell hit my chest to get off.  I pulled away and held my mouth in shock that I kissed one of my best friends!  I betrayed Marzia.. her love.. her trust

.... her everything is gone in my head.

I looked at Joell, who still had tears in her eyes. She looked so shocked she couldn't even say anything.  She looked disgusted at me before she made her way to the door and I didn't even stop her cause I know she does not wanna see me, talk to me, anything with me in it!

So many things where running through my head but the biggest problem was that...

I liked the kiss.

Hey my Ian Lovers... I'M back with another chapter!!! Omfg can u believe Felix (I have Nothing against pews.. so plz don't hate me!!)!!

But guys tell me if u want the karaoke part or u want me to skip it cause if I skip it we can get to the date between Joell and Ian faster and a new character.. Who ever can guess will have a shout out!! Okay... see u next week

                              Smosherluv. OUT!!