Our Past

Me and ian has history together..... bad history . When i got home i immedley went to go lay down, my heart stll racing from shock i grabbed a pillow and started crying. If you wonder why im acting like a teenager who just got there heart broken, it is because i did. FLASHBACK.......... Me and ian has been friends since 7th grade all the way to collage, we did everything together.. and when i say everything i mean...EVERYTHING! We went to the mall together, when one of us was sick we would take care of each other.. everything. AND DONT SAY GO TO THE BATHROOM TOGETHER CAUSE I KNOW YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT IT!!!!!

In college ian and i were coming from a party we were walking home and right before i went in my building i got a text ... it was from ian. I looked his way (we lived in different bulidings) he was waving at me and walks in the his buliding. As i walked in my room and jumped in my pjs i layed down and almost fell asleep then i remember i got a text from ian. I checked my phone and clicked the text from ian , it reads : Hey joell.. um i had fun tonite and ...um i just wanna know do you hang out soon . I was shocked but sooooo happy,i liked ian for so long it is crazy!!! I texted him back even though it was about 2am : yessss i would love to go hang out sometime what bout saturday!!! i sent the message and layed down about two seconds later ian texted back: GREAT YEAH SATURDAY SOUNDS GREAT AND I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU TOMMOROW!!! I smiled and went to sleep.

The next day i woke up and and got dressed and stuff. I grabbed my stuff and open the door and left but only two feet from my door i noticed something on my door, i walked backwards and grabbed the paper on my door and read it: HEY JOELL COME TO THE LIBRAY IN YOUR BUILDING- FROM IAN. I smiled and went to the libray i looked around to see no one i turned aroung to find a chair in the middle of the room that was not there. i squinted and walk toward the chair the note said :SIT DOWN NOW!! i think about it and sit down then all of a sudden two arms lift me from out of the chair i screamed in fear. It was ian crazy self, " god ian you cant just scare me like that " i said while im still in the air. He laughs and put me down. " so what do you want to talk about?? i said with a smile. He looks at me and let go of me, i just looked at him in a confused face. He pacing back and forth like he was thinking. " ian are you-" i was cut off by ian kissing me. i froze in place but started to kiss him back. it was magical like i never wanted to stop. But we were cut off by the bell teling everyone that they were late if they were not in class. we both ran to class in happiness.

It was saturday , are date was tonite. I got dressed up in a black dress and red earrings with red heels. He said he was going to come at 7:30pm it is 7: 30. i waited and waited then around 10:00 i gave up trying to stay up. I layed down and started crying. I felt heartbroken, betrayed, hurt cause he stood me up, my best friend stood me up. I woke up yesterday and got ready for my day i walked out and saw one of my friends and asked her what she did yesterday she said she went to a party and she said something that hurt me so much she said your friend ian is a really funny guy,he was at the party! She walked away and i just stood there in surprise.... IAN WENT TO A PARTY INSTEAD OF GOING ON A DATE WITH ME!!!

THAT WAS OUR BAD HISTORY THAT WHY I FREAKED OUT WHEN I SAW HIM WE DIDNT TALK SINCE HE STOOD ME UP. I woke up by my phone ringing , i looked at the tie it was 10:00am.