Chapter 18

...(Y/N)'s POV...

I stand over a grave, tears drip off my face. I lightly run my hand across the top of the head stone, I soon sit down in front of it re-reading the words in graves into the stone, over and over again.

"Mary (L/N), born February 14, 1980 - died March 11, 2015."

The words taunt me, it's been a year... yet I still can't leave her. The thought of not speaking to her ever again or hugging her... hurts me, I feel empty without her being next to me... supporting me. I miss my old life... my old dad... brother... Mom, none of them are here anymore. I want them back, part of me wishes I wouldn't of ever came back here... but part of me is happy I did.

I sit there as dark thoughts turn in my head, I tears continue to fall. Soon I feel as if someone else was here with me, I don't move because the energy felt pure... it was good. I don't know why but I've always been able to tell the energy that was put off by others, I feel a hand land on my shoulder and a faint white glow come from the direction of the energy. I turn my head, but their was nothing there.

I stand up and brush my fingers across the top of it, then I walk away like nothing happened. I walk down the road towards Travis house, I knock on the door and the door opens a few seconds later. Travis engulfs me in a hug, I hug back for a few seconds then let go and he does the same. "So, Travis we going to the Aphmau pool thing today?" Travis thinks for a little then  says."If you wanna." He smiles a little."Well, I don't mind... plus I can see all of them outside of school." I decide."Great! Well I told my dad that we might yesterday so he would grab a swim suit for you, so I assume it's in the bag with the rest of your stuff." I nod and walk up stairs and rummage through my bag finding my (F/C) colored one.

...after changing...

I walk out of Travis's room to see him in green swim trucks and a plain white t-shirt, I walk over to him wearing a one piece swim suit to avoid showing all my scars and bruises. I still had a few scars on my arms and legs but their not as big as the one across my stomach, their a bit my reasonable. Travis opens the door and we walk outside and down the street to Aphmau house, I feel nervous. Travis side hugs me to try to relax me, I knew I will know a lot of these people from school but that doesn't mean I still can't be nervous. While I was lost in thought Travis kisses my cheek, I immediately snap out of my thoughts and back to reality."Travis you can't do that at Aph's so you better get that out of your system now." I inform him."Fine." With that Travis pulls me close and kisses me passionately on the lips and I kiss back, we stand there for about 3 minutes.

Then we hear a scream, I pull away and see Kawaii~Chan and Aphmau are standing on her porch fangirling. Kawaii~Chan soon screams."MY SHIP!!!" I cover my ears at the pitch that shouldn't be humanly possible."Kawaii~Chan!! Aphmau!!! Don't say anything to anyone else!!!" I yell at them."Oops Kawaii~Chan already sent it to everyone!" Kawaii~Chan nervously laughs."Kawaii~Chan!!" I whine. "Well no point of hiding it now." Travis wraps his arms around my waist, from inside the house I hear squealing. "I think they got the picture." I look at Travis."Yup." He agrees, then everyone runs outside to see me and Travis."This is going to be a nightmare..."

Thanks for reading and thesupport!! I hope you enjoyed!! Thanks for the idea Damri he's a friend in real life!he gave me the idea to cry over the grave!!!Love,Faith!!