Part 11

Looking at his metal arm, I held it with my hand molding it with my own fingers. He watched me as I do it and I could feel my body heat increases.

"How does it feel, Bucky?" I whispered.

Hayley, what the hell are you doing? Drop his arm and forget what you're thinking, it's just nothing to do with what you are suppose to do with him.

I know that he's still watching me, and I could feel his gaze. It feels like I'm suffocating myself, the blood in my veins rushes now. Bucky's right hand went on my chin as he tilted my face to look at him.

"Just as how this feels" I didn't have the time to speak as his lips connected with mine. He's too painfully gentle and I forced myself not to kiss him harder. I just let him kiss me. He broke the kiss and I haven't opened my eyes yet, I want to feel him.

"Hayley?" he whispered. My eyes flattered open as I looked at him. That kiss are now starting to form a lot of questions in my head. Why did he do that?

"What?" I muttered.

What should I say? Or react? It blocks me from thinking straight.

What the hell are you doing to me, James Buchanan Barnes?

"Sorry. I should've not done that, I just couldn't force myself to stop. You–"

"It's okay, Bucky. You don't have to feel sorry about what you did" I swear I will never forget about it. His lips were so soft and gentle, I could've asked for more yet the other part of me says I should stop.

I let go of his metal arm and I could see the growing pain in his eyes. If I stayed closer, I'm afraid I will never get a chance on leaving Bucky. I know I barely knew him, but every single minute that passes us by, I'm getting used to him. I just love the way what we are now.

Making my way to the table, I felt an arm wrapped around my wrist as I was spun around and lips crashed into mine. This time, he made it harder and bring myself answering it. My arms went around his neck and his rested on my hips.

"Bucky" I breathed. My heart is thumping too fast.

"Forgive me, Hayley" he said but didn't stop from kissing me. I bit his lower lip and he growled.

His glowing eyes transfixed with mine as he clenched his jaw. I licked my lips and heaved a breath.

"Let's go home"