CHAPTER 11

THE NEXT DAY

Raegans POV 

I woke up to a call on justins phone. It was an unknown number. I answered it and went downstairs to talk. I didn't wanna wake up justin,kale,damon, and jack up. I answered.

R- hello                                                                                                                                                                                        UN- hey are you Justin Drew Blake?                                                                                                                              R- No, i am his boyfriend. May I ask who is calling?                                                                                                UN- ok, im Stacy and i have set up a funeral for mrs and mr blake. they will have the funeral in 2 days and i needed to know the attenders.                                                                                                                   R- ok, i dont know if he will wanna go but can i ask him when is up and call back?                                S- Umm, sure. thank you.. whats your name?                                                                                                           R- im Raegan, Raegan Beast.  thanks i will call back later.                                                                                   S- ok. bye thanks again                                                                                                                                                      R- no problem bye. 

I hung up the phone and went upstairs to see who was up. Justin was the only one awake. I went up to him and said "good morning handsome." 

J-goodmorning baby 

R- someone called this morning. They wanted to know if your going to the funeral. 

J- i have to go. I wanna say goodbye to mom and dad.

R- you don't have to go. 

J- I know i need to and i want to...

R- you ok? 

J- no... i did something please dont get mad. 

Justins POV 

I raised my sleeves and showed him my scars and new, fresh cuts. He just looked at me and hugged me. I cried softly and pulled my sleeves down.I heard the bedroom door open. I just cried harder. I heard damon say " kale and jack left. they had stuff to do and i am going to leave now... thanks for letting me stay here raegan." I said "w-wait i need to talk to you." I pulled from raegan and went to damon. I took him to the bathroom. We got in there and i told him the funeral thing and he said he was going. We called danny. he was on tour for cosplay stuff. He said he cant attend. He wasnt that close to mom and dad and he couldnt see them like that. I got mad but kept cool. he had a meet an greet and hung up. I told damon that wasnt it, he looked confused so i showed him my new scars. He looked at me and asked why.

D- why justin, why

J- why? you wanna ask why?, mom and dad are dead i was so close to them they were all i had damon. You were always with your girlfriend stacy to notice. There were nights were i cry myself to sleep because i want to die, damon im not ok. 

i said all that yelling and stormed downstairs and grabbed scissors and left the house and ran I have no idea to were i was going but i ran and ran. I was now for sure away from there. I went to our  house. The yellow tape was still there and my car and i went passed the car and in to the garden i then went passed the tape and walked in the house. i saw the blood and the knife. i went to grab some clothes and i got my clothes and went to the bathroom. I grabbed my blades. I had 5 here and 2 hidden in my room. I grabbed them all and put them in a tiny container. and put the container in the backpack with my clothes and grabbed my snapback and favorite hoodie. I had raegans hoodie on with my jeans and my new shoes from rae. i grabbed my old shoes and put them in my backpack. I only had 1 pair of shoes. I then went to y parents room and all the memories hit me. Flashback after flashback. I fell on my knees and broke in tears. I set there for 20 minutes crying. 

Raegans POV 

I heard Justin yell and the front door slam. Then damon came in and i told him what we talked about and he said 

D- Its all my fault. i made him mad. Not only did danny make him made he sowed me his cuts and i flipped on hi. Its all my fault...

R- no its not I will call him and see whats up. go to your room and lay down. 

D- ok im going to call my girlfriend. 

R- girlfriend? who are you dating and i thought you were gay.

D- I have a girlfriend, 1 year yesterday and she lives down the road but she is busy with work and im bisexual.

R- what does she do.

D- her name is stacy and she does funerals and stuff. 

R- she called about the funeral and everything. 

D- ok. 

Raegans POV

I called justin but he didnt answer i paced around the room and then i heard the doorbell. I ran down and saw my ex sierra. I tried to close the door but it was no use 

R- what do you- 

She cut me off bye kissing me and she pushed me on the couch and i tried to get her off and heard someone run up the stairs. I freaked out and got so mad i pushed her on the floor and punched her. Knocking her out in the process. I ran upstairs after closing the door and said "Justin, where are you babe?" I heard damons door open and i turned hoping to see my baby but it was damon saying it was stacy and not justin that ran upstairs. I sighed and went to call him again. NO answer. Im worried. 

Justins POV 

After crying i went to the bathroom and cut 5 clean cuts and cleaned them and then went downstairs wit one last memory hitting me. The one were me and danny parted for is tour fr his first one. 

J- im gonna miss you brother

Danny- im gonna miss you to justin. 

Damon was with stacy. 

then we both hugged and cried and fell to the ground. We were crying as mason  came to pick him up. We heard him honk the horn we both cried harder and we took him outside after is goodbyes to mom and dad. and i said hi to mason while wiping my tears and he got in the car while he wiped his tears. I waved goodbye as the car drove down the road and mom and dad came and took me inside to my room and i fell asleep...

END OF MEMORY 

I let out tiny tears and walked out of the house locked the door and left. I walked to taco bell and got 2 tacos and a drink. I the ate and headed back to raegans. When i got there i knocked and raegan answered. It was 9pm. 

R- omg baby where were you, what happened, why- 

I cut him off by kissing his lips he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance i denied and pulled away. he looked sad and i said. 

J- i needed alone time and i was mad and i went to the house to get things. Im back and thats all that matters.  Where is damon?

R-upstairs. Be careful him and Stacy are doing things. 

J- ugh, I ate stacy but whatever. 

I then went over and kissed raegan and then hugged him and I said i was going to shower. 

J- I am going to shower. 

R- Can i join, 

I froze and shook my head. He looked sad. 

R- why baby boy. why not i wont judge  you. I promise. 

J- no babe my scars...

I didnt want him to see my cuts. The new ones. 

R- so baby. those dont mean anything they are there. Please baby. You cant remove them. Please 

He gave me those eyes and that face. I gave in and showed him the new cuts and explained why. He asked if e could count them. I said whatever and he counted everyone. 

R- 15,16,17, thats it. 

He then kissed all 17 of them and he even kissed me on the lips. We then headed upstairs. As we got up there damon came out of the room. He had a big dark hickey. I giggled and he spoke. 

D- im gonna go to stacys. Why are you laughing?

We pointed to his hickey. He looked down in embarassment and him and stacy left. Me and raegan got fresh clothes and 2 towels and to the bathroom we went.He fixed the shower water and he came over to me and kissed me ten put me on the counter and took my sweatshirt off. Then my shirt and pants. Leaving me in my boxers and binder. He asked if he could take my binder off. I said sure and he took it off revealing a huge bruise on my left side and Blood on my right side he cleaned the blood and kissed the bruise and said no binder tomorrow. I smile and laughed and spoke. 

J- Yes sir

He giggled. His laugh omg. so hott. 

R- im not kidding its no good for you.You need to stop sleeping in it. 

J- ok. I have been wearing it because of disporia babe. sorry. ten he took of his shirt and i admired his flat chest. He has had both surgeries and is so sexy and hott. He giggled and asked

R- Like what you see baby boy. 

J- yes baby 

Ten we both were in the shower. He washed my hair and i washed his. We washed our bodies and stuff.Then we made out a little and i grinded on him a little. He was horny and we basically went further. 

TIME SKIP

Raegans POV 

after our shower we watched netflix and we both fell asleep.

TIME SKIP

Justins Nightmare- 

No, i love him please dont kill him, kill me,-Raegan said

No kill me i desere it. I said.

Then he killed raegan and i screamed and yelled. " Raegan noooooo, Why,WHY, First mom then dad and now you." I started crying.  "WHY!!"

END OF NIGHTMARE

Raegans POV 

I woke up to justin yelling "why" and he was sweating and crying. I woke up him up and he hugged me and cried and said "Why Me?" I just hugged him tighter and we layed down and cuddled. We then both fell asleep cuddling. 

Hope you enjoyed this is my longest capter. 1727 words. :)