CHAPTER 5

THE NEXT DAY

Justins POV

I woke up to Raegan shaking me. I opened my eyes and instantly closed them. The sun is so bright. Then Raegan said " I got Taco Bell" I instantly got up and hugged him. He giggled and we went to eat the food.

Raegans POV

I woke up and plugged Justins phone up and went to get Taco Bell.When I got there a cashier started flirting with me and then she kissed me. I slapped her and said " I am gay and have a boyfriend" then i grabbed the food and stormed out. I dont wanna tell Justin. What if he gets mad and breaks up with me. I decided to tell him later. He is going through alot and i Dont wanna make im worse. I mean his parents died.He is probably really broken and lost. I decided to put it to the side, I mean i did not kiss back and she didnt get far and i didnt enjoy it. So its okay.

Damons POV

I woke up and danny was still asleep and i texted Justin to see where he was and I freaked. I dont remember last night or yesterday. Then i started shaking. I am so confused. What is happening. Where am i. I wake danny and he explains and now we are breaking down. Then Justin comes and calms us and we are now silent.

Justins POV

Me and Raegan come downstairs to Danny and Damon breaking down. I was gonna cry but i have to stay strong. So i get them calmed down and me and Raegan go and get them food.

CAR RIDE

The car ride was silent till you could hear Justins small cries. Justin was always one to kept to himself and bottle up his emotions. He didnt even come out to his parents as gay. He was silent the whole car ride other than his cries. On the way back Raegan spoke up.

Raegans POV

It was really silent. He wouldnt go in with me to get the food. He wouldnt even move. All he did was stare out the window crying. I finnally spoke up wand said " Justin, I love you, please look at me." Justin didnt look so i pulled over and stopped the car. I told him " please baby boy." Then Justin look at me and e broke down. I just got im in my lap and i calmed him. " baby boy i know this is hard but please dont distance yourself. Please baby boy. I love you and im here."

Justins POV

All i wanted to do was die.I wanted to stop breathing. What is the point of living. I want to die.I replied " I love you to, can we just go to your house and cuddle" Then he put me back down and buckled me up.Then we headed home gave danny and damon their food and me and Raegan went upstairs played the trolls and cuddled. soon i fell asleep and we stayed like that the rest of the day.