2: Doctor Who?

"Stop it Nayeon! You can't get out! You are not just a simple girl anymore. You're an idol! Stop acting so rashly!" manager unnie shouted, scolding me for being so stubborn.

I was crying in my bed and begging her to let me out. I need to find her. I need to find my ostrich. After reading her letter, saying that she's breaking up with me, I need a confirmation from her.

"Just let me go unnie! Jeong isn't like that. I know, something's wrong. She wouldn't break up with me like that. No!" I insisted once again. I've said this a million times to her but she's not listening.

I will never believe that lame letter. No, never.

Of all people, I know her. I know her more than anyone, even though we're young, she is not that unreasonable.

We've been together for two years, we were happy and I know, she cannot throw everything away like that. She loves me too much to do that.

"Here..." my other manager approached lending me his phone.

"What's this?" I asked as I gave him a confused look.

"It's Jeongyeon." he said, my eyes widened and I immediately grabbed the phone.

"Jeongie, where are you?!" I said to her as soon as I put the phone on my ear. I heard a sigh and felt my hands shaking by that simple sigh from her.

"I'm at the airport Nayeon." She replied blandly. Coldness was felt in her voice. I feel like I'm talking to a different person.

"What are you doing there?" I carefully asked, waiting for a certain answer. No way she's really leaving without even talking to me properly.

"I'm leaving Nayeon, I'm sorry for not telling you." I felt thorns in my heart, she feels different. Why is my girl being like this?

"I'll go there wait for me!" I promptly said to her, I have to see her this instant.

"No Nayeon! Haven't you read my letter? I-I'm b-breaking up with you!" she shouted at me that took me by surprise.

She never raised her voice when she's talking to me, nor I didn't expect her to tell me that she was really breaking up with me the harshest way possible.

Slowly, she was breaking me up by her words. Words that felt new and different. I don't like how it changed so much.

"Hey Jeong why are you shouting at me? Don't be like that." verge of tears are felt in my eyes as I said those words to her. Silence was between her and I, until she was the one to break it.

"I'm sorry. It's j-just that, It's really over Nayeon. Please, don't make me give you unreasonable excuses. Just accept it. This is the nicest way I can push you away. Stop making it harder for the both of us. Bye."

And with that she ended the call like she doesn't mind at all, like I was nothing, like she and I are nothing.

I felt like every little words she had said is taking the life out of me. Slowly taking all of my breath away. Sucking every blood out my veins.

I felt so helpless, I can't even do anything. She didn't even gave me a chance to beg her to stay.

***

I slowly opened my eyes and white surroundings are invading my eyes. I looked around and I saw machines and apparatus all over the room.

I only remember slipping into soap and passing out. I probably hit my head. I think I'm at the hospital.

I turned my head around and I saw a guy beside me, sleeping while holding my hand. I smiled at the thought that he stayed up all night, waiting for me to wake up.

I weakly moved my other hand and brushed his hair. He woke up from the touch and slowly moved his head to look at me. Processing the scene, he looked at me for awhile before giving me the sweetest smile.

"Jinyoung-ah..." I muttered.

"Are you fine now? Does your head hurt?" he asked, sincerely worrying for me which I just nodded as an answer.

"I'll call your manager and the doctor, okay? Wait for me I'll come back." I nodded once again, then he left the room.

He was always like this, my comfort. This guy never left my side, ever. I wonder why I can never like him back. He confessed to me years ago, but I think I only thought of him as a friend. I rejected him in the nicest way possible, but still, he said he will wait.

Jinyoung was a really nice guy, an epitome of a good man you can say. But, my heart never fluttered when he holds my hand and never felt nervous whenever he is near.

"So you're awake now, Ms. Im." my thoughts was interrupted by some woman in a white lab coat and a surgical mask. I believe she's my doctor.

She slowly approached me and checked the bandages on my head and the bruises in my arms, I never new I had them.

"How are you feeling? Do you feel nauseous?" the doctor asked, and I shook my head as an answer. "Does your head hurt? Do you feel anything strange?" she asked again.

"It hurts a bit, and I felt a little dizzy. With that, nothing else. How long have I been sleeping?" she nodded continuously by my answer before giving an answer to my question.

"You've been sleeping for three days and the media are a real nuisance, so I'm glad you're awake now. Since you're not showing any bad symptoms, you can go home anytime you want." I don't know if I should take that as a bad response from her, but I don't mind since she is my doctor.

"Your voice sounds familiar Doc, have we met before?" I voiced out my thoughts. The voice really sounds familiar but I can't recall where I've heard it.

"I-I don't think so. I should head out I have other patients too." she said and she head out in a flash.

Okay... What was that?

Just a few minutes, Jinyoung came inside the room with my managers. Nayeon unnie was the one who rushed in front of me.

"Are you okay now, Nayeon? D-does it hurt anywhere? I-I'm r-really sorry, Nayeon-ah. It was my fault, I'm really sorry." she cried and knelt beside me then she held my hand.

"Oh no, Nayeon unnie stand up, it's fine, it's fine. Shhhh..." I shushed her and she stood up, following what I had said. "I am not blaming you at all, it's an accident. It is no one's fault." I said to comfort her.

"Thankyou Nayeon. But still, I'm sorry." I just smiled at her and didn't bother speaking.

"Sorry to interrupt but did the doctor already checked on the patient?" A nurse popped out of the door asking.

"No. I was about to call her but she wasn't--"

"Actually she just came here a few minutes before you." I cutted Jinyoung.

"Really? What did she say?" Jinyoung asked.

"She said I could go home anytime." I answered, he looks so satisfied with my answer.

"You've met your doctor? Didn't you recognize her?" Pinky oppa asked, that made my brows furrowed in confusion.

"Why would I recognize her? Who is she?" I asked them. They all looked at each other, asking each other in the eyes on who would answer my question. I felt like what he said was a slip of tongue.

"Uhmm Nayeon...." Pinky oppa said, hesitating to answer my questions.

"What oppa? Who is she?" I impatiently asked.

"It was Doctor Yoo. Yoo Jeongyeon." Nayeon unnie interrupted. I just looked at them, I don't know how to react.

My ex is back after 10 long years. How am I supposed to react?

"The doctor was Yoo Jeongyeon, Nayeon." Pinky oppa cleared.

We're TWICE, but that doesn't mean everything needs to be said twice.

What an actual fuck. I shouldn't care.

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More updates coming soon. I am currently doing 4 research right now. Senior year is really difficult, so can't update regularly. Still, thankyou to those who are reading my story. Keep on reading, there are more things to anticipate. Thankyou, once again.