Chapter 22

When I hear the name my heart stops. This is the Hailee... the girl that took away my girlfriends virginity.

I look over at Camila and she looks like she's seen a ghost. I look between Camila and Hailee and they haven't broken the eye connection yet. I feel something tugging at my heart.

What if Camila leaves me for her first love? What if I'm not good enough for her anymore?"

The thoughts fill my head and I have to excuse myself. I get up out of my seat and walk out of the class, I'll explain to Mrs. H later. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble, I'm sure she would understand.

I hear footsteps behind me but I don't bother to turn around. I go into the bathroom and try to catch my breath. I feel like I'm having a panic attack at the mere thought of Camz with another girl.

"Lolo.. what's wrong?" I hear a soft voice but I can't focus. My vision is getting blurry from the lack of air I'm getting.

I feel soft hands on my cheek.

"Look at me." Camz whispers and I look into her beautiful brown eyes.

"What's wrong babe?" she asks and I just shake my head. I feel too embarrassed to admit that I'm scared she's going to leave me for the girl who took away her virginity.

"Is this about Hailee?" she asks and I nod, still trying to breathe properly.

"Lolo I promise there is nothing to worry about. I don't care about her I care about you. Please believe that." the look on Camz face makes me realize how stupid I was for being so insecure and worried.

"I believe you." I whisper.

"Good. Now kiss me and then let's get back to class okay?" she smiles and I nod.

I lean forward and kiss the younger girl gently. Just like that all the worries and fears I had disappeared and it was just me and her.

I hold her hand and kiss it softly.

"I'm sorry for running out of class like that." I apologize.

"Don't be. I got a kiss out of it so it's perfectly okay." she smiles and pulls me out of the bathroom.

She lets go of my hand and I hesitate before dropping hers. I guess I just wanted her to keep my hand in hers to let Hailee know that she's taken.

Camz must have noticed my hesitation because she grabbed my hand once more.

"Me and you okay?" she asks and I smile big.

"You and I." I correct earning a laugh from my girlfriend.

"Of course you grammar queen." she laughs as we walk into class.

I stare at Hailee as she stares between Camila and I then stares at our hands.

I turn my attention towards Mrs. H and mouthed a 'sorry'. She nods and it makes me happy that she understands and won't get upset at me for leaving.

I was so distracted the rest of the day, I honestly can't even remember what I learned.

After class I walked to Camila's last period and saw her talking to Hailee. Both girls were laughing and just like that all the thoughts came flooding back to me.

Once Camila noticed me she said goodbye and came toward me. She tried to give me a kiss but I turned my face making her kiss me on the cheek instead.

"Lauren what is bothering you? Is it really still Hailee? I told you I don't want her." she looks at me but I look at the wall on the opposite side of her.

"Yeah well you could've fooled me." I mumbled.

"Lauren we were just talking. We were friends before we were anything else. I honestly do not want anyone but you. Though I must admit you are really hot when you're jealous." Camz whispers and slaps my ass.

I squeal softly. How does this girl always have this affect on me?

I decide to push the whole Hailee drama to the side for now because Camz and I have to go to the foster care.

It's almost Christmas time and I want to try to get all of the kids something.

"You think everything I do is hot." I laugh and walk towards my car.

"That's because everything you do IS hot." Camz retorts and I shake my head with a huge smile on my face.

The whole drive was spent with Camila hitting on me and trying to get in my pants. Even though I almost caved a few times I didn't.

As soon as we walked up to the foster care all the kids attacked us with hugs.

"Hi cuties!" I smile and hug all of them back.

I look up at the lady who runs the place and she mouths 'Tori' to Camz and I. Lately Tori has been allowing me to be there for her along with Camila. She won't talk to me alone but if Camila is there she will.

I look over at Camz who nods and kisses all the kids on the head before walking off.

I follow her and knock on the bathroom door.

"Tori it's Cami and Lolo, please open the door." I say in a soft tone.

I hear sniffling coming from the other side of the door and my heart breaks for the small girl.

"Tori babygirl please open up. I promise you're safe. Cami is here now." Camz tries and the door opens just enough for us to squeeze in.

Tori is hiding inside of the bathtub with tear streaks down her whole face.

"Tori what happened?" Camz asks and picks up the younger girl who hugs her as tight as possible. It looks like she has a death grip around her.

I walk over to the two of them and rub Tori's back softly.

"It's okay sweetie." I whisper and give Tori a kiss on the head.

After a few moments Tori finally calms down and the three of us sit on the bathroom floor.

"Do you want to tell us what happened sweetie?" I ask.

"Tommy said bad man coming to get me. I don't want to go with bad man. Bad man hurt me down there and right here." Tori points to her vagina and then to her face.

"Who hurt you down there?" I ask.

Camz looks at me with a worried look. I can tell she doesn't want me to push Tori too far because she hasn't talked to anyone about this except Camila.

"Bad man." she whispers.

"Do you trust me?" I ask the younger girl and she looks between Camila and I before nodding.

"I promise that we won't let anything bad happen to you okay?"

"Cami and Lolo protect me?" Tori asks and I smile and nod.

"Yes Cami and Lolo will protect you." I kiss the younger girl on the head.

After a few moments of Camz and I holding Tori she finally decides she's ready to go back with the other kids.

When we walk into the room all the kids are coloring and playing with toys. I decide that these kids have a really hard life, I want to do something for them.

"Has anyone here ever met Santa?" I ask with a surprised voice for the kids.

"No!!" they all yell in unison.

"Really? Well Santa is actually a really good friend of mine. Who wants to meet him and tell them what they want for Christmas?" I look up at Camz who has a huge smile on her face. I wink at my beautiful girlfriend as all the kids jump up and down in excitement screaming yes.

"Okay I'm going to get Santa okay? I hope you've all been good otherwise you would get coal." I look at Tommy, the little boy who told Tori that a bad man was going to get her and he looks scared shitless that he's getting coal.

I walk to the door with Camz following behind me.

"What are you about to do?" she asks with a small smile across her beautiful face.

"I'm going to get Santa. Then maybe later Mrs. Claus can give Santa a little early Christmas present." I wink and kiss my girlfriend.

"You better be referring to me when you say Mrs. Claus. No one else gets to give you any kind of 'Christmas present' except me." she replies.

"Oh of course you're the only Mrs. Claus for me." I kiss her once more before going to try and find a Santa's outfit.

I end up going to three different costume stores and absolutely none of them have Santa.

I start giving up until I remember that my dad used to dress up as Santa all the time to fool me and my siblings growing up.

I speed home and run straight to the attic. It's filled with a bunch of old junk, pictures and clothes. I look around for a few before I hit the jackpot.

I put on the suit which is about a million sizes too big and run to my room. I stuff as many pillows as I can so that I can look chubby like Santa and so that the suit can actually fit.

I run out the house thankful that no one was home to see what a complete idiot I look like.

As I run to my car I bump into someone. I mumble a few curses to myself. I spoke too soon.

I look up at my sister who seems to be quite amused with my outfit.

"Hey Santa where's the fire?" Taylor giggles and I roll my eyes.

"It's for Camila." I reply.

"Oh geez I didn't know you two got down like that.. kinky. I've always wondered what it would be like to bang Santa." she remarks still laughing.

"Oh god not like that! I'm dressing up for the kids at the foster care." I laugh a little too.

"Wow Camila has changed you. You would have never dressed up this ridiculously for anyone before her. It's actually adorable." my sister squeezes my cheeks and I slap her hand away.

"Whatever I have to go." I get in the car and drive off blushing.

I pull up to the foster care in my Santa suit and I am burning up. How Santa can sweat this much and not lose any weight is beyond me.

I knock on the door and get prepared to make a fool out of myself.

Once the door opens I smile when I see Camila.

"Hi you must be Camz. Lauren told me all about you I'm Santa. Ho ho ho!" I pull of the best manly voice that I can.

"Wow Santa when did you get so hot? I may just have to steal you from Mrs. Claus." Camz smirks and I raise an eyebrow.

"Oh really? What would you do about Lauren?" I ask as I take a step closer to her.

"We can share." she bites her lip.

"I'm not so sure Lauren would enjoy sharing you very much. She isn't one for sharing." I hold Camz' hips.

"SANTA!!" one of the kids yell and Camila takes a step back as all the kids run to the door and tackles me.

"Ho ho ho!" I laugh as I try to hug all the kids.

"Who's been naughty?" I ask and look up at Camila. We both know she's been naughty in more ways than one.

She has a smirk on her face as she bites her lips.

None of the kids answered so I change the question.

"Who's been nice?" I ask and all the kids shout out "Me!!"

"In that case I think you all should get presents." I smile and grab a chair.

"Everyone line up and take turns telling Santa what you want for Christmas." I smile and pat my lap as the first kid sits down.

"Wait." Camz shouts out and runs out the room.

When she comes back I see a camera and I laugh. Of course she would want pictures.

"Say cheese!" Camz says and we both say cheese.

"So tell Santa what you want for Christmas." I smile as the little boy whispers in my ear.

"I want a toy car that has a memote." he answers.

I chuckle at the way he says remote. Kids are the cutest when they can't speak correctly.

After almost all the kids and a lot of answers including barbie dolls, basketballs and toy cars I'm down to the last kid.

I smile as Tori sits on my lap.

"Are you real?" she asks and I smile and nod. "For you, yes I am."

As much as these kids go through, they deserve to believe in fairy tales. At least for now.

I plan on giving each kid what they wish for. I just want to make sure that they have at least one good year. One good time that they can remember.

"Say cheese" Camz smiles and Tori and I oblige.

"Tell Santa what you want for Christmas." I smile at the younger girl who reminds me so much of Camila.

She looks at Camila and then at me.

"I want Cami to be my sister so I can protect her from bad man." she whispers and I smile sadly knowing that there's a wish I won't be able to grant.

"You know, Cami wants the same thing so she can protect you from bad man." I smile.

"Do you think Santa can give me a family?" she asks and I nod. I hate knowing that I can't give her what she needs the most but I can't say no.

"Santa can give you anything you want. Go play with your friends sweetie." I smile as she hops down and runs to play with the other kids.

Camz walks up to me and sits on my lap.

"Is it my turn to tell Santa what I want?" she smirks and wraps her arms around my neck.

I hold her waist. "Yes you can."

"Well there's this girl. Really sexy.. I just so happen to be dating her. Tell her I want an early present. My house tomorrow at 5. She'll really enjoy it." she whispers and gets back up.

I'm really glad that I have this Santa mustache to cover the red cheeks that Camila always gives me.

I look over at the kids that seem happier than I ever saw them and it warms my heart knowing that I can do that for someone.

I'm really loving this being a good person thing and I'm really liking the girl that turned me into one as well.

Sorry I haven't been updating. Please don't stop reading, your support means the world to me. thank you I love you all.