Chapter 43

Graduation is in one month and after that I'll enter the University of Lima with Finn and Puck. I'm not really interest with NYADA even my mom is a lecture there but I just dont want to go back to NYC. I enjoyed in Lima.

I'm in Finn's college. Since I'm free in Saturday and Sunday so Puck took me there.

I'm looking arround their room and found a book that sparks my interest on Finn's table. I decided to read it until something fall down to the floor.

What is it? A picture of me? When I was baby?

Yes it's me.

I look behind that photos and it said "Abygail Nathalie Hudson." Wait what?

I opened the book and I realize that is a diary.

The front page of the diary is "Carole's."

Finn's mom? But why she has my baby picture?

I opened it and read every page of this book. Until I found out she wrotes a thing that make me so shocked.

February 26th 1996.

She finally born. She is the daughter that I'm dreamed of. A little sister for Finn, a gift that came from heaven. I named her Abygail Nathalie Hudson. Christopher died when she was 7 months in my body. But I think I can raised my children. I'm so happy to have them.Thanks Lord.

June 30th 1996.

I cant raise my family. I cant support them. I cant live with two children without a husband. Annie just asked me about Abygail. She would adopt her since she and Harry married and they dont have a baby. I'm confused. Finn is already 2 years old. He could remember who his real mom but Abygail is still a baby and she wouldnt remember anything.

August 4th 1996

I decided to let Annie and Harry adopt Abygail. They promise that they will move to New York so Finn wouldnt remember that he has a little sister. But Annie is still my sister and she promise that I can visit her anytime I want.

2011

I married with Burt. He has a son named Kurt. I'm happy with that. It's better for Finn, he finally have a siblings even though his real siblings is Abygail.

2012

Abygail is grow up become a beautiful girl. My little girl. I told Burt about Abygail and he understand but no one of our son knows that. Annie said that she will let Abygail has same school with Finn and stay here until she graduates. I cant wait for that. I cant wait to see my little daughter grow up.

2013

She is here, finally! I hug her since its been a long time. And everyday hearing her argue with Finn made me smile. They're real sister and brother that's why they really close even though they just think that they are cousin but actually not.

So I'm Finn's biological sister? Carole is my biological mom? How could it be?

I sit down in Finn's bed and tears come down to my face. Is it the reason why me and Finn like had a connecting feeling for each other? I should ask him did he knows about it or not.

Someone open the door and I look up it is Puck.

"Hey why are you crying babe?" Puck ask.

I just show him Carole's diary and he read it.

"And I found this one from this book." I gave to the Puck my photos.

"So you and Finn are real sister and brothers?" Puck gasps.

"Kind of. I dont know it's true or not but if it yes why Carole threw me away?" I cried.

Puck hug me. "She must be has a reason for that. You know that when the gun attacked in your school? Carole really worried about you and I see she treats you different." Puck said.

"Did Finn already know about this?" I asked.

"I bet he already knows that. This book he bring since he entered this university." Puck said.

"But why he didnt tell me?" I said.

"Sshhh he need a good time to tell." Puck calm me down.

Is it the another reason why I dont wanna go back to NYC? Is it the another reason why I love Carole more than I love my mom?

Finn walks in to the room.

"Hey Abygail. Wait why are you crying?" Finn asked.

I only gave him the photos.

"So you already read that?" Finn asked.

I nodded.

"I'm so sorry. Mom just told me when I entered this University." Finn eyes glazing.

"I dont even know about that. You being adopted when I was 2 years old and of course I cant remember that." Finn added.

"But why mom didnt tell me?" I asked.

"Because she was afraid that you'll leave her again and back to NYC with Annie and Harry." Finn said.

"I guess the three of you have to talk. Like what I did with Jake on last christmas. We made our mothers met up each other." Puck said.

I nodded as agree. Finn also nodded.

"Did Kurt knows about this?" I asked.

"He doesnt even know. Mom isnt closer with him. She told me everything to me including this one." Finn said.

I cried and hug Finn. "I always wanted to have a brother like you but actually you are my biological brother."

"I always thinking why a cousin can be so close like this but I find the answer now." Finn said.

"Awww you guys, I really wanna cry and hug Jake." Puck said.

Me and Finn chuckled.

"No. I wont let you hug Jake!" I said.

"But babe I let you hug Finn." He said.

"Finn is my brother though." I said.

Puck ignore me and wont look at me. So I come to his face and kiss him.

"Dont make out with my little sister in my room man." Finn yelled.

"She did it first dude." Puck yelled back.

"Abygail!" Finn shouts.

"You need to come to NYC and doing this with Rachel." I yelled back as I hug Puck.

Finn rolled his eyes. "You'll stay for tonight?" Finn asked.

"If mom let me. So I will." I said.

"She will! I will call her and we can go back home tomorrow morning asked her for clarification." Finn said.

I nodded.

"Hey babe, you can sleep in the same bed with me." Puck said.

"Dont you dare!" Finn glaring.

"Hey dude, we might be cuddling. Just that. Anyway you're in the same room, we couldnt do anything anyway." Puck explains.

"I'm tired. I wanna sleep. Having fun with your argue you two." I said and pull blankets to cover my whole body.

"I'm going to sleep too. Good night future brother in law." Puck yelled as he hug me tight.

"All the single ladies, all the single ladies, now put your hands up oh oh oh." Finn singing.

The three of us suddenly laughing.

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