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"I'd like one strawberry ice cream and one vanilla please," says Changbin. "With lots of sprinkles please!" I add. Changbin looks at me grinning. "What? Sprinkles are necessary!" I say laughing. The lady hands us our ice cream, and says, "That will be 10000 won* please." Changbin reaches into his pocket before sighing. "Oh that's right I forgot my wallet at home this morning!" He says. "I was going to pay anyway," I say with a wink and I hand her the money and Changbin thanks me. We sit down at a table to eat our ice cream. "So how do you like korea so far?" He asks. What I want to respond is, "I met you, it could only be amazing!" but instead I say, "I like it but the others have made it easier on me. I have to admit, Chan does help me a lot when it comes to homework," I confess. Changbin smiles and says, "he used to help me a lot too. He's a good teacher and an amazing friend right?" I nod my head yes vigorously. Seo Changbin can come off as intimidating or mean but he's really just a softie. He's always conscious of the efforts that others make whether it's for him or someone else. He's honestly such a precious human being. I can't stop smiling. I have to pinch myself from time to time during our conversations to make sure that I'm not dreaming or anything. "I don't think you mentioned why you came to korea by the way," he says. The smile is slapped off my face. I may have lied to Seungmin and the others about why I came, but I can't lie to Changbin. But I can't tell him the truth either. I lower my head and just stay silent. "You okay Felix?" He asks worriedly. I can't say a word. A tear rolls down my cheek. And a another one. And they keep rolling. I wipe them off my face but it doesn't help. Hell happened to me and the mere thought of it breaks me. But I don't want him to know that. I want him to see me as a happy person, not someone suffering from nothing much. I cry harder and he comes over to me and puts his arms around me. Even a hug from Binnie can't take the memories away. He wipes the tears that I shed away. "What happened Felix? Do you want to tell me?" He whispers. A faint "Y-yes..." escapes my mouth. "Then take a deep breath and tell me when you're ready," he adds. He's so caring it's crazy. I take a few deep breaths and I look at him. He looks worrisome but he's still as beautiful as ever. And then I tell him. I wouldn't choose anyone else to tell first about my issues than him to be honest. "I kissed a guy. It was sorta by accident but someone filmed it and posted it everywhere on social media. People kept looking at my awfully and I even got insulted by people I didn't know. I tried visiting other schools but the students there knew who I was. I couldn't deal with it anymore so I came here," I say and the tears spill again. He takes me into his warm arms again and assures me that everything is ok now. I still feel regretful, but it feels good to get off my chest. "But please don't hate me for that," I say. He chuckles and says, "why would I hate you? You didn't do anything but be the victim of the situation." I look at his accepting face and I say, "Don't you think it's weird or something. That it was another boy..." He looks at me and smiles, "I don't care who you love, I just like you for you. And of course I'm extremely sorry for what happened but I'm also happy I got to meet you. Maybe that's selfish of me..." he says frowning. I blush and say "That's true, bad things come with good things and you're definitely one if the good ones!"  He helps me up and for a second I see him blushing too. Maybe that's just me though. We're both ready to turn the page of sadness and move onto the happy chapter of this book so we walk through the park nearby. We're walking peacefully and there's a tight rope hooked up to two trees. I decide to try but I almost fall so Changbin offers me his hand to hold while I'm up there. Except I still hold it when I get down and we end up walking through the whole park like this, hand in hand, like boyfriends. I didn't know we could be in heaven without being dead. Because I'm pretty sure that's were I am or where I feel I am when I'm with him. The sun is setting and I give him a hug. And he even hugs me back! SQUEEEEEEEE! Since it's getting late and we have classes tomorrow we have to start getting home. But guess who's walking me to the metro? Changbinnie of course! Double SQUEEEEE!

🐔❤️🐔❤️🐔❤️🐔❤️🐔❤️🐔❤️🐔❤️Hi fellow nameless fans :,) SOFT CHAPTER SO KYOOTE! Anyway Felix finally said why he came to korea for real. Felix is g a y (surprise surprise!) Btw, Minho and Woojin are both coming soon, I wouldn't let these precious boys out of the story. What kind if nameless fan would I be then? 

As dramatic as I made it seem though, do be careful with social media. I wouldn't want any of you running into problems. SHI- IM TOO OVERPROTECTIVE OVER YALL IDEDJKBWD

Also, I decided to change the name and cover of the fanfic.

Journey-> FeelingsFeelings is more accurate for what I want to express here tbh. Anyway have a nameless fantastic day. Amandine 🌝💓