Chapter 10: Dantalion

Evelyn's POV

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Dantalion....... I feel like that lady I saw kissing his in that vison was me but at the same time I don't. How could it be?Their outfits were so much more older then when I was born when I was human, but at the same time everything felt so familiar like I knew him and loved him so much.

"Dantalion, please carry me" My body feels so weak....

"AH!!!!" I started screaming again. Why? What is happening to me!?! It hurts!!!

"Dantalion!!!! Dantalion I order you to make it stop!" I didn't say that why did that come out of my mouth? I felt him move faster.... he looked down at me but his eyes seemed cold and dead but full of life.

"Mistress what do you want me to do?" Why did he call me Mistress? I felt my mouth open again but this time with a scream.

"AH!!!!" When I stopped screaming it was like I knew what I needed to do.

"Dantalion, I order you to break this lock on memories" I don't know why I said it but it seemed like something that I should say. I saw his eyes get hard and cold.

"Is this what you want, Milady?"

Why is he calling me these names?

"Yes, Lord Dantalion. It is what I want, Please let me remember" I feel like I know him and I don't want to lose him. I felt him turn around and walk towards somewhere else.

"Milady, this will hurt for you to remember" His eyes were filled with tears, he was crying over me but why? But his eyes besides the tears were sad, lonely, cold, hard, dead but filled with life. How does that make sense? I fill like I'm in love with him but I don't remember him at all.

"Yes, Dantalion I know it will bring me pain and hurt. Please get it over with"

He started to set me down, that's when I realized he was setting me down In deep water. I was about to scream, but he let go. My body sunk into the water. As soon as I was under the water seemed to cry at me and form a protective bubble or some sort around me, it was all still water but I could breath in it. It doesn't make sense. I saw Dantalion above water chanting something, his eyes the seemed dark like something demonic. My eyes started to feel heavy, I started to close them. I'm not sure what will happen to me but I'm so tired, I'll just go to sleep for a little while.

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I saw her eyes close, I don't want her to remember but she order me to do this. I have to listen she's my Mistress and Milady. I guess they didn't strip away her Demon side. I can tell it's still there but it's like it's hiding away, last time when she died her own power killed her because she ask it too. I don't know why she did this, I told her I would protect her always. Why did she leave me? I listen to her command but she won't be able to come up out of this lake for a very long time. The only way she can remember is if I restore her to her old self, She's quite funny though, she must have had her powers make them be reborn into that human family. Personally I don't like humans but you learn to cope when your looking for the one you love. I better change her outfit into something nicer and warmer for when she wakes. I won't touch her, because If I do that it can kill her so I'll have to use my powers. I remember how she lived lace and the color white. She always would try white dresses on when we came to this world. She adored the white Lilies and orchids even of they had pink or some color in them. The way she laughed when she saw a swan. She always said that the swan was good and evil like us. That we weren't good but were quite evil even if we didn't try to be. I remember how she said one day she'd die and be kind and loving with no hate. She loved that idea of being good. The day I asked if I could be good with her, her eyes dazzled with happiness. That's when she realized that we couldn't ever be good, because we were and are evil.......

~Flashback to 1st Century B.C.~

"Are we really that evil?" I asked.

"No, we are not evil but we are not pure, Dantalion" She said with frustration in her voice.

"But if were neither then how can you place us in one group? You can't say were not evil but then say we are not pure the next moment because if that was so how are we supposed to be pure or evil? So, Lilith which are we? Or are we non existent in those charts of evil and pure?" I asked her, I could see how frustrated she was getting.

"How about we can be the purest thing that can be but if we were that pure then what would we be Dantalion?"

"What do you mean, Lilith?" What she said confused me very much.

"What I'm saying is that we can try to be pure but we will never be pure. What is the reason for this?"

"Lilith, I still don't understand what your saying" I could see how the frustration was fading away and awe was filling her eyes.

"How about this, if were demons and we try to be pure can we be pure? Even if we stopped all our bad ways from tricking and deceiving?"

"No, I don't think that's possible. I'm pretty sure if that was lucifer would ban us from touching pure things but if we stopped tricking or deceiving wouldn't we die?" I saw her eyes spark up.

"My point exactly! I'm saying even if I changed my name and tried to be pure I couldn't, none of us could, Dantalion. That's why even if I changed my name and tried changing my ways I wouldn't do it because then I would lose you. Look a Swan! See how it's White with Black around it's head?" I saw her point towards the lake.

"Yes Lilith, I see. What of it?"

"Well even if the swan tried to change its black feathers it couldn't but at the same time if it tried changing anything about it's self it wouldn't be a swan, it simply be a disgrace or not a swan at all"

"Lilith, Why do you like pure things?"

"Dantalion, I like them because they show that theirs beauty in the world, it's simple as that"

"So you like pure things because of their beauty?" Her eyes lit up so brightly as soon as the swan spread it's wings.

"Yes I love them because of their beauty but at the same time I hate them for it, the have so much beauty but it's wasted because when they realizes their beauty they get jealous, mean and vain. Look at us, all of us demons, we all are beautiful and vain but we aren't vain about our beauty because evil things are quite more beautiful then pure things, if I became pure I wouldn't lose my vainness I would gain it because I could see it, so I would want to be blind, because then I would never get vain, I wouldn't even know of my own beauty." I smiled at my Lilith. She always thinks so rationally through her answers.

"Lilith, if you could become pure like you said what would you name yourself?" I saw how her look got focused instantly. It's quite silly on how she loves these pure things but hates them.

"I would name myself......Evelyn"

"Why Evelyn? Why not something like Lilly or Amara like that maid we see everyday that's in love with her master fiancé?" Her stare got hard but soft at the idea.

"Because those names aren't me, and they are to pure but if my name was Evelyn then it wouldn't be so pure it still be evil like my name but with some pure in it, like Eve for that lady that sinned that Lucifer tricked and Lyn because well it's hard to explain but if each letter signifies something then it's not exactly pure or evil. E would stand for Evil and so forth. "So you thought this through, Lilith?"

"Yes, i did" My beautiful Lilith, so happy and Vain, I love her so much.

"What does each letter signifies Lilith?" Her smile brighten up more as soon as I asked that question.

"Well E would be for Evil, but only the first E. V would be for Vain. The other E would be for Erase, because we all got to erase our mistakes and sometimes our feelings. Then the L would be for Love because we all need love matter what we are, even if were pure or evil. For Y, let's see, hmmmm. Oh I know! Y would be for Yearn, because we all yearn to have something like the blind yearn to see but they can't, last but not least N. N would be for Never because we all never will be fully get the meaning of things" So you really thought this out?

Ha ha ha, that's my love.

"So it goes like this E:Evil, V:Vain, E:Erase, L:Love, Y:Yearn, and last but not least N:Never?" Her smile lot up so more after I recited it back to her.

"Yes that's it! How are you so smart Dantalion?" I felt a smile creep onto my face.

"I don't know, Lilith" I quickly grabbed her my the waist and brought her close to be and kissed her on the lips passionately. I felt the shock she first had but then she kissed me back, this is the first time she kissed me. Like always she smells of Roses.

"Lilith, I love you" I finally told her my feelings for her after Centuries of being her companion. I saw how her eyes dazzled but what if she doesn't love me back?

~Flashback Ends~

I guess somewhere along the way she accepted that we never were good but were evil. She loved being bad just because of all the fun we could have. She honestly never cared if she killed somebody or tricked somebody. She was ruthless, she said that humans were pitiful because they knew of their actions yet didn't try to mix their mistakes. She didn't like the way they hurt the ones they loved or how they treated each other, she decided this when Silas betrayed Qetsiyah. That was not long after I kissed her maybe a month or so after. She said that she had help Qetsiyah with that immortality spell in exchange for a favor. Qetsiyah agreed as long as there would be a cure for the immortality spell, Lilith agreed wait I mean Evelyn agreed. That's how all this started with the Doppelgängers. Amara was in love with Silas and Lilith knew it, She had a hard time choosing sides so she made the doppelgängers hopping they would find each other and were fated to be together. Lilith helped Qetsiyah put Silas away and then made the other side but connected it to Amara. Sheesh, I wonder how Silas is doing. I know soon enough he'll be awoken that is if someone finds out the riddle that Lilith did for the hunters mark, No one knows it accept her, yet Lilith is gone but here at the moment. Lilith please come back to me.....

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P.S.

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http://www.polyvore.com/evelyns_modern_day_outfit/set?id=110811035