Wicked Games

Simaya:

I fell back on my ass when this crazy bitch came rushing at me. I felt pain shoot down my back and quickly got up before this girl tried anything else. She had to be on drugs the way she was screaming and acting.

"Where's Abel? I know he's here"

"Are you fucking insane charging at me like that?"

"Bitch who the fuck are you? Why are you here? Where's Abel"

She kept yelling and acting as if she was on drugs.

"So your the bitch he's been fucking? What a downgrade!"

Her breath smelled of alcohol, as she was getting close to me in a threatening manner. I tried my best to hold back from putting my hands on her but I just blacked out and swigged at her face when she was yelling at me, I pulled her down by her hair when I felt Abel pull me away from her.

"Abel now you're fucking pregnant bitches?!! Your lucky your pregnant I would of kicked your ass whore"

"Who was on the floor you dumb bitch?! You were! Screaming for help and shit."

Abel was holding me back as this girl kept yelling some bullshit.

"Get your fucken hands off me Abel! Go and control your bitch, fucken junkie ass hoe "

"Maya calm the fuck down"

"Fuck you Abel! this is the kind of shit I warned you about!"

By this time Abel's mother came and tried calming me down. She had me sit on the sofa while Abel talked to Valerie. She was irrational and he agreed to take her home.

"How are you honey?"

"Ms. Tesfaye, I can't do this. I love your son but he's not ready for all this, he's obviously playing both of us"

"I understand, what happened tonight isn't safe for you and my granddaughter. Just try and relax and just know you have my support no matter what you do"

"Thank you, I really appreciate that. And no matter what I'll will never deny you or Abel from being in the baby's life"

"That's great to hear. My son has his hands full with you, you had the girl crying for mercy"

She laughed and hugged me tight. In her arms I could feel the shooting pain run down my back.

"I know I shouldn't have done that in my condition but she knocked me down and kept threatening me I had to make her back off me"

"I told my son that girl was bad news, she would do the same with him"

"He can't help who he loves Ms. Tesfaye, and after tonight he can tell her whatever lie about who I am and she will believe him. Like I did tonight."

"If you think my son doesn't love you, you're wrong because he does"

I knew she was being sincere but actions spoke louder than words.

"I feel that he does but this kind of stuff just pushes me away from him. I can't be going through this and I think it's best if I go back to my loft, until he figures out who and what he wants"

"As much as I don't want you to go, I understand"

We went to my room where I started to packing whatever I could. It felt good to know I had Abel's mother support no matter what. This whole situation went downhill so fast. I held in my tears while walking down to his front door just to see him walk in.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm leaving Abel, it was a bad idea for me to be here"

"Maya, I took care of Valerie she won't be back"

"Whatever lie you told her to keep her away won't last long. Because it won't be just her, there will be others Abel"

"So you don't care that I love you?"

"I love you too, but that's not enough. You love Valerie too, and I'm not going to be sharing a man with another bitch. I think I deserve someone to love me and only me. I need someone who's going to be one hundred not fifty percent and give the other fifty to another bitch"

Before he could say anything I kissed his lips and left.

~A Week Later~

Abel:

I tried braking up with Valerie after she got drunk and trashed my Scarborough loft. After telling her I didn't want to be with her she's been threatening me if I left her she would do something to herself.

Even after telling her I was having a baby with Maya she still wanted me. I knew she was out of control and I couldn't leave her.

Since Maya left she has been ignoring my texts and calls. Only thing she told me is that she will let me know when the baby will born.

These bitches had me stressed and I needed distraction from these lonely nights so I went out with my niggas to drink and chill.

We were at the club drinking, popping pills and smoking, I could barely walk. Smoking on the kush I had this blonde chick on my lap kissing on my neck ready to get out of there. I told my boys that I was headed out to fuck with this bitch, same routine.

At the hotel I turned off my phone because Valerie kept blowing it up. I was about to fuck and I didn't need any distractions. I've done this many times before.

~Afternoon~

I woke up having some random bitch in my hotel bed. I had to get the fuck out of there so I got dressed and left. I got in my car and turned on my phone when it started blowing up with voicemails and texts from Maya and Cash. My daughter was about to be born.

I called them back but they didn't answer so I raced to the hospital and ran up to the maternity floor. The nurse gave me Maya's room number, I walked in to see Cash near Maya and Amina holding the baby.

I missed my daughters birth.

"Congrats bro, she's beautiful"

Cash gave me the hand and a hug.

"Thanks"

I was nervous to carry her but Amina came close and handed her to me. I glanced over to Maya and saw the disappointment in her face.

"Here's your daughter, Isabella Rose"

I sat down and just stared at my mini me, I couldn't believe she was mine, her eyes were closed tight with her hand near her face.

Cash and Amina left us to enjoy this moment. I sat there still amazed looking at Maya sucking on some crushed ice.

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm hurting a little, but I'll live"

"She's beautiful Maya"

"She looks a lot like you Abel"

"That's insane, I never expected to see this"

I could see Maya tilt her head a little while looking at me.

"I guess you were busy last night.."

I didn't know what she meant by that so I casually answered her.

"I was out with my boys,and slept in"

The baby started to whimper so I handed the baby to her so she could feed her. While the nurse helped her with breast feeding I used the restroom to wash my face when I looked into the mirror to see this hickey on my neck.

"Fuck..."

I tried pulling up my XO hoodie to hide what Maya already seen. Walking back out I sat in the chair next to her hospital bed.

"What time did you have her?"

"She was born at 9:30am"

"I want you to come back with me Maya"

"I'm not going back there Abel, I'll be at my own place if you want to come see her"

I hated the thought of being away from both of them especially my newborn.

"I'm leaving in 2 weeks for my European tour, I'll be gone for almost 3 months. I just wanted some time with both of you.

Simaya:

I hated the idea of going back to his place especially with that crazy bitch knowing that I might be there.

"Abel, I don't know about that. I can't be having your bitches coming at me. I'm a mother now and I'm not going to catch a case because of the bitches you fuck with"

"Maya I'm sorry for all that, I'll have security with you while your there, I just want you to let me spend time with both of you before I leave"

I really didn't want to but the fact that he was leaving made me agree.

"Alright, just until you leave. After I'm moving back to my place"

While thanking me he tried kissing my lips when I turned my head.

"So now I can't kiss you?"

"No you can't. You can go kiss whoever you were with last night. I agree to stay until you leave but its for you to spend time with your daughter not me."

I could see he wasn't pleased that I rejected his affection but I didn't care. I've been giving in to him and I didn't want to do it any more.

"Like that now Maya?"

"Yup, like that"

He sat down just staring at me with his dark eyes as I breast fed our daughter.

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I was released from the hospital the next evening and was now staying at Abel's place. I kept my word and kept my distance from Abel until the day he left for his tour.