Chapter 64

I burp Logan's belly as he is laying down on Mike's bed and giggles. It's already midnight and I'm actually tired from the class and working even Mike is already half asleep.

"Mike, I'm tired." I sigh and lay down in bed.

"Just sleep. He will sleep as soon as we sleep." Mike simply said and turn around backing me.

I sigh and pick up Logan and lay him down on his belly on top of me as he is looking at me. I pull myself closer to him and makes him giggles. He is such a handsome toy.

"Why are you so handsome huh?" I smile and kiss all over Logan's face and makes him laugh ever louder.

"I never heard that loud laugh before." Mike chuckles and turns around at me.

"I will cast him as the actor for my movie when he grow up." I chuckle. "Yeah, you will be a handsome actor okay?" I smile at him.

Logan leans his head on my chest chest. I rub his back. I'm starting to read about those baby books and when a baby started to lean his head against your chest mostly he feels tired.

"Goodnight, handsome." I kiss his forehead and keep rubbing his back.

"We have a baby but we don't seem like have one you know." Mike says to me.

"Yeah he is not a type of a baby who cry for hours every night." I said to him.

"Rachel and Finn are getting married." Mike simply said.

"I know it's crazy for them to get married by the age of twenty but that's their choice." I said to Mike.

"You want to get married by the age of twenty?" Mike asks me.

"Depends. Will your other exes come to us and tell us that they're pregnant with your baby?" I raise my eyebrows at him.

"I dated four girls and I only had sex with you and Val. You know I had my first time with you." Mike says to me.

I get up and put Logan into his crib and put blanket around him then go back lay down on the bed. "I never do that with anyone else except you, Mike." I said to him.

"I know and like you said to Sam that day, I'm lucky." Mike smiles at me.

I smile back at him. "You know what? Looking at us right now got me thinking how much I've grown up. I learned a lot these days."

"You know mistakes is actually the best lesson that we could ever get. Even better than all the lessons we got at school but it's depends on how we take it, do we learn from it or not." Mike says to me.

"Why you always have the best thing to say?" I smile at Mike.

"It's late. Sleep now. I already booked flight tickets for us to come home." Mike rubs my hair and smiles back at me.

I smile and pull the blanket closer. I close my eyes and turn my body facing Mike and put my arm around his belly and hug him.

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I'm sitting down in the living room in my house. Yes, I'm in Ohio. Home for Thanksgiving and Rachel and Finn wedding. I'm so glad that I could be back home.

I miss my parents, my Chubbo, and my grandpa. I also know that when I'm home I'm not gonna be away from my parents. It's nice thing to realize that I'm okay.

Now I'm just sitting down on the carpet floor with Logan is in my lap. Mike went to the wedding place to do manual labor to help Finn with the wedding and I couldn't leave Logan alone.

My parents are working so do Mike's parents so I'm just watching Logan by myself alone while watching his favorite cartoon on TV.

"He seems not a fussy baby." Grandpa walks downstairs.

"Yes. Mike and I have a baby but we don't seem like have one." I giggle.

"Your dad is really proud of you, you know. He said that you learned a lot. You can be independent and all." Grandpa smiles at me.

"I love this little guy. Like dad said when he saw me at the first time in that hospital, he knew that me and him are connected. That's what I feel between me and Logan." I smile at grandpa.

"I know. Besides his biological mother knows that you could be a perfect mom for him. I thought you're still my little chubbo but not anymore." Grandpa chuckles and rubs my hair.

"Well I'm still your little chubbo who you taught about hiding candies under the bed." I chuckle.

"Hey, we're home." Mom and Maddox walk in. "Has he eaten lunch?"

"Yes. He likes the receipt that you gave to me." I smile at mom.

"That was your favorite food when you were at his age. You were fat. That's why everyone called you Chubbo." Mom chuckles and walks upstairs.

"What is Dash doing with him?" Maddox asks me.

"Dash likes him. Can he play with Dash?" I raise my eyebrows at Maddox.

"Okay but for an hour." Maddox simply said.

"Maddox, change your clothes and wash your hands first!" Mom shouts.

"Why always shouting? Why?" Maddox asks and walks upstairs.

"Does my little brother is in period?" I laugh.

"He is like Doodle, when he missed someone, he played it cool. He missed you. Ever since you went to college and he started entering elementary school, he is lonely. Yeah he got friends at school but at home he just played with me or Dash." Grandpa says to me.

I chuckle and pick up Logan and hold Dash. "come on, bring Dash back to Maddox or he will flip you over." I chuckle and walk upstairs.

I open Maddox's room door and put Dash on the ground. After that I walk into my room and see Maddox is laying down on my bed while reading a book.

"What are you doing here?" I frown at Maddox.

"Reading a book." Maddox says to me. I smile at him and lay Logan down on my bed. "Do you want to help me to do my math homework?"

"Yes sure." I nod.

Maddox gets up and walks away. I take off Logan's pants and change his diaper. Yes. I finally can do this by myself. I'm learning a lot.

"Hey, I brought new some clean new diapers." Mike walks in. "How was he?"

"Oh he played with Dash today and watched Sesame Street and always said 'oh'." I smile and throw the dirty diaper to the wastebasket.

"He is starting to get curious." Mike chuckles.

"Mickey!" Maddox runs in and get on Mike's back.

"Hey, buddy." Mike smiles at him.

"You both didn't love me anymore." Maddox says to us.

"Who says?" I turn my face at him.

"You give the attention to the baby not to me anymore." Maddox half smiled.

"Maddox, just because Mike and I have a son now doesn't mean we don't love you anymore. It's the baby still needs us. He can't eat by himself, he can't change his clothes by himself, he needs his parents. But you, you said that you are a big boy. You helped dad with fixing his car and all. We give more attention to the baby because the baby can't do anything except crying. Just like you when you were baby." I said to Maddox.

"You are an uncle now." Mike says to Maddox.

"Uncle?" Maddox giggles.

"Yes you are an uncle for Logan." I chuckle.

Maddox just looking at Logan. "He looks like you." Maddox says to Mike.

"He will be handsome boy. You can play with him when he can walk." I smile at Maddox.

Maddox giggles and opens his book. I move my seat closer to Maddox and help him to do his homework. Mike just sitting down on my bed and plays with Logan.

"How was the wedding venue?" I ask Mike.

"It was simple yet beautiful." Mike says to me. "But you missed something." Mike grins at me.

"What is it?" I raise my eyebrows at him.

"Santana proposed Brittany and she said yes." Mike chuckles.

"Aww that's beautiful." I smile. "They're made for each other." I giggle.

"Like us." Mike winks at me.

I chuckle and turn my face to Maddox's book. I take a look at Mike as he is continuing playing with Logan. I know I'm not ready to get married. But when the day is come, I know who I'm going to marry.

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I'm half laying down on my bed and looking at Logan who is sleeping with holding my finger with his whole fist. He doesn't want to let it go.

"Hey, I found this old crib in the storage room." Dad walks in and bring a portable crib.

"Really? I'm nineteen now." I chuckle.

"Yeah but this is still strong. I saved all your baby stuff in storage room and thinking of going to reuse it again when your mom was "pregnant"." Dad chuckles. "Where is Mike?"

"He went home. He said he is tired after volunteering at Finn's wedding. So I'm here with mini him." I giggle.

"How's the wedding?" Dad asks.

"They said it's good. And you have to know that Santana proposed to Brittany!" I chuckle.

"Really? Ah you kids are growing up now." Dad smiles at me.

"You think that getting married at 20 is crazy? Like we're still young and foolish." I said to dad.

"None is young and foolish. I married your mom when we both were 21. Was I ready? No. None is ever ready for anything. I wasn't ready to be a father and a husband but I face it and now I'm one. And look at you, you said you aren't ready to be a mother but you can do it now. Age is just a number the one who knows us is us." Dad says to me.

"He reminds me of myself a lot. Like if you and mom didn't see me in the hospital that day, I wouldn't be here by now. I wouldn't have the best parents in the world. And he deserves to have two parents. And you know what dad? I love him very much even though he doesn't come from my belly or have my DNA but I love him." I smile while looking at Logan.

"You and Maddox didn't have me or your mom's DNA but we love you both. You two are our children. Our little angels." Dad smiles back at me. "How's the thing in Los Angeles?"

"It's good. Blaine moved in with us and working in the coffee shop along with Sam. Mercedes went to New York to promoted her album coming. Mike and I exchange our class schedule so we can exchange shift to take care of Logan." I said to dad.

"How's the coffee shop?" Dad asks me.

"Well, it's good. We got a lot of customers each days especially because Mike and Sam there. Mostly our customers are girls who wants to see them." I chuckle. "But so far all is going well. For these past couple weeks all I can think about him. Feeding, diapering, napping, playing. And he started to having a habit can't sleep without me or Mike read him a story first and he knows when someone left him in a room alone, then he will cry." I said to dad while looking at Logan.

"He has your eyebrows." Dad chuckles while looking at Logan. I chuckle and shake my head. "I know it's impossible but he does. He is starting to looks like you."

"I'm so glad that you and mom wanted to accept him in this family." I smile at dad.

"You're our daughter. And you need us right now. All we can do is support you and be there for you. I've seen how much you've grown-up since you graduated. You used to be a dependent spoiled girl and honestly I'm worried when I have to let you go to Los Angeles for college. Your mom tell me that you're gonna be fine and you are. Now look at you, you're independent, and you can make it by yourself." Dad rubs my hair.

"Will?" Mom walks in. "He is so handsome." Mom smiles looking at Logan.

"I don't know why he is getting fatter all the time." I chuckle.

"Ah he is so handsome." Mom smiles.

"Well he is half Asian half American. So..." I smile.

"I can make sure your kids with Mike soon are going to be adorable." Mom chuckles.

"Mom!" I roll my eyes.

"You're American and Mike is Asian. So your kids will be adorable." Mom says to me.

"Your mom wants more grandbabies." Dad chuckles.

"No, I'm just saying. Nobody believes that I have a nineteen year old daughter who already have baby. Almost every new customers at the shop thought that I'm married but hasn't have child." Mom says to us.

"You aren't age that much." Dad says to her. "Like Sofia Vergara." Dad winks at her.

"Okay, there is a baby sleeping here. Please." I chuckle and point to the door.

"Goodnight, sweetie." Mom smiles at me and kisses my forehead.

"Good night you two." I smile at them.

They walk out from my bedroom and close the door. I lay down on my bed next to Logan and look at him then kiss his forehead. He is super adorable. I hope that Val is happy knowing that Logan is fine with me and Mike.

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"Come here with grandma." Mrs. Chang takes Logan from my arms.

Logan turns his face at me and look at me. He start babbling again until he raises his arms at me then his eyes start teary.

"He knows his mom." Mrs. Chang chuckles and hands him to me.

"You ready?" Mike walks downstairs.

"He doesn't want to leave my arms." I said to Mike and rock Logan.

"He knows we are going to a party." Mike chuckles.

"Have you ever leave him with a nanny before?" Mrs. Chang asks us.

"Mom, he doesn't have nanny. Paris and I exchange class schedule so we can take care of him. And if we have to leave him, Sam or Mercedes will watch him." Mike says to her.

"Is it okay if we bring him to the party?" I ask Mike.

"Are you sure? What if he being fussy there? You guys also have to bring diaper bag and all." Mrs. Chang says to us.

"But he doesn't want to leave my arms." I said to her.

"I can handle it. Come here." Mrs. Chang takes Logan from my arms. "Now go, go." She said to us and walks away.

Mike takes my hand and walks lead me. I hold my clutch and turn my face back and half smiled. "I feel bad actually leaving him." I said to Mike.

"But we have to." Mike says and gets into the car.

I half smiled and get into his car. I'm already dressed up wearing pink short bridesmaids dress and pink high heels also soft pink clutch.

Mike holds my hand while still driving. I sigh and turn my face to the street until we get to the Justice of the Peace. I walk out from the car and hold my clutch and look around. Mike takes my hand and holds my hand as we get in.

We look around to find out where Rachel and Finn ceremony is going to be. Until there is a sign of the dressing room of Bridesmaids and Best Men for Finn and Rachel and we walk in.

"Hey you guys sorry we are late." I half smiled at them.

"Where have you been? Your house is like ten blocks away from here." Mercedes frowns at us.

"Logan was being fussy. He doesn't want to stay with my mom. Just crying over when he saw me or Paris." Mike says to her.

"Yeah I mean he is almost six months old and he can recognize his parents and people who he sees everyday." I said to her and put lipstick on my lips.

"Why don't you bring him here?" Mercedes asks me.

"Mike's mom doesn't let us. What if he is being fussy and all?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Heck, I never feel like I lived with a baby before. I never heard him cry in the middle of the night." Mercedes chuckles.

"Yeah even last night I could sleep peacefully because of him." I giggle.

"Come on guys the wedding is about to ready." Kurt walks in and gives us flower bouquet.

I fix my dress and hold my flower bouquet. We then walk out from the dressing room and walk to the ceremony place. I'm standing next to Tina and opposite of Mike.

The wedding song start begin. I turn my face and see Finn is walking down in the aisle with his parents. Until he gets to the altar. Then Rachel is walking down in the aisle with her two dads. I smile and turn my face at Mike. I have a little secret.

"Dear friends and family, we are gathered here today to witness and celebrate the union of Finn and Rachel in marriage. Through their time together, they have come to realize that their personal dreams, hopes, and goals are more attainable and more meaningful through the combined effort and mutual support provided in love, commitment, and family; and so today, they will begin their life together, as husband and wife. True marriage is more than simply joining two persons together through the bonds of matrimony. It is also the union of two hearts and the blending of two families. It lives on the love you give each other and never grows old, but also thrives on the joy of each new day. Marriage is, and should be, an expression of love. May you always be able to talk things over, to confide in each other, to laugh with each other, to enjoy life together, and to also share those moments of quiet and peace, when the day is done. May you be blessed with a lifetime of happiness and a home of warmth and understanding. Now, do you Rachel, take Finn to be your lawfully wedded husband, promising to love and cherish, through joy and sorrow, sickness and health, and whatever challenges you may face, for as long as you both shall live?"

"I do." Rachel smiles and put the ring on Finn's finger.

"Do you Finn, take Rachel to be your lawfully wedded wife, promising to love and cherish, through joy and sorrow, sickness and health, and whatever challenges you may face, for as long as you both shall live?"

"I do." Finn smiles and put the ring on Rachel's finger.

"And now, by the power vested in me by the State of Ohio, I hereby pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss"

They both start kissing one another and applauding start filling this room. I smile and applauding for them. It's nice to see our friends married.

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I'm standing on the corner and holding my cocktail glass as the others are dancing on the dance floor.

"Want punch or champagne?" Mike asks me. "Or want to dance?"

"I can't stop thinking about Logan." I sigh.

"He is fine." Mike puts his arm around my shoulder and rub my sleeve.

"It's just my feeling is not right." I shake my head.

"Wanna go home?" Mike asks me.

"Please." I nod.

"Alright, come on." Mike nods and hugs me.

I hug him back and have my arm around his waist as we walk together. I'm really worried about Logan. I don't know why. It's like a mother nature. Like mom always know that I'm not feeling well without I tell her.

Mike and I walk to the car. I get into the passenger seat and Mike just start driving away and holding my hand. Glad that I have him. Mike is really understanding person.

"Thank you for being here with me." I said to him.

"That's my job." Mike smiles at me and rub my hair. "He is fine, babe. Don't worry too much."

I nod and turn my face to the street. Mike keeps driving until he pulls the car over to his house. I walk out from the car and walk into his house quickly and I heard Logan is crying.

I walk in and see his parents are trying to calm him down. Mrs. Chang is holding Logan and Mr. Chang just showing him some stuffed animals.

"Hey, baby.." I smile at Logan and take him from Mrs. Chang's arms.

"You guys went home earlier." Mrs. Chang says to us.

"Yeah. Paris can't stop thinking about him." Mike nods.

"He is having a bit fever but it's okay. I give him a traditional receipt for baby." Mrs. Chang says to us.

"See? I was right." I said to Mike and hold Logan. "Look, who is here." I smile at him.

Mike walks upstairs quickly. I keep holding Logan and rock him as he is slowly calm down. Mike walks back downstairs and put baby plaster fever on Logan's forehead.

"It must be so hard for you two to take care of him." Mr. Chang says to us.

"Well, not really. He isn't a fussy baby." Mike says to him.

"Yeah he became fussy when he got fever like this." I nod and keep rocking Logan. "I know you are tired." I rub his back.

Logan leans his head on my chest and having his little arms around me. I know this move. A move when he start being spoiled and want to sleep.

"You can count, within five minutes he will fall asleep if he start making that position while Paris holds him." Mike chuckles.

"No, this is a sign when he start being spoiled." I chuckle and kiss his head.

"How was the wedding? Have you two have dinner?" Mrs. Chang asks us.

"I did but Paris doesn't." Mike simply said.

"Oh you want me to heat the food for you?" Mrs. Chang asks me.

"No. No, I can cook it by myself." I giggle and walk upstairs.

I walk into Mike's room and still holding Logan. I'm standing in front of the mirror to see if he is already sleeping or awake but he is still awake. Logan turns his face at me and looking at me then suddenly laugh.

"Are you playing along with me?" I raise my eyebrows at him. "Oh I will tell your daddy." I shake my head and lay him down on the bed.

Logan turns around and lay down on his belly. He finally can do that by himself. Also can sit down but he needs something to hold his back when he is sitting down.

"Does he fall asleep?" Mike walks in.

"Nope. He is fooling around with us." I shake my head. "Are there my clothes here?"

"Yep. Your pajama in my closet." Mike nods. "You're fooling around with us huh?" Mike burps Logan's belly.

I walk to the closet and change my clothes with a pajama and slippers then walks downstairs. Mike and I usually stay over at each other's place and our family knows each other so his home is like my second home. And my home is like his second home.

I walk to the kitchen and open the fridge. I take some sausages and cut it into little then take some spaghetti from the cupboard.

"Oh the instant sauce is empty but if you want to make manual sauce all the ingredients is in the pantry cabinet." Mrs. Chang says to me.

I walk to the pantry cabinet and open it. "You're just like my mom." I chuckle and take some sauces.

"What?" She chuckles.

"That pantry is so neat." I giggle.

"Is Logan sleeping?" Mrs. Chang asks me.

"Nope. Still awake. His eyes open wide." Mike chuckles and holds him.

"He is probably just missing his mom already. You know that boys always closer to his mother and girls always closer to her father." Mrs. Chang says to us.

"That's true. I'm really close with dad. And Maddox doesn't let anyone touch mom when he is around." I chuckle and start cooking.

"Alright, I'm gonna be upstairs." Mrs. Chang smiles at us and walks away.

I keep cooking. Mike open the fridge and take a carton of juice. Logan looks at him and tries to reach the juice box. I chuckle and put my food on a plate. After that I walk to the family room and sit down on the couch and eating my food.

"Sit down here." Mike sits Logan down on the couch.

I hold Logan with my other hand. Mike walks to the kitchen as Logan is looking at me. I smile at him. Logan just babbling to Mike's cat.

"What?" Mike asks and sits down next to him.

"I guess he wants a cat." I chuckle and eat my food.

"No, Zorro will claws you." Mike pick Logan up.

"Mike, I've been thinking that he is getting bigger and I guess we should have our own place. We can rent two bedrooms apartment for three of us." I said to Mike.

"Sure. Maybe by new year we can move out." Mike says to me.

"Sure." I nod and feed Mike the food.

Mike chuckles and Logan start pointing to the TV and babbling "ohs" and "ahs". I smile and rub his head. My little family.

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